Everything About Shin Soukoku Makes Me Sick

everything about shin soukoku makes me sick

atsushi seeing akutagawa in a position so deeply relatable to him and seeing that glimmer of humanity behind the exterior of a fighter and actively sacrificing himself for that small hope. he who constantly believes in akutagawa's humanity despite the world that burns around them, he who gives him the chance while taking away his own-

atsushi seeing dazai through akutagawa's lens for the first time and the knowledge that akutagawa does not merely choose to be like this but that it's the only option ever left for it is so ... (sounds of crying)

their similar situations giving them an understanding such as that, in typical circumstances, only they could have for themselves, by witnessing akutagawa's past for himself

how does it feel to know someone like you do yourself? how does it feel to watch that suffering, understand it, see through it and yet still have hope for more? what kind of faith does it take to not only see that hope but throw yourself in the jaws of death for it?

nothing about them is casual and i love it but they have ripped my heart from its chest and im gonna cry need them to be alright and happy and together in a better timeline where everything is alright so bad im crying

Everything About Shin Soukoku Makes Me Sick
Everything About Shin Soukoku Makes Me Sick

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1 month ago

You know something that I’d like to see with the Illyrians? Clothes that actually fit the environment of the Illyrian Steppes. It’s described to be very cold, with brutal winds (duh it’s called Windhaven) but their battle armor just doesn’t really fit that? Even Nesta is like “yo I’m freezing where is the furs?” and Emerie is like “yeah it’s pretty expensive.” Yall, do you know how common hunting and furs would be? It would be a widely needed thing so maybe it’s more expensive if you’re not a hunter / you’re poor, but 1. They’re a warrior race in an isolated wilderness, they would for sure hunt, and 2. Clothes that fit the environment should be a pretty common thing instead of skin tight leathers. Skin tight leathers is crazyyyyyy when it’s that fucking cold. Like, yeah sure Cassian is like Illyrians are all about gritting your teeth and barring the cold, BUT I think your army dying of hypothermia might be important to avoid lmao. And when it comes to flying it can help, plus leather and furs is still light compared to other armor so I don’t think it would be too heavy for flying. They carry around a shit ton of metal weapons lmao.

And because I love visuals, I would love to see Illyrian leathers looking more like Mongol / Kazakhstan / Turkish, where weather is extreme and winters are very long and brutal.

You Know Something That I’d Like To See With The Illyrians? Clothes That Actually Fit The Environment
You Know Something That I’d Like To See With The Illyrians? Clothes That Actually Fit The Environment
You Know Something That I’d Like To See With The Illyrians? Clothes That Actually Fit The Environment
You Know Something That I’d Like To See With The Illyrians? Clothes That Actually Fit The Environment
You Know Something That I’d Like To See With The Illyrians? Clothes That Actually Fit The Environment
You Know Something That I’d Like To See With The Illyrians? Clothes That Actually Fit The Environment
You Know Something That I’d Like To See With The Illyrians? Clothes That Actually Fit The Environment
You Know Something That I’d Like To See With The Illyrians? Clothes That Actually Fit The Environment
You Know Something That I’d Like To See With The Illyrians? Clothes That Actually Fit The Environment
You Know Something That I’d Like To See With The Illyrians? Clothes That Actually Fit The Environment

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1 month ago

if you receive this, you make somebody happy! Go on anon and send this to ten of your followers who make you happy or somebody you think needs cheering up (don't feel pressured if you don't want to though). If you get one back, even better! 💖💖💖

💖 TYYY

IM SO HAPPY I MAKE YOU HAPPY

YOU MAKE ME VERY HAPPY ALSO

YAYYYY *begins violent Irish jig to show appreciation because yes*

I shall go send this to ten more people...

BRINGING HAPPIESS AND CHAOS WHERE I TREAD ;)))

I love this WHOEVER SEES THIS, PUT IT IN SOMEONE'S ASKS AND MAKE THEIR DAY :)))


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2 weeks ago
Somebody Ask Nesta What's Got Her Blushing Like That

somebody ask nesta what's got her blushing like that

@nestaarcheronweek


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1 month ago
Dark mode AO3 skin with an almost black background, a floral header background, and gold highlights on the header bar and favourite tags
The All Fandoms page, showing each box with a yellow-green outer frame. Links are a lighter gold and regular text is a darker gold.
Work Search page with the same aesthetic. The form has a black background with gold text. All entry field have a gold background (not shown: the text you enter is black)
Not Beta Read tag page. The T icon has been replaced with a golden T on a floral background. Each section of the tag description is contained in a box with a yellow-green outer border.
Examples of work blurbs. Each tag is contained inside a box. The boxes are coloured according to their tag type. Warnings are red, Relationships are peach, Characters are light gold, Additional tags are yellow-green
Kudos icon is replaced by one of the flowers from the pattern in the header. The comment box has the same floral border. The text entry box is gold, as is the comment button. The footer is gold with black text.

I originally created a site skin based on this aesthetic about 2.5 years ago, but it was frankly pretty broken in a lot of ways. As I was looking through my list of site skins, I remembered this one and decided to revive it and make it a little more usable.

If you like it or want to try it out, you can find the CSS code over here on github, along with instructions for how to copy/paste it into a skin for your own AO3 profile.

(as always when I attempt a site skin, if you find stuff that's broken, you can let me know and I'll try to un-break it)


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3 weeks ago
The Spring Storm
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The Spring Storm

Tamlin week 2025 prompt for Day Two|Dark Spring

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4 weeks ago

Currently reading Solo Leveling

And this gives almost exactly the same vibes ;)

"How could you do this" with the help of the demon blade "this isn't you" well yeah it's me and the demon blade "I know you're a good person" yeah that wasn't in question "please come home" not if you're gonna be a dick to the demon blade "we need to destroy the demon blade" listen I don't come to family gatherings and say we Need To Destroy aunt cassie and she's genuinely evil, unlike the demon blade


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3 weeks ago

When I just want to talk about characters I've loved since childhood and learned valuable life lessons from but I remember the author's bullshit and the joy is gone. I wanted to post things and didn't.

No but imagine just how against HP characters would be against acephobia. Harry Potter point blank would not care. Sirius Black would verbally destroy her and throw hands if needed. He doesn't give a rat's bald arse she's supposed to be an old lady. Let's be real, Charlie Weasley is ace. The twins would go Umbridge mode on her. Even Tom Riddle would not discriminate based on asexuality. Oh you've mastered control over the urges of the flesh or risen above such mortal temptations? Good for you, he'd respect it.

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