Partially Dismantling Two Furbies Has Given Me The Completely Unearned Confidence To Purchase A Broken

i just looked em up and? theres a kind that doesnt have a y chromosome?? and theyre on the same little japanese island as the amami rabbit, those weird living fossil rabbit guys who eat the weird red seed things????

I just learned about spiny rats and they just look exactly like that sounds

going to hang out with a cat for a while tomorrow. pretty excited about it. i dont know her super well but she seems nice :)

playing choice of games A Lot. does that count as reading

i Would just reset it but this is like the third one already and i have spent a significant amount of time acquiring sea creatures.. and i would like to get right back into that without having to recreate The Museum Pile….

hoping to find the strength within myself to not reset my acnh island and instead simply weather the guilt of a bunch of little virtual animals saying “hey i missed you where have you been”

is it just me or is a lot of christian stuff kind of ominous. like once i saw a sign outside a church or something that said "jesus died on the cross" and i think that would be an incredibly sinister sign without the background knowledge of christianity i have absorbed by growing up in the united states. also look at this fucking ad

bro i do not want to see the Wounds of the Scourging. why are you like this

even the cross as a symbol seems pretty weird? "yeah our favorite guy died horribly on this shape one time so now its our favorite shape" fuckin pardon? like i get that its more about the resurrection or whatever but the dying horribly is the part that actually happened on the cross right?

i just think its kind of silly when religious people get all judgy about the mythology of other religions. they are ALL weird calm down. people can believe what they want if its not hurting anyone its literally fine

Doing this because it makes me happy •Ꮂ•. Im making it difficult on all of you though.

1 note- I'll go drink water

10 notes - I'll set alarms to actually care for myself

50 notes - set up a daily productivity system so I stop wasting my time doing nothing.

100 notes - ask my friends to help me buy a skirt

500 notes - get a bra & a whole bunch of other affirming clothing !!!

1k - tell my dad that my gf is also trans

2.5k - ask my dad to address me by my prefferred name & pronouns

5k - try to get therapy/psychologist

10k - girl mode at all times (start actively wearing makeup/clothing/doing voice training around people at all times)

50k - try for HRT (0% chance) (also no guarantee on this one)

Asfgg. It feels surprisingly good to have a bunch of strangers who want me to be happy

I have now set up alarms for eating, waking up, and hygene related stuff. I seriously doubt we get to 500, but this has made me significantly happier •Ꮂ•

Doing some math... 25 notes in 4 hours. 6.25 notes per hour. 8000 hours or 333 days until this hits 50k. Hrt in a year ig.

Um. Wow. Its been a day, and we're almost at 300. Everything 500 & below was supposed to be things I'd do with minimal intervention. But now, we're getting to the scarier stuff. I am very intimidated, but also excited

My gf really badly wanted to be here when I buy some of the clothing, so the skirt will be this week, the rest of the clothing will be when she comes back from vacation

Saying that you're force femming me is so not allowed. This is unfair. You have no right to make me feel the ways Im feelingggg. Stop making me happy.

Welp. I told him about my girlfriend. And things went about as poorly as expected. He said that Im parroting what other people think. Slowly taking little parts of them, and applying them to myself. Specifically, being trans. He didnt even leave it to maybes. He said with certainty that I was copying everyone else. I know 9 trans people total. Only 2 of them are my close friends. Everyone else, Im barely aquaintences with. I should have told him that regardless of whatever theories he has, this has boosted my confidence massively. Slightly less excited for 2.5k notes. At least everything after that is very positive. And at least this lets me talk about my girlfriend for ages. I dont have to say her deadname through gritted teeth. Oh context. He already knows Im trans but was ignoring it.

oops forgot to ask for help moving before mom and sibling went upstairs. im fucked :)

the funny part is that They Are but they like to pretend otherwise so they can reasonably be more of a goofy weirdo

ive been trying to convince myself to move for over two hours extremely normal and functional behavior

i have moved into the intense fruit craving stage of dehydration yet i still cannot get my ass off the sofa. sucks

i think the tardis should have a time fridge. it looks like a regular fridge but it functions by slowing down time inside to a near halt, which means it can keep things fresh much more effectively than a regular fridge- and also keep warm things warm And cold things cold simultaneously!

only works when its closed though (bc otherwise the colliding time zones would explode the universe or something) and the doctor would Definitely forget to close it a lot thus making it functionally useless

also the refrigerator fluid does cause some side effects when ingested, but the pipes are very sturdy so theres very little risk of exposure, and the dreams of being chased by space jellyfish are actually very nice once you realize they just want you to pet them