drawnstraws

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i need to find a group to play lancer with

it seems fun

After 2 years of GMing, I have yet to meet a cisgender White Witch pilot. Come to think of it, I have yet to meet a sane one...

i’m starting to think i have objectively bad taste in how things look

i should try to start dating someone or something

Honestly, the older I get the more I think you need to be a total freak to survive as yourself. Even if it's only for a little while every couple of weeks you need to let yourself be unapologetically yourself or you smother the part of you that's important.

it’s really difficult getting into my characters’ heads and actually writing their voices correctly. I’m too focused on trying to figure out the conversation as it is.

maybe i just need to go back over it again once ive got all the context together

girl something good has to happen at some point

came up with a new bit to amuse the wife today. I call it "transfem dracula flow"

asking your robotgirl if she wants to make out and she giggles in her cute little modulated synthetic voice and takes your hands in hers, warm silicone holding your fingers delicately even though you've seen her crush oranges in those hands, and you hear some servos whirring as her entire face opens like a mechanical flower, giving you access to the long, sensitive connector cable that sits where her tongue should be and is just as prehensile

the art of grounding your machine <3

The "Solved Problem", a custom Enkidu commission for the Lancer RPG that is also a kittied cat.

I gave my robotgirl GF some spicy stories to read. I'm sitting at my desk working on something and she's over by the couch reading them.

It's so cute, I can tell when she gets to "the good parts" by the sound of her fans spinning up.

One story was so exactly her thing that she couldn't read it continuously. She'd spin up her fans, then they'd get louder, and louder, and she'd put down the ebook reader. Slowly her fans spin down, her core temps get back to reasonable levels, and she picks it back up to continue reading.

The fans come up, get louder and louder, and then down goes the ebook until she's cooled off enough to pick it up again.

She cycled like that for almost two hours.

at the airport being asked questions about my “i’m not going to fuck the planes i just think they’re hot” shirt that are already answered by the shirt

robot vampire. they look like a regular vampire but if they drink from you, you become a robot too

REAL !!!

SILKSONG

i feel like i don’t fit any depictions of women i see

and i don’t fit any depictions of trans women i see

and both of those are defined so heavily as groups by suffering they experience

but because i just look like a cis guy to basically everyone who would be inclined to be shitty i just don’t get those

and this along with some other things makes me think i should put more effort into presenting feminine

but is it worth it to change how i present myself just to be seen by random people in the way i want

i like my more masculine presentation

but it makes it harder for me to be seen as a woman

and maybe that’s mostly for me

or maybe i just have some things to get over

but i don’t feel very visible

repairs

maybe i should post some………

I would be way too good at writing robot smut "They glittered in the bench lighting; little nicks and scratches in their dark grey paint left silver lines of stars down the creases in their frame." maybe it's just me but this feels very horny

Nowhere to run

where is all the art that perfectly appeals specifically to my exact tastes and desires and nobody elses

writing is such a rollercoaster if an activity

i feel like i’m doing well

and then 15 minutes later i feel like my writing sucks ass

i need to keep reminding myself that revisions exist and that i’m working on outlines right now

this is what happens when i start actually writing again

I would be way too good at writing robot smut "They glittered in the bench lighting; little nicks and scratches in their dark grey paint left silver lines of stars down the creases in their frame." maybe it's just me but this feels very horny

I would be way too good at writing robot smut "They glittered in the bench lighting; little nicks and scratches in their dark grey paint left silver lines of stars down the creases in their frame." maybe it's just me but this feels very horny

my favourite area :]

The Jin-Dahaad Experience(tm)

we’re so back (in the text editor)

i don’t want to talk about how many hours of wilds i’ve played since it came out but wow

monster hunter wilds is so fucking good

NEVER KILL YOURSELF

this and also robots

Monster fucker this, monster fucker that. What if I want a monster RELATIONSHIP huh?! Monster HAND HOLDING, monster INTIMATE CONVERSATIONS, monster COMFORTABLE SILENCE??