2024 What The Hell

HAVEN'T I GIVEN ENOUGH?

Star Trek: The Original Series 02x05 "Amok Time" x "Gilded Lily" by Cults

I'm onto something I'm telling you

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Hey guys, so I’m currently super late on rent and my landlord is also making me pay a fine for that :/ It’s due in 3 days and the thought I might get kicked out is making me really anxious. 

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i just can't believe that oda fucking create sanji, a stereotypical ladies man who simps to an embarrassing degree for women while having his hackles comically raised around everyone he perceives as a man - and most notably butting heads with the more obvious ~manly man~ of the crew. haha, classic anime running gag, the kind that gets obnoxious at times but still makes you laugh.

AND THEN, like a billion chapters later, motherfucker steeples his fingers and goes "soooooooo... what makes a person Like That?"

and the answer is that he grew up in fucking Toxic Masculinity, The Kingdom. the answer is that he was always Different, in a way other guys instinctively perceived as weak, and that made him the target of visceral scorn and violence. the answer is that he was sensitive, sweet, caring, nurturing - feminine-coded traits which are only valued by patriarchy insofar that they're performed by women in service of men. the answer is that in a kingdom comprised almost entirely by violent men, the only ones who were ever kind to him, the only safety he ever had, were a girl and a woman.

so cooking is for women and servants, it makes you less of a man. only women will ever really value you for your passions and dreams. women are also actively hurt by the way the world works, they are unsafe unless they comply with men's violence, and you have to protect them.

(men will always know what you are, and they will hurt you if you let them.)

and even after he leaves... at baratie he is cherished and respected, but even that is an extremely masculine environment. we don't talk about our feelings, we don't let our guard down, the only love is tough love. when he tries to express his artistry and express himself through his cooking, rather than just filling orders and making money, he gets mocked.

so here is a man who will not raise a hand to a woman, because he rejects the masculinity he was raised with and refuses to become yet another man subjecting women to violence. he is desperate for women's attention and affection because it's SAFE, it's the only kind he can trust. other men are potential threats and must be treated as such. he must at all times be snarky, tough, Not Feminine, because to be perceived otherwise is to be powerless, to be hurt.

like y'all. the queer coding of it all? the overtly feminist themes? the active rejection of toxic masculinity and the way it's shown to be directly tied to imperialism? what the fuck.

rewatching tos for the first time in a few years and having a great time. i really do remember a lot of the stories, so far there's none that I've totally forgotten.

also fun to notice this time: 1. how often bones gets hurt 2. how kirk interacts with people (he's quite good at reading people and telling them what they want to hear to get out of a situation)

am also paying attention to kirk as "lothario" because i am about to designate him asexual, with where we're at so far. (i might just do that anyway)

By popular demand: Avery Brooks (Extended Edition)

It was the last time we saw D16 speaks before he became Megatron