What I'm Doing Is A Technique To Sew Threads Together When They Are Broken, Since We Can't Really Use

The good thing about studying my career is that I'm reading a physics book at the same time that one about the mayas and their history. The duality of college.

I kind of like to multitask since it makes everything a little bit easier for me

enough of pretty aesthetic notes, i want messy, shitass handwriting, chaotic notes only you can understand

you're distracted again. close the tab or the app and get back to work.

This reminds me that last year I did a essay about the story of fanfiction but I connected it with the esthetic view. It was super philosophy but I had to give objective points of view, also I relationed various works of Shakespeare, Frankenstein by Mary Shelly, and the picture of Dorian gray. Very funny and got a 9 out of 10. And this year I had various works about genshin impact and DC comics.

Whoever tells you that college is not about being a nerd is lying to you.

Grad school is lying to you. You can indulge fixations on obscure topics on your own time. You can sit in a library color-coding notes on articles printed from JSTOR for free. You can argue with dead philosophers in essay format whenever you like. Academia is a state of mind.

The thing is, when museums and cultural institutions or researchers adopt memes in a "How do you do, fellow kids" way, that's adorable like my grandma when she's misusing emojis. However when some megacorp does it to sell me evil products or some influencer is trying to get me to buy nonsense skincare mud or cyberpunk looking face masks or weightloss pills, I think that's evil incarnate and their name goes into the Death Note (very mindful, very demure)

10/28/2024

So it's been a few weeks, I had multiple auditions, fall break, and some rest, but this weekend, it was time to actually do stuff again. I worked on some choreography and a warm up to teach tomorrow, and I started the reading assignment for my ballet class. I also voted! Well, I haven't sent the ballot yet, as I have to do mail in ballot, but once I find where on campus I can send mail, that will be done. I'm also finally registered for my classes next semester, and even though I had to change my minor, I'm excited for them.

6/30 days of productivity

This is like my final work for photography and is both exciting and very hard, since we need to do the photo with the illumination perfectly.

I must sleep. Sleep is the mind-healer. Sleep is the big-life that brings total ability to fucking do anything. I will face my bed. I will permit the blankie to pass over me and snores to pass through me. And when sleep has gone past I will turn the outer eye to greet the new morning. When the sleep has gone there will be everything. Energy and will to live will remain.