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Checking in on my fav moots- are you doing well? Don’t forget to drink water and take meds ❤️‍🩹

Heyy! Thanks for the check in I am doing well since the sun is shining again :)) hope you are also doing good <33

Not calories being up there as my recommendations 😭

Yeah you could say I’m doing numbers on tumblr. And that numbers? One

:))

that time of the year when you realize the depression isn’t seasonal

Some thlnspo

She is an icon ✨

This made my day ^^

Jk Rowling will die in my lifetime and that’s so beautiful to think about

Still stuck on my lw :/

I guess I am just not gonna eat till the scale changes numbers.

I need to treat food as a fuel not as a comfort.

Food is there to keep me alive not to taste good.

I want a gf/bf that also has 4n4 and we could star/ve together 🥰✨

I love that people here hate me! I feel special :))

If people learned not to hang out just to eat and actually did some better activities :/

EDs are so isolating maybe that’s why we found a community on here?

I found my thirteenth reason. Adios bitches!

I am reading the most annoying wattpad book with the most annoying characters, but the story is so good I can’t stop!

It makes me wanna pull out all my hair 😫

By far one of the best wattpad stories I’ve read tho.

I‘m sorry, but the fact simply is that society judges people for having mental problems and I am also victim of it. Do you want me to lie about that? Maybe then just the peopleI meet are all assholes and maybe I can have a opinion about my own scars and how stupid I was as a teen.

I never called anyone stupid or ugly other than myself . Pls stop putting words in my mouth.

At the end of the day I am nobodies parents and nobodies therapist and I can’t make decisions for people. As your blogs encourage sh I am discouraging it and just showing my reality and aftermath of my actions.

Pls block if you don’t want to see someone else’s opinion or thoughts rather than yourself and what pleases you. Nobody has forced you to be here!

Stop cutting yourself pls! It’s not pretty nor aesthetic -_-

You are gonna regret it later, as I myself did. Now I have to see what my dumbass teenage self did every day and I hate that.

I have to answer why I have those scars every time I meet a new person and honestly I feel ashamed.

It is not a pretty look to have those damn stupid scars as an adult. They are gonna think less about you and nothing you do is gonna change how they gonna perceive you as a person.

I just don’t want any other person feel the same way I did and I still do.

I can’t fucking sleep :/

Always when I have plans early mornings.

I don’t have a problem with people seeing my posts and I highly encourage them unfollow and block my account if one : they are getting harmed by seeing them and two : if they interpret it the wrong way ( the way it had not been intended). I was only calling myself dumb and I don’t even know you nor have I seen your scars to even want to judge you for them and since you took this so personally you may want to think more about what the real issue is that caused your reaction and feeling like you are being attacked rather than just ignoring it since it seems irrelevant for you what my post had to say.

Stop cutting yourself pls! It’s not pretty nor aesthetic -_-

You are gonna regret it later, as I myself did. Now I have to see what my dumbass teenage self did every day and I hate that.

I have to answer why I have those scars every time I meet a new person and honestly I feel ashamed.

It is not a pretty look to have those damn stupid scars as an adult. They are gonna think less about you and nothing you do is gonna change how they gonna perceive you as a person.

I just don’t want any other person feel the same way I did and I still do.

Exams are so close and I haven’t even opened my books yet

How am I at my lw but my photos from before seem better like I was skinnier then? :((

I think my mind is plying games with me.

My intention was never to shame anyone or call them stupid or disgusting. I understand that people can’t simply stop this behavior as it is a coping mechanism. The only thing I was hoping for and still hoping for is to stop someone, who is not deeply in this situation. I would want them to know they are not alone and simply say the affects it might have in their future by sharing my personal experience. If someone who did go through the same experience has told me this before maybe I would have stopped sooner. Even after posting I have seen many others express the same thing as they have also been treated differently in their lives.

I don’t want to disregard anyones experience and feelings since I will probably never know what others are going through, but even if this makes someone to rethink their behavior it would still be a step in a good direction.

Apology if this came across arrogant or insensitive it was never my intention. :))

Stop cutting yourself pls! It’s not pretty nor aesthetic -_-

You are gonna regret it later, as I myself did. Now I have to see what my dumbass teenage self did every day and I hate that.

I have to answer why I have those scars every time I meet a new person and honestly I feel ashamed.

It is not a pretty look to have those damn stupid scars as an adult. They are gonna think less about you and nothing you do is gonna change how they gonna perceive you as a person.

I just don’t want any other person feel the same way I did and I still do.

My new plan

Give me suggestions pls <3

I got a little frustrated today since I wasn’t loosing any weight for the past days and ate a normal calorie and didn’t p/urge afterward, but went to a short walk. Hopefully when I restrict again from tomorrow I’ll see some changes 🤞

I thought it was only me

daily affirmations:

my nonexistent sex tape hasn’t been leaked

there isn’t a man watching me through the window

my fit is hard

cecilia was the first to go 🪽

I‘m stuck at my lw. I have barely eaten anything for the past 3 days and even if I did I p/urged all of it. I don’t know what to do anymore. Please give me some tips :))

Back at my lw ;)))

Honestly I‘m at the point in my life, that I know I don’t even deserve food cause I’m a lost cause. I don’t really add anything valuable to this world and I don’t want to waste food, time, energy and resources, when probably someone else could use them and add actual value to the world.

you’re not hungry. you’re bored. you keep opening the fridge hoping something new will appear but nothing. you deserve nothing.