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i miss her so bad, she looks so lonely in class and she actively avoids me. i miss her personality, her warm words and silly anecdotes. i will feel forever guilty for being the catalyst for our drift. it wouldve happened eventually because, he and i clearly didnt mix. but it hurts that i lost such a good friend and we are both suffering.
social media is becoming less and less important to me and my future life plan really doesnt involve using it at all so im probably not gonna post here anymore. i might come back, i might not. keep slaying 💕
the sunrise never fails to make me smile, its so pretty. nature is incredible
cw: mentions of sex below cut
She makes me feel so beautiful, i always imagined being intimate would be ruined by the way my body looks but she embraces my body for the way it is, she finds ways to appreciate it in a way that i feel perfectly unique. with her, it seems obvious, of course i love her perfect body, of course its uniqueness is the best part of her. but the idea that she could feel the same way still baffles me. i love her so much
I love my girlfriend, she loves me so much and its actually crazy. i still cant believe it!!!😊😊😊😊😊😊😊
i love music so much. abba was real when they said "thank you for the music"
i think i believe in some kind if higher power, its not like, god, or anything like that. recently ive just been noticing that things are happening that align perfectly with my goals and my needs. like, at work, i had to do a job and i needed a certain number of things to do it and i grabbed the perfect amount first try?!?
(tw ed mentioned under cut)
or, like today, i was going to skip lunch but as i was leaving the house my friend asked me if i wanted some of the curry her mum made and its like. okay, maybe the universe wants me to eat today?!?
my girlfriend is so beautiful, im so excited to see her again, its been almost a week and im having prettiness withdrawals.
she lights up my life i am so ecstatic 😊😊😊😊
tw mentions of gore/sh
i used to have a really bad problem with watching gore as a form of self sabotage.. does watching horror movies count? i havent watched one in a while and im scared itll trigger me
i dont know if i should keep using the tags i use, i put them there for reach but im worried if someone recovering goes into one it could be really triggering
idk what to do
tw: ed mentioned
met my younger self for coffee today...
she said, "we're still not skinny?"
"we've got something so much better than that, love"
while i admit, ive posted this on my private twitter previously...
has anyone ever noticed how flowers look like fair dresses, in Tinkerbell they use like, flower petals as clothes, but i reckon fairies are smaller than that, i think they wear upsidedown flowers as dresses
the hardest thing to cope with is that the scars might never fade, i accept them for the most part, because the people i care about love them as a part of me. but sometimes i struggle to understand that ill never feel safe leaving the house in a singlet.
CW - slightly suggestive under the cut
something that really helps is when my girlfriend kisses my scars or runs her fingers along them telling me shes proud of how far ive come or that im beautiful either way. that really really makes me smile and feel better
I've still got a few habits left over from my ed but my favourite is definitely my affinity for tea, I have 20 different flavours and some of them i can mix together to make a fancy new tea so really ive got like, 25-30 different flavours and that makes me so happy.