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Throwback to when I took painkillers and woke up with Photoshop open on my computer to this image I had made

does anyone wanna hold hands until we feel a little braver

So, I've been unsuccessfully trying to find a kagehina fic series and I give up in trying by myself.

It was a female! Hinata AU, with her POV where she pretends to be a boy, and the dialogues from it I remember were something among the lines of:

“I need you...to catch my sets”

Oh, for the love of all porkbuns!

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“Hinata, why are you wearing a skirt”

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“My mom is going to kill me. She's gonna think I'm some sort of Casanova, bringing girls into my room and such”

And it had a daisuga spinoff, in which I remember Suga said something about Daichi having a spit kink.

I'd really appreciate any help in finding it.

Hey, so I've been searching endlessly for a hayffie fic on ao3, but it seems to elude me. If anyone can help me to find it, I'd be really grateful.

The premise was that the rebellion happened not on the third quarter quell, but at the second one. Five/six years later, the rebels won and made a final hunger games for the capitol children, and Haymitch ends up as Effie's mentor.

"Haymitch was furious. Dr. Trinket was a good man"

Snow's granddaughter, who I'm pretty sure was named Cassandra, was also in the games. Effie kills her with a mahogany branch.

After Effie wins, she goes to travel around with her father and then returns to Haymitch

"You did promised to take me on a date"

Then they settle down and have a daughter

It was published somewhere around 2015 and 2022, but I haven't been able to find it anywhere in ao3.

When I was a child, I didn't see the importance of talking or having connection with people, and I spent all my time reading books. Everyone treated everyone as a friend, so there wasn't a problem. When I became a teenager, I suddenly found myself alone, and no matter how much I tried, I couldn't maintain a relationship that wasn't texting with some foreign stranger on the internet.

The situation hit me hard both academically and mentally; my family noticed but I never told them the reason. One of my aunts warned me "Don't be so sad all the time, or you'll regret it when you're grown up, asking to yourself 'why didn't I enjoy my best years while I still could'" What she said stuck with me through my adolescence, even at the lowest points when I wanted to dissapear. And now that I'm an adult, and I can tell you she was both right and wrong.

My phone's getting older. I'll have to buy a new one soon, so I've been selecting which pictures I should keep when I came across old screenshots. I've had this Tumblr account for a while now, I think I had it even before the NSFW ban (which is quite ironic as I have to block and report pornbots daily) and seeing people talking about their problems made me feel seen. I didn't posted at all, simply taking screenshots of the posts that gave this feeling of "I'm not the only one". I was thankful I wasn't crazy. And today, reviewing those posts, I laugh. Not because I think they're stupid, but because I don't need them anymore.

The hurt I felt keeps whispering at me. I'm still highly anxious, and I've yet to kiss someone. But I have friends now. My relationship with my parents has become better, and I'm more independent than before. I've learned that life is a mix of ups and downs, and you can't stay forever in downs. My aunt was right when she said I regret what could've been, but she was wrong when she said I'd wonder to myself why I didn't enjoy it. I don't care to examine the reasons of my sadness. All I can say about is that I'm glad that sad old me could survive long enough to be here writing this post. The past can and will hit me with nostalgia and what-ifs, but for now, all I want is to fulfill the hope that 13 year old me screenshoted for the future:

So the other day I was passing by the church with my aunt and she says "Oh, what a beautiful drawing!", and it was a poster of Jesus walking over the water and offering a hand to a woman, inviting people to help those in need. Everything fine and dandy, until I notices the woman had four fingers in her left hand and six on her left hand, whereas Jesus had his beard looking slightly off. "That's AI" I said, and showed her the mistakes in the picture, but she scoffed and insisted that whoever had drawn it was obviously overslept or a tacky artist.

I can't believe my aunt is an AI denialist.

Proving a point to my boyfriend.

PLEASE REBLOG if you (male or female) believe it is perfectly okay and natural for a guy of any age to cry

Can someone explain to me why when I was looking for satosugu YouTube though it was a a good idea to show "Love In The Dark" by Adele? Like what does that even means?

"have you learned how to drive yet" i have the spirit of friendship in my heart. the joy of lifes little things in my soul. the whimsy of magic. the beautiful enjoyment of nature. the answer is no though

PLS THIS COMMENT KILLED ME 🤣🤣🤣

And also got me thinking about a certain fanfic/fanartist who used this exact concept some years ago

To everyone in this site:

Also, rip @tothechaos. Soon to die of ink poisoning but never forgotten

glad that im not popular enough to have an evil shadow version of my blog that exists just to make contradictions on my posts

Oh my, would you look at that. It is time for this year's first

mEnTaL bReAkDoWn

*kazoo noises*

Honestly, this is SO cathartic.

I won't pretend I'm happy with the recent maga leaks, nor will I pretend wishing death on a child it's ok despite how many messed up shit he has pulled, but this essay right here, still perfectly valid and applicable to Bakugo despite being written back in 2020, it translates why I'd prefer if he had stayed six feet under and far, far away from Izuku, who, mind you, still uses useless as his hero name. Yes, Uraraka changed the meaning and we love her for that, and yet it doesn't take away the fact that he's traumatized enough to, just like everyone else, overlook the direct effect his abuser has over his life.

I absolutely despise Bakugo Katsuki, and I hope he'll face consequences.

Also, the apology was shit.

oh and also, while I’m here? I hate the way this fandom treats Bakugou and his bullying. Bakugou is one of the most popular characters in the fandom and people will fall over him, gushing about how good his character development is. Meanwhile he has never been punished by the narrative for his bullying, and his growth has never been tied to learning to respect quirkless people and those deemed ‘worthless’ by society, which is what he should be learning. There is a massive, glaring flaw in his character development, and people will just ignore it.

And then they proceed to ship him with Izuku, whom he viciously bullied for 10 years, because uwu their dynamic is so ~interesting~, or Uraraka, one of Izuku’s best friends, as if it doesn’t fucking suck to see someone who’s hurt you for a decade date your friend (and as someone who’s actually been in the situation where my best friend had a crush on my bully, let me tell you, it isn’t fun). 

And then they’ll write about Bakugou’s mental health issues and trauma and the way he was failed by adults, jumping at the slightest chance to absolve him of his responsibilities. Oh, sure, Bakugou was failed by the adults around him, that much is true; they should’ve taught him to regulate his arrogance, that he isn’t special, etc. But you know who else was failed, and much, much worse than Bakugou? Izuku. Somehow, I feel infinitely less sympathy for the guy who bullied someone for 10 years than the guy who was bullied. 

And obviously Bakugou has mental health issues stemming from the way he was treated as stronger, better than everyone else for his life, including his superiority/inferiority complex, and yes, adults have overlooked those mental health issues out of the assumption that Bakugou is strong bc of his quirk, but like? None of that absolves him of the crime of bullying someone for a decade? None of that makes it better? Am I supposed to give a shit? Maybe have him face actual consequences for his actions and I’ll start caring about how sad he feels.

And then people will absolutely insist that the reason he bullied Izuku was because he was abused by his mom, and? It fucking wasn’t? The reason he bullied Izuku was because he was convinced he was better than him. Not because he had normalized violence in his head or whatever. Mitsuki isn’t even canonically abusive; while that’s a perfectly valid read of canon, considering the fact that hitting your damn kid is definitely abusive, we know how Horikoshi frames abuse, and this isn’t it. Mitsuki is aggressive and mean because Bakugou is aggressive and mean. It’s a joke. It’s a bad fucking joke, because it’s not funny to see a child get beaten and berated by his parent, but it’s not canon abuse, and it’s not the canon reason he bullied Izuku. 

And the reason I care about people acknowledging that ‘Bakugou Mitsuki is abusive’ is an interpretation of canon rather than actual stone cold canon is because the ‘abused bully’ is a massive trope. From the top of my head, I can think of the bully from Bridge to Terabithia, the bully in the first The Magic Thief book series, arguably Clarisse La Rue from PJO, and the bully from Trollhunters who all fit this stereotype, and there are many, many more. The easiest way to make a bully sympathetic is to make them abused. It neatly sidesteps having to figure out why they are bullies, because obviously, they are just externalizing the violence they learned at home. It also makes them very easy to redeem, because it’s pretty goddamn hard to stay mad at a kid when they are being abused. It’s a cheap tactic to gather sympathy for a bully, and it fundamentally misunderstands why bullying happens. Bullies don’t exist because they’re all secretly abused at home. They exist because society tells them it’s ok to hurt people that are weird, worthless, or otherwise bad. And those people also often just so happen to be minorities, whoops. 

This is the one thing that BNHA got right about bullying. Bakugou bullied Izuku because he believed himself to be superior, because that’s what the adults around him kept telling him. This is why people bully others in real life, too; it’s ok to hurt them, they’re weird, they’re annoying, they don’t matter. It’s the one thing that BNHA got right, and you motherfuckers want to throw it out of the window because it’s easier to woobify Bakugou if he’s just another abused bully. Interpreting Mitsuki is abusive is obviously fine, again hitting your damn kid is definitely abusive, but then ignoring the actual, canon reason why Bakugou bullied Izuku to substitute it with something that’s easier for you to excuse is fucking horrifying and I hate every single person that does it. Fuck you. Bakugou being abused has no bearing on why he bullied Izuku, none, whatsoever. 

And don’t even get me fucking STARTED on the many ‘oh no what if Izuku jumped, wouldn’t Bakugou feel sad :(’ posts/fics/aus or the fact that what you guys think would be a good consequence for 10 fucking years of viciously bullying someone (including physically assulting them, destroying their property, and suicide baiting them) is like, a scolding from Aizawa and maybe being transferred to a different class (rather than, you know, being fucking expelled from hero school). I hate all of you.

Bakugou’s canon arc and his treatment by the fandom is so indicative of the way people view bullying as something kinda mean but ultimately minor, rather than, you know, something that can severely traumatize you. People are so eager to jump on any chance to ignore or smooth over Bakugou’s actions, fail to examine his character development critically, and will ship him with his victim or think it’s a good thing that they’re being made ‘friends’ in canon. 

This is normally the part where I’d say it’s ok to like Bakugou as long as you do xyz, but you know what? I don’t need to soothe people’s fucking feelings. I hate Bakugou, and I hate that he’s so popular in the fandom, and I hate how he’s treated by the fandom. Obviously I’m not saying you cannot like him, I’m not the arbiter of what characters you are or are not allowed to like, but I’m not here to soothe your fucking feelings if this rant made you feel bad. Block me if it bothers you that much. Also don’t bother debating me or sending me asks or whatever, I don’t care, my hatred for Bakugou is based in personal feelings and no amount of ‘but what about this thing in canon -’ or ‘what if this happens in the future -’ or ‘but i like bakugou for xyz reasons’ is gonna make me change my mind lmao. Bakugou Katsuki is a terrible person with terrible character development and that’s that on that. 

In conclusion:

Fuck Bakugou Katsuki

PROPAGANDA PARA URUGUAY:

En ingles casi dice "u r gay", que mas podrian querer?

LATINOAMERICA HAS GONE WOKE?????

U R GAY? ARGENSHE/HER??? CHILEY DE MATRIMONIO IGUALITARIO??? PARADYKE??? GAYTEMALA? COLOMBISEXUAL?

mlb is addicting to watch even when its bad bc it just has the Audacity

no i will not be elaborating any further

So it turns out it's not a new trauma but actually a ramification of my main trauma of ✨learned helplessness✨

Awesome.

Wow.

Me, strutting on my way to see my therapist bc I hadn't been able to book an appointment in two months: ♪Scooby Dooby Do, where are you? We've got new trauma to solve now!♪

Me, strutting on my way to see my therapist bc I hadn't been able to book an appointment in two months: ♪Scooby Dooby Do, where are you? We've got new trauma to solve now!♪

I was so worried the Mélusines were going to be Genshin's equivalent to house elves because of the trailer. Glad I was wrong. Their village is neat.

She should have done shit like this to Patricia a lot more

Listen, Movie! Adrien is a ctrl c + ctrl v of Scarlet Lady! Adrien but they added 5mg of depression

So I just saw the Miraculous Movie and-

I'm a hardcore lukanette shipper

But Jeremy Zag got me hooked on the love square?! Their dynamic felt so natural, ladynoir and adrinette were handled at a nice pace, and their filler moments did not felt like filler.

Also the animation is top-notch, the characters look gorgeous, most of the songs were amazing (especially the tikki-marinette duo), it made Paris feel alive unlike the series

SPOILERS AHEAD

And did I mention how they managed Gabriel and Chloe??

The mean girl joke stays the mean girl joke without baiting us with a redemption arc and then deconstruct it. Granted, the movie couldn't have accommodate it in two hours, but still, it's greatly appreciated.

And sure, tragic backstory doesn't justify terrorism, but unlike the series has done twice, Gabriel actually shows emotions? And cares about his son???!

Hopefully they make a sequel.

AO3 is working again. My life has recovered it's meaning 🤧

No Estimado Hacker

Reciba un muy emotivo

Espero que le partan toda su tetranutra madre, maldito pirobo sapoperro pentacuatretetracatredoblehijueputa malparido gonorrea careverga lameculos bolas de adorno mierda andante chupamonda.

de mi parte

QUÉ MIERD4 GANAN ESTOS IMBECIL3S ATACANDO UNA PÁGINA DE FANFICS???

SON SOLO FANFICS POR AMOR A TODO LO QUE EXISTE

Solo quedan como unos llorones que no aguantan a dos personajes del mismo sexo teniendo relaciones

So... AO3 has been (hopefully) temporarily shot down. By homophobic/racist/(probably fake) religious supremacist hackers

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Or hate it, nothing in between.

I'm feeling real numb rn. I was reading a zutara slow burn and miritama angst and you can't leave me like this 😮‍💨

Every. Single. Night. 🤦

Being (fanfiction) writer be like:

I stopped watching since Destruction, I think, but oh boy do I feel satisfied. Bitch had it coming since his first appearance, and he doesn't even has a permit? The fuck?!

Idk, I think Michel and Berta's husband would survive. I do want Efraín torn to shreds. Wipe the floor with that desgraciado.

Sometimes I have thoughts....

If Betty la Fea was popular with English speakers, either Mario or Freddie would be the Tumblr Sexymen....

Me: *enjoys seeing Aang learning to move on from Katara and support her and Zuko's relationship, officiate their wedding, and get to be a goofy, doting uncle to the steambabies*

Also me: *enjoys seeing Aang get smacked in the face by reality that Katara is not his "forever girl", act salty and jealous about her and Zuko, and finally get called out for his flaws*

I think my hoarding problems can be traced back to whenever my mom lent me her Facebook to play Candy Crush, I never used the boosts even if it meant I would lose, because I was sure there would be a tougher level later and I'd need them. I just kept in playing and accumulating boosts I wouldn't touch.