ive lived a thousand lives on here and i’ll live a thousand more i hope
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can we please please please learn to differentiate between things that are good but devalued because of their association with women (caring for children, being compassionate), things that are neutral but seen negatively because of their association with women (the colour pink, having long hair), and things that are bad but associated with women because of misogyny (being materialistic, being stupid) because otherwise we’re gonna keep getting takes like “being gender nonconforming is anti feminist” and “not studying for your classes is feminist”
i dont want 9-1-1 to raise the stakes i want bobby to grill steaks and have a nice little backyard garden party at their new house where buck and eddie get caught making out and athena, hen and karen get the giggles and may and harry are making salad and bonding as siblings and maddie goes into labor while chim is out buying american cheese. is that too much to ask :(
a single curl falls nicely in my hair and suddenly i’m rivaling narcissus with how much i’m looking in the mirror
so ‘don’t drink the water’ was just revealed to be the title of s8 ep17 right. and a lot of people are making the connection between water and eddie’s arc in s8a, where the priest tells eddie, “you were denying yourself because you don’t feel worthy,” as eddie is trying to come to terms with his failure as a father and put on a mask (ie mustache) as a metaphorical “beard”. you know, a lot of these things that can be related to the repression of his feelings. you know, maybe towards a man. but, there’s more. don’t drink the water can refer to one of two songs - the one by the dave matthews band or tears for fears. and honestly, whichever one it is…
the tears for fears song also references a gay man in its opening (through a slur so i will not be sharing), but either way there is a connection between ‘coming out’ and ‘showing emotion’ and drinking water in a way that has been directly tied to eddie. “do not (still) drink water, but use a little wine” (and for eddies juice metaphor, id like to add that wine is fermented juice) is a biblical passage (timothy 5:23) tells the reader to consume such things for their own joy and health, so long that it’s in moderation. with eddies storyline, drinking juice in moderation represents trusting himself and going after what he wants (buck) without punishing himself. don’t drink the water can also be a kidnapping plane story, like the 1969 or 1994 movies by a certain awful person but rg being on set in kenny’s videos gives me the slightest inkling it may have something to do with a certain edmundo diaz
take a shot for every tv show i started watching because i thought the popular gay ship was canon only to realize the reality was much worse (one is gay but the other is ‘straight’ but they’re codependent and weird about it)…
i need fanon 911 to stop calling eddies sister sophia. that girl is mexican. her name is sofia diaz this has been a psa
🤳😔 i had to clean my car
🤳😭 i fucked up with chris
🤳🥰 i wanted to see u
🤳😑 i didnt get the firefighter job
🤳🤔 should i come back to LA
i go to bars and coffee shops and breweries and libraries and thrift stores all the time by myself and i have a chill banger time i love my own company. so why is the grocery store a warzone. im fighting for my life. barely make it out alive. if someone even looks at me i want to blow them up with my mind
everyone except for eddie and buck seem to know that buck is gay and that they’re in love except canonically, that’s not even the case anymore. sure, everyone’s been telling buck that he’s in love with eddie and buck going no, he’s not gay. we know, through bucks own admission that he’s in love with eddie - they’re best friends and he has feelings for him so maybe buck never says he’s in love with eddie but is there any feeling that’s more love than what you feel for your best friend that you have feelings for i still can’t believe this is real and canon
denial4denial now on abc
Alien pulling your sleeve to get your attention: and who is this Cunt you all serve
so embarrassing to get obsessed with your own oc but it doesn't fuel you creatively or motivate you at all you just sort of sit there. like yeah I've been thinking a lot about blorbo from my mind. no images of them exist in the world and they have maybe 3 personality traits so far. I would rather die than attempt to write about them. I've spent the last 48 hours rotating them in my brain though
idgaf if my parents are disappointed in me I'm not impressed by them either
here's a bunch of spongebob titlecards i hoarded
school spirits is definitely one of the best shows out there right now because there really was an episode that had an A plot that was kidnapping a ghost who stole a body and a C plot of a david bowie dance number and you know just some minor stakeouts and also hell personified
Janet just likes the 70s Ghost ig?
The biggest “your experiences are not universal” thing I feel is whenever anyone talks about the universality of girls planning their weddings since childhood because. Well. Not me. God bless
the social network reunion in 2025??? we have never been more back
the oscar's aren't a celebration of the people's art anymore because the people aren't able to see the damn movies
really wish i could be normal about any piece of media i enjoy and not terribly parasocial and utterly consumed by it to the point that i feel it in my dna
the concept of being academic rivals so ardently obsessed with each others weaknesses and flaws that as soon as you’re tossed into real life you realize there is no one you can trust like each other because no one else in the world is so enamoured with you send tweet
of course wally made a dance for him charley and rhonda in all the years they were dead and bored and needing things to do. of course they have a whole number choreographed and memorised and ready to bust out for any given dramatic montage. of course they do
i see my future and it is bright (a lavender marriage with my best friend, our two cats, regularly hosting book club and game nights with our queer friends and being the go-to hang out home for our kids and their friends)
me being so normal when there’s only vague plans to hang out for the day and nobody is texting back with specific times or what we’re doing