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I so badly want to be that mysterious and elusive college student at the local bookstore with a dark academia style and who no one can really tell the gender of, since I constantly interchange between presenting masc, fem, and andro.
wednesday, april 16
outfit going into my final exam, colours match the sky as of late
april 09/25 @ 07:00 pm
Just finished up the last week of classes this evening with 2/2 exams this week!
children’s literature mod 5
film history exam 2
last thing is my final for children’s literature! I will be hosting as many study streams as I can in the next week. if you are also studying for any final exams, feel free to stop by my Twitch community, any time any day!
But for tonight, we rest and re-organize, and I will see you all very soon!
late night study stream: the entire history of film production ever i guess good coffee great coffee time!!!
hello friends! i am here to once again provde silent companionship on our pursuit of knowledge in the moonlight hours of a sunday evening. would you care to join me on this great adventure?
Thank you to all who made it out tonight! Hope to see you all soon!
study with me: until my candle fades or until we complete my checklist
streaming on twitch today until something extraordinary happens. make yourself a to-do list, grab yourself some water and a beverage or two of your choice and lets see what sucess can look like today!
live now! come join if you are looking for a late night study pal :
co-working/body double stream tomorrow live now!
Wednesday, April 2 @ 8 PM MST
working on starting final exam studies for my film history class as well as working on content for my children's literature course! if you find yourself with tasks that align similarly for final exams coming up in the next month, you can join me at the link below:
I have been working hard to make streams the best experience possible! been messing around in my broadcasting software and learning lots from fellow creators! thank you all for your support, it means the world!
co-working/body double stream tomorrow live now!
Wednesday, April 2 @ 8 PM MST
working on starting final exam studies for my film history class as well as working on content for my children's literature course! if you find yourself with tasks that align similarly for final exams coming up in the next month, you can join me at the link below:
I have been working hard to make streams the best experience possible! been messing around in my broadcasting software and learning lots from fellow creators! thank you all for your support, it means the world!
I need it to rain more than I need fresh air in my lungs, I think
added to the tea journal on stream today, recently moved my coffee station closer to where I work so I have all the tea, all the time! hoping this will also encourage me to try new tea to add more to the tea journal!
lazy sunday afternoon
come avoid the sunday scaries with me :)
late night study session
care to join?
looking for a late night study buddy?
look no further than here.
hey i'm gonna work on an assignment, if you wanted to join?
You know how Julian says the divine comedy is incomprehensible to someone who isn’t a christian; the secret history doesn’t make sense if you don’t read it as Richard Papen. To truly appreciate the book you must be Richard as long as you read it.
MOODBOARDS FOR FUN🎭
ASK ME ANYTHING AND I SHALL REPLY THROUGH MOODBOARDS.
it's a race against the clock, but we don't wanna watch
There is a face beneath this mask, but it isn't me. I'm no more that face than I am the muscles beneath it, or the bones beneath that.
— Steve Moore, V for Vendetta
तू जहाँ जहाँ चलेगा मेरा साया साथ होगा मेरा साया साथ होगा…
कभी मुझको याद करके, जो बहेंगे तेरे आँसू तो वहीं पे रोक लेंगे, उन्हें आ के मेरे आँसू
मैं अगर बिछड़ भी जाऊँ, कभी मेरा ग़म न करना मेरा प्यार याद करके, कभी आँख नम न करना
तू कोई जनम भी लेगा मेरा साया साथ होगा…
I would have opened this letter with a ‘dear’, however I wondered for a long time if it would indeed be a correct way for me to address you, after all this time. A lifetime seems to have passed between that evening of 1952 and now, sometimes even making me feel that I have slept through the last 30 years. I would often look at faces of my children and grandchildren, wondering if I am stuck in some never ending dream from which I might wake up any minute now. My hair has greyed in the fringes of my temple and forehead, my smile is showing signs of wrinkle and my fingers feel heavy. It’s not a terrible feeling, I enjoy my experiences most of the time, but sometimes my body feels like it is living the life of someone else. And that in a different timeline I am still there playing with you behind that tree. Is it still there? I was so sure I will forget everything, you, those lanes, that house and all else. Are you also there? Do you also, like me, go to sleep in the expectation of reliving our lives till 16 years of age again and again, like listening to a record on loop or going to see one particular cinema multiple times? If you are coming back from there, can you accompany me back to myself as well please?
This night seems to be taking all away from me again. The moon is cruel.
Henrik Ibsen's Puphejmo-A Doll's House
Oh, look, it’s Henry Winter.
Am I the only one that kinda hoped that Richard would realise he was in love with Francis and they would come together at the end? I know that was very unlikely, but his 'love' for Camilla always seemed so superficial, and i liked Francis a whole lot better than her, tbh. Anyway, poor Francis
Oh, Francis, my precious baby, you deserved better
Francis Abernathy really had to hit on every single guy in his clique only to hook up with Charles high on weed during his friends funeral whom he had killed.
Really Francis there are plenty of good guys you could fuck
Watching How To Get Away With Murder and reading The Secret History at the same time is such a surreal experience. I've already started to get the characters from the book confused with the characters from the show
I know dark academia, cottagecore and whatnot are very appealing aesthetics, but what if I'm too disorganized, poor and sleep-deprived to maintain them? Can we just create "shithole aesthetic" or something like that?
Do you ever have to suppress the urge to get up put on your nicest clothes apply dark lipstick cast a glance at yourself in the mirror then decidedly grab your purse and just go?
Sometimes I randomly remember Henry Winter didn't take the SATs for not being "aesthetically pleasing" and I wonder why I am studying in a field I am not interested in and wasting my life away; then it also hits me that Henry Winter was also rich as fuck and he can afford that.
Dark Academia is pretty in theory; it's too expensive for regular people. We can't go to exclusive colleges and do degrees in ancient languages and fine arts.
No wonder I read books to feed those desires I could never afford in real life.
La pattie filled de la mer by vangelis is a masterpiece and is literally me if you even care. 😒😒