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── .✦ suddenly i get random bursts of serotonin and endorphins when i remember the scenarios i script are actually things i'll truly feel.
the happy moments with your friends, the lovely words exchanged between you and your s/o, the warmth of being held in an embrace by your parents.
it's all there, waiting for both you and me.
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── .✦ i wasnt supposed to wake up in this reality, today.
but i can always try tonight.
and to any of you that also feel so, continue setting that intent and allowing yourself to want and convince yourself that you are shifting tonight. happy shifting everyone 🫶🏻
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AAAA THIS IS EXACTLY MY PCC DR!!!
hmmm…something about this just screams “Althea Grimmelwald” .. I couldn’t possibly fathom why though 🤔🤨🧐
Cynthia Matthews. Bike on 5th Avenue
I JUST FINISHED MY SHOWS FOR THEATER AND IM SO SO SO TIRED AAAAAAAAAAAAA
it went so well!!!
but now I really really wanna just shift to a secluded DR with just my S/O and I so we can cuddle and relax 😭
if y’all wanna hear about this DR let me know 🤭 (I’m honestly just gonna post it anyways bc it’s silly and gives me motivation)
I’m just gonna shift during school, I don’t want to take two tests today 😭🙏
wish me luck guys ‼️‼️‼️
Okay so to start!
I, unfortunately, did not shift to my DR either time but surprisingly, I shifted to the same place twice
It was around 6 days ago, I had taken a break from shifting attempts so shifting hadn't been in my mind at all throughout this time. The only time shifting was brought up in my day was when I randomly said out loud "Huh, I want to be in my waiting room right now. Guess I'm there now lol" and just completely forgot about it and carried on with my day.
WELL SHOCKER CUZ THAT NIGHT I SHIFTED.
As I said, it wasn't to my DR, nor my Waiting room. I shifted to a fucking abandoned storage unit box thingy in the MIDDLE OF THE WOODS?!?! The only DR this could possibly remind me of would be my apocalypse DR, which funny enough I scripted that I would live in a rundown place, but not a storage unit. I'm gonna put some pics from Pinterest to describe what it looks like there:
I was inside this thing, the opening was completely off of the hinges so it was on the ground. Vines and moss COVERED this thing, and the scent of rust was THICK in the air. Metal bars kinda jutted out of it and there were a lot of bugs everywhere, like flies, butterflies, moths, etc.
There was a dip in the earth under it which led into a path in the woods, in the distance I could hear some forms of gunshots/yelling ???
this is what the path kinda looks like, although a ton more trees than that though, I could barely see the path.
When I woke up here I was standing alone inside the rundown storage unit, and I looked around confused. I realized I shifted when a mosquito bit at my arm and I could smell the rust, at first I was petrified.
I immediately started walking out of the unit, I tripped over the dip in the earth, and then I started hearing the gunshots, far in the distance. I started repeating my switch word (it's a phrase that I use if I shift to the wrong reality that brings me immediately to my waiting room, in case of emergency) my switch word is "shoot wrong reality"
I kept repeating it and I saw glimpses of my WR, but I wasn't grounded enough and the gunshots got so close that I shifted back to my CR out of fear. It was TERRIFYING. BUT SO AMAZING.
It was honestly beautiful there, I love the idea that nature would take control after the apocalypse and how beautiful it would be with nature corroding everything, masking away any form of civilization with beauty and life.
When I came back I screamed (sorry momma & papa)
It took me about 2 hours to register what happened, and it had me questioning whether I shifted or not, but I know I shifted because I was there
That was the first night, the night after I SHIFTED BACK??
It was for a shorter time, but I remember waking up and running fast, there were more storage units scattered around, I thought I saw someone else running and when I called to them I woke back in my CR
I don't know where this place is, but I was there, TWICE, and now I'm so excited to actually try to go to my DR
So yeah!!!
It took me a while to really process this, which is why I didn't want to post about it right away, I needed to be completely sure, as I don't want to spread misinformation
I hope this gives you some motivation! Happy shifting <333
Idk if you’ve been asked this/said this before but from the DRs you have, which one is your favorite and why? :)
Eeek!! I never got this question and I'm SO HAPPY you asked!!!
So, I have quite a few DR's, some being from books, personal dreams, shows, alternate CR's, or even my own homebrew DnD related DR's, but by far my favorite has to be my Miss Peregrine's Home for Peculiar Children DR
I started the book series in around 2022 and watched the movie a few months prior, although the movie has A TON of inaccuracy, it meant the world to me.
