I Have An Idea But It Might Cringe So To Test The Cring Level I'm Writing This

I have an idea but it might cringe so to test the cring level I'm writing this

"Day 1

I don't know where I am, what happened to bring me here or how to get out.

I'm uh...a few seconds away from screaming and crying but screaming and crying won't solve anything so I'm making audio logs on my phone.

I'm currently in...a white void. It seems. White as far as I can see, everywhere. No sky, just more white. It's very dissorenting.

The time on my phone is frozen, it's still reading 6:25 pm on August 15th, 2000...but the last two digits are replaced by Xs. But I remember what year it is, it's 20XX.

...what?

20XX.

20XX

2019?

20XX.

What the fuck? Why can't I say the year..?

I-this just got worse.

I wanna go home.

Day 1 log end."

I push the end recording button on my phone, looking up at the vast white void around me. I sigh and slump forward "Fuck..."

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Controversial inkling and octoling position

I don't think they have scars on their tentacles. I get the artistic appeal and it looks cool (and is cannon if you look close at Captain 3s tentacles there are faint scars)

But...their tentacles are hair remember? It's their hair, it grows, they cut it. Any trauma afflicted to the original hair tentacles wouldn't be on their new ones.

Like if you cut a chunk of your hair that chunk wouldn't be there forever, it wouldn't grow that way. Their hair can get long, look at the hair styles ranging from long to short.

Thats it :^


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If I had to relive my first few periods I think I'd throw myself out of a window and just end it then.

That shit hurt

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guys i actually beg of you to not let palestine become an unpleasant flashback, a transient tumblr trend, a hasbeen subject that just faded away. as an arab—and specifically iraqi—girl, i know what it feels like to have family displaced all over the world as a result of western imperialism. i know what it feels like to not be able to step foot into your homeland because it’s no longer safe. as an american iraqi, raised in the us and insulated from my roots, it wasn’t until last summer that i was able to visit iraq for the first time, and even then my family was worried for my safety—in my own blood country. although nothing like what palestinians are experiencing right now, it might be the tiniest semblance of what it feels like to watch your country disintegrate in front of you.

and this is a universal arab experience. i volunteer weekly at a refugee center that serves middle eastern refugees, and every day i see the longing in their eyes when they speak of where they hail from. it’s safe to say that we will be getting a wave of palestinian refugees very soon: just another generation of arabs who can’t inhabit their own country.

arab culture is so rich, so profound, so beautiful. i am tired of being told by the world—through literal genocide—that it doesn’t mean anything. please never let this be forgotten. free palestine. free palestine. free palestine.

I fucking love hadestown

Fuck anyone who says otherwise


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why are there no feral readers in fanfiction that's at a good amount. Like sometimes it's just dragged on but non are just a perfect amount of feral

I want the reader to say the most random shit in serious situations and just be like "Sorry" but the random shit wasn't something violent but just "gay penguins are really cute" or something like that but I can't get it?? I feel robbed of ADHD reader who actually matches my vibe


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can you tell Apollo I think he's hot (in a pun way)

I'm gonna need my brother to stop using slang words while I'm channeling with Apollo. He keeps saying slay.

at home, no matter where I am what room I'm in or if I'm alone or not I'm constantly trying not to do or say something 'cringe' because I'm scared of someone judging me for it. I'm scared of doing or saying the wrong thing and being ridiculed my little sister has not helped this fear

its a genuine problem, with how much we see other people being seen recorded and mocked online without that person even KNOWING makes all of us paranoid of the same thing happening

Im 16 and I hate HATE having my blinds open because people can see me and I don't want them too because it's MY room and I want to do what I want even though I'm still going to be over analysing ever thing I do and say and weather or not my neighbors can see me.

It's to the point I've given faces and names to the people I think are watching me and I imagine them as being characters from shows

I'm getting of track my delusions aren't the focus

NONCONTENTIONAL RECORDING BAD PARANOIA BAD

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The original post only has US helplines. I’ve added UK helplines underneath. It would be great if people could add numbers from everywhere in the world.

Depression Hotline: 1-630-482-9696

Suicide Hotline: 1-800-784-8433

LifeLine: 1-800-273-8255

Trevor Project: 1-866-488-7386

Sexuality Support: 1-800-246-7743

Eating Disorders Hotline: 1-847-831-3438

Rape and Sexual Assault: 1-800-656-4673

Grief Support: 1-650-321-5272

Runaway: 1-800-843-5200, 1-800-843-5678, 1-800-621-4000

Exhale: After Abortion Hotline/Pro-Voice: 1-866-4394253

Child Abuse: 1-800-422-4453

UK Helplines:

Samaritans (for any problem): 08457909090 e-mail [email protected]

Childline (for anyone under 18 with any problem): 08001111

Mind infoline (mental health information): 0300 123 3393 e-mail: [email protected]

Mind legal advice (for people who need mental-health related legal advice): 0300 466 6463 [email protected]

b-eat eating disorder support: 0845 634 14 14 (only open Mon-Fri 10.30am-8.30pm and Saturday 1pm-4.30pm) e-mail: [email protected]

b-eat youthline (for under 25’s with eating disorders): 08456347650 (open Mon-Fri 4.30pm - 8.30pm, Saturday 1pm-4.30pm)

Cruse Bereavement Care: 08444779400 e-mail: [email protected]

Frank (information and advice on drugs): 0800776600

Drinkline: 0800 9178282

Rape Crisis England & Wales: 0808 802 9999 1(open 2 - 2.30pm 7 - 9.30pm) e-mail [email protected]

Rape Crisis Scotland: 08088 01 03 02 every day, 6pm to midnight

India Self Harm Hotline: 00 08001006614

India Suicide Helpline: 022-27546669

Kids Help Phone (Canada): 1-800-668-6868, Free and available 24/7

suicide hotlines;

Argentina: 54-0223-493-0430

Australia: 13-11-14

Austria: 01-713-3374

Barbados: 429-9999

Belgium: 106

Botswana: 391-1270

Brazil: 21-233-9191

China: 852-2382-0000

(Hong Kong: 2389-2222)

Costa Rica: 606-253-5439

Croatia: 01-4833-888

Cyprus: 357-77-77-72-67

Czech Republic: 222-580-697, 476-701-908

Denmark: 70-201-201

Egypt: 762-1602

Estonia: 6-558-088

Finland: 040-5032199

France: 01-45-39-4000

Germany: 0800-181-0721

Greece: 1018

Guatemala: 502-234-1239

Holland: 0900-0767

Honduras: 504-237-3623

Hungary: 06-80-820-111

Iceland: 44-0-8457-90-90-90

Israel: 09-8892333

Italy: 06-705-4444

Japan: 3-5286-9090

Latvia: 6722-2922, 2772-2292

Malaysia: 03-756-8144

(Singapore: 1-800-221-4444)

Mexico: 525-510-2550

Netherlands: 0900-0767

New Zealand: 4-473-9739

New Guinea: 675-326-0011

Nicaragua: 505-268-6171

Norway: 47-815-33-300

Philippines: 02-896-9191

Poland: 52-70-000

Portugal: 239-72-10-10

Russia: 8-20-222-82-10

Spain: 91-459-00-50

South Africa: 0861-322-322

South Korea: 2-715-8600

Sweden: 031-711-2400

Switzerland: 143

Taiwan: 0800-788-995

Thailand: 02-249-9977

Trinidad and Tobago: 868-645-2800

Ukraine: 0487-327715

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