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𝜗𝜚 — i promise i'm cool, you guys.
Don’t wanna jinx it, but I‘m so close to my lw :)))
I can’t believe I am so bad at this!
More than three years of restricting, cal counting and p/urging for the most normal ass physic and a minimum weight loss.
I hate it so much!
me every time i take a shower:
Definetly the second one but I keep it clean no need to be stinky 🐈⬛✨
there’s two separate vibes when it comes to ana people
there’s “clean🛁, healthy eating🍓, pilates & ballet🩰, angel 🪽, float like a butterfly🦋” beautiful aesthetic that’s like enriched and glamorized by things like “clean girl, coquette, slavic doll” internet culture
then there’s “alternative, bedrot, unclean, gross” vibe where it’s like “hey this is a disorder and i’m sick and I want the outside to match the inside”. I think “to the bone” fits this vibe. idk how to explain this one as well but I think it was basically invented in the 2010’s during that special time during tumblr’s ana prime with the internet becoming more widespread and accessible to young teens.
Recently my fyp has been filled with people spraying clones or other chemical sprays on foods to avoid binging. I think I should try it!
I feel like such a phetatic human being. I think the reason why I want to reach my gw so bad is, that then for once I can achieve something in my life. I can’t wait for that day.
Whenever I watch people from body positivity movement, it just makes me not wanna eat. Is that weird?
I don’t understand how they can be happy with how they look and just eat more and more. I mean I‘m happy that they are happy, but I just don’t get it and don’t want to be like that.
Am I the only one that hates marriages?
I don’t get how you can promise something you can’t know if you can keep? How can you be sure that this person is the one? How can you trust your partner? How can you want to only sleep and live with this one person for the rest of your life?
The idea of marriage is just absurd and disgusting to me. It might just be me being traumatized by my parents tho!
I have been eating and p/urging all day today! I need to be stopped.
How tall are you
I‘m 161cm or 5‘2 I guess in inches
hii i saw your ask/answer where u said u didn’t know abt tumblr til a month ago i was wondering how you found it or heard abt it also i hope your day is good
Heyyy :)
I heard about Tumblr through some boy on instagram I follow and this boy posts stuff from Tumblr which I found interesting.
I wanted to use Tumblr mostly for study motivation and I got a little curious so I searched for 3d and got to this part of Tumblr. Now here I am!
Thank you :)) I hope you have a good day too <33
Just found out about this girl, who also has 4n4. she is 18 and 37kg.
I am so fucking jealous!
Tips on how to lock in again? Had 2 weeks of 2000-3000c a day and I gained 3kg. I was at my lw and now it’s hard to restrict but idk why
I don’t think I am the best person to answer this question since I binge a lot.
But you could drink water and other zero calorie drinks or chew gum. In summers I love to chew ice cubes too.
You could also make a to do list and make a promise with yourself that you are not gonna eat till you are done with them.
I hope it helps I‘m really bad at this so… <33
So desperate im watching people eat and pretending i did
any tips for those days when u can't sh!t? it's been 3 days 😔😔😔
Heyyy!
Drink plenty water and try to go for a walk or you could do some yoga (some yoga practices and poses are specifically designed for constipation and help with bowel movements ;))
I do this but you may not wanna try this one. I‘m lactose intolerant, so I drink a glass of milk or oatmeal with cow milk and it helps a lot. Other than that I guess you could use laxative, but I personally haven’t tried it. <33
what are your hobbies? /genq
Hahaha omg I usually adopt different hobbies every new season
Hobbies that haven’t changed tho are reading books, discovering new music and watching YouTube videos
I think you could consider Tumblr and this account also as my new hobby since I didn’t even know about Tumblr about a month ago
I would like to know about your hobbies too <33
For someone, who’s search history at 13 was næked women. It took me a long time to realize I was fruity.
This trio was everything to me in my childhood. I would run after school to home just to watch their fights :))
Seth and Roman in sorta sync + Dean being Dean
Guilty! 😔
Send me some questions if you like, I have to distract myself somehow :))
I know I’m not big, but am I in danger of flying away by wind? 🌬️
( Then you better stop calling me skinny )
A quick update of why I haven’t been posting a lot for the past days.
Basically I have been dealing with 3d as usual. On top of that I have my that red week of the month and it always makes me really emotional and I feel every emotion x10 of the normal days. I have been feeling really numb and have no motivation, but have to also study for my exams too and been going to the library with friends.
Anyway! How are you all doing? :))
I’m the kind of depressed that doesn’t wanna km, but I fantasizes about death from time to time.
Bonespø in my camera roll