I was having a very rough panic attack due to my intestinal issues and chronic anxiety, I was in so much pain and nothing was helping. My father turned on the TV, then found a random movie and turned it on as a last-ditch effort to calm me down. Once the intro music began, my head snapped up from my arms and I was enamored.
The colors, the vibes, the filmography, the characters, the plot, everything consumed me in ways I couldn't describe. I had completely forgot about my pain, which has never happened before.
After this had happened, I knew I needed more. I researched everything I could find and I ended up buying the first two books the next week.
I related to everything in the books, more than anything I've ever related to before. I felt each character like life-long-friends. I knew things before they happened in the book like memories coming back to me, even though never being introduced. I felt more connected to them then anything, I felt more like myself than ever before.
I fell in love with it, and have been in love with it ever since. I spent hours sitting on my hammock reading, imagining being there, finally being home
Thats when I realized; I can shift there.
In less than a second I opened my notes app and began writing, it was only when I realized it was past nine at night that I needed to go back inside from my hammock
So, yea! As you can tell, it means quite a lot to me, I've never felt this connected to one of my DR's. I was worried it would be a hyperfixation, but it never left. It was always in the back of my mind, always lingering, waiting for me to return.
I know that is my home now, I want to be there, with my friends, where I am truly, peculiarly me <3
thank you so much for asking! I hope this answer suffices
So!
I ended up shifting to an alternate version of my CR, one where I didn’t shift to my WR, but I’m one step closer!!
Last night was really rough, since I normally shift while I’m sleeping (it’s the only time my body is truly fully relaxed, because ya know, chronic anxiety and adhd lmao)
but surprise surprise I couldn’t fall asleep at ALL last night, I kept tossing and turning and had this horrible gut feeling that something was wrong, it wasn’t about shifting, but something else that I couldn’t quite put
I ended up falling asleep for a couple minutes, and in which I had a horrible nightmare (which is usual for me as I grew up with repeated nightmares, they aren’t fun :[ but it’s okay!)
so now I’m standing at my bus stop, thinking of those waffles, so I’m probably just gonna shift during the school day or something, I don’t wanna be here 😭
thanks for tuning in!!! I’ll let you guys know how it goes :D
(p.s. I got an algebra II ACL test today, send prayers 😭🙏)
okay bye-bye!!!
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THIS WAS(STILL IS) ME !!!
When I was a kiddo, I would daydream a lot, up until the point it would make me sob because I missed these places, places I've never been to, in fantasy worlds. I thought I was insane because these places don't exist.
BUT THEY DO!!!
Now it makes so much more sense; little me was onto something
I would literally go to sleep repeating that I would wake up in these fantasy worlds that I fully created, and then have fully lucid dreams and physical sensations
It makes so much sense now
story time:
when I was a kid I used to do this weird thing where every time I would cry I would repeat over and over “I want to go home” and it confused me for years until one day I was talking to my friend about it and she said well that’s because your home doesn’t feel like home and I was like ohhh duh but yeah I think about it all the time now that I’m a shifter
Here is my go to list for shifting songs!!
Ancient Dreams in a Modern Land
Pierre
Runaway
Lost Boys
Underground (Cody Fry)
Wait a minute!
Passing Through
A million dreams
I don’t know you yet
The other side
Little Talks
Welcome to wonderland
I hear a symphony
Fall Faire Suite
The Call (Regina Spektor)
Love Like You
I hope you enjoy these songs!!
Csm dr screencap yet again💪💪
Drew some of my yt/streamer dr again 😼
Me and my son💔
Lowkey thought about Ace and slid down the wall dramatically with my hand over my forehead, it's like something just came over me #meninwomensfields
ONE PIECE BRAINROT LETS GOOO
Doodle from earlier today, shaazzaammmm
Don't worry guys, once I figure out how to make things look nice and not be a disorganized guy, I'll explain my drnevermind I don't feel like doing allat, I'll explain my dr soon idc about organizing anymore
Not to sound really gay or anything, but I miss denki, I hate him
YOUR ART IS SO YUMMY DUDE AIAIAKKAKAKA
I LOVE IT NOM
DUDE THATS SO SWEET?? THANK YOUU
Jurassic world dr, IMSIