I’m Not Dead - Blog Posts

Hai! Coming back after a few years! I decided I wanted to start posting my art again! I have lots of finished and unfinished pieces since my break, but I honestly don’t feel like posting them :/ but from now on I’ll post the sketches, doodles and completed pieces I like and feel like posting! My current hyperfixation is Naruto again after all these years, so expect a lot of Naruto for the time being! I will also be posting on my Twitter, and occasionally on YouTube, Instagram and maybe TikTok :3

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I think chapter 3 will be a lot eye opening to readers character than some of yall expected😭 listen, as much as I want to focus on the batfams yanderism I also want to show how much the neglect has affected the reader-the damage that they are making up for. And as it may have seen that the reader is a good person in the past few chapters im here to say that they are far from a good person🙏 neglect is something that alters your way of thinking so much that it affects the way you behave and the way your morals are. Their insecurities mainly was focused on being depressed in the past chapters but let's not forget that anger is also a product of it. They get blinded by jealousy easily and they tend to self sabotage. They somehow builds this relationship with another person progressively and then destroy it just because of envy. SO PLEASE DON'T HATE ON MY SHAYLA WITH A DISORDER🥺 kidding aside it's my way of saying that they are a person and they have problems and they will NOT be kind to ANY person they interact with-not even their possible love interest.

LMAO THAT'S ALL

Hey guys, wow, I’m not dead!

I know it’s been months, but it’s just that I’ve been at school, and that I couldn’t really think of anything to draw at the time, but now I’m back (sort of), and I’m gonna try to post art more often!

But anyway, have this nice lil’ ghost.

Hey look! I’m not dead!!!

Anyway, sorry for not posting in a very long time, I just had to go do school work, and there were a lot of tests being taken during my time away.

Again, sorry for not posting in a while, I’ll try to post some art here as soon as I can! So, here is a quick drawing that I did!

This took way too long and I don’t even like it, kill me please

It may be a bit cringy but it’s currently 2 am and I’m too tired to care

Is there any context? No! Just make one up haha

I totally just made this because I’m a sucker for Jack being head over heels for Davey the second he sees him

@nitttstdsdtoastd asked for Javid and I will deliver 🫡

(I totally made this for myself)

Sarah is another person we can add to the “is annoyed by Jack’s tendencies” pile

still alive

Hi. So I'm not dead, just taking a loooong break from posting stuff.

I'm not really sure where I was going with this one. My head went: cards, moth vs spider. I just took the idea and ran with it.

Good Omens Season 2 Ending Drabbles

Spoilers ahead for Good Omens Seaon 2

I have just watched the entirety of Good Omens season 2 and what I want to say is... am I the only one that thinks Aziriphale went with the Head of Heaven guy (forgot his name/title/whatever) to easily?

Like I know that he had those longing glances and the whole talk and the KISS, but, it just seems a bit... off, to me.

Like, I think Aziraphale is so much smarter than that, even with his naivety towards heaven, because of all his growth from seasons 1 AND 2. He got to see a bit of the underbelly of heaven and obviously didn't like what they were doing.

Also, I initially though Aziraphale was gonna legit be kidnapped again or something when he went with the heaven official (still can remember that dudes name/title/whatever). He had sinister music coming off him when they went out the door, and had hateful glances towards Aziraphale and Crowley, like twice! That guy is so shady and since we didn't see the full conversation between him and Aziraphale, i think he did SOMETHING to Azi.

Aziraphale seemed to uptight, or maybe anxious, after his 'high of being back in heaven'. He seemed to want to say something, ANYTHING that would at least agree with Crowley, but he couldn't even nod or hum in agreement. Even when Crowley said something he should obviously agree on.

Their nightingale song also started to play after the argument and Crowleys line, maybe to signify that Aziraphale does REALLY want to go with him, playing their song saying that he agrees, even if he can't show it.

He seemed to be holding back tears, maybe trying to convey his true emotions with his eyes, but just couldn't for whatever reason. (My bets on Heaven Official guy)

And my final point, at the end where Aziraphale is about to go down the elevator. My initial thought, like everyone else's, was that he was doing his final decision of Crowley or Heaven, and chose to have his 'life' back.

But, maybe it was something more. The direct, long glance towards Crowley mightive been one last call for help, hoping Corwley could steal him away again. When it was clear Crowley was only their to see Aziraphale go and uproot the life they made together on earth, to see if he would really 'choose his old life than their life', he sighed and reluctantly got into the elevator.

Also, a little thing, the Heaven Official guy seemed a bit pushy. Taking Aziraphale away from his companions as soon as possible, saying he's the only right fit for the place of Archangel, and then saying so many nice things about the job, mostly things about getting to stay with Crowley that we don't even know are true. I just get a bad feeling from him.

Anyway, I loved this season we all have been waiting patiently for, for FOREVER, and I can't wait to see what happens in the Totally Coming Out season 3 that's coming up. I was already squealing when Good Old Fashioned Lover Boy played on Corwley's radio while going to save Aziraphale, so you bet I did the whole screaming and kicking when they FREAKING KISSED. I never in my life thought it would be cannon but IT IS, and I LOVE IT! I obviously was heartbroken at the end and was emotionally numb for a few moments, but that's what everyone probably experienced at that ending. I'll be patiently waiting for season 3.

TL;DR: I don't think this is something Aziraphale would do so quickly, like in just an afternoon and one meeting with little to no questions asked nor answered. I think something must've gone on in the conversation bits we didn't see and any alone time between Aziraphale and the Heaven Official guy.

My boys + goldenflower

And also hi! It's been a hot minute since I last posted, I've been really busy and haven't had the time and I will continue to be busy next week too. So expect more doodles!

Oh yeah, btw, I’m back ✌

A shit ton of stuff happened... My bad for people who follow me only on Tumblr. 

Basically, long story short I got fired, nearly ended up jobless and thus homeless, heavily depressed and burnt out (like literally had to go check the doctor for burnout) and now I found a new job so I only have a week of joblessness, I’m gonna get paid more for 4 days of work instead of 5 that suck the living out of me. I’m starting in a few days now, hiiiii~

(forgot to mention the part where I got so heartbroken I didn’t wanna eat for weeks but that’s for another day)

I’m also working again on PYL a LOT lately, you can check it out there, although all of the sites are in progress. 

https://play-your-life.carrd.co/

Love y’all

Baby Papyrus for evryone? Baby Papyrus for evryone. @spacegate​ I really like your fanfic and looking forward for the next chapter. Like really,  really, really! (Yep, that's my vocabulary, right there) PS:[Also I have seen your  FLUFF PROMPTS post , but English isn’t my first language and I have no idea what “prompt” is, so I don’t know if this post can be classified as one... Sorry.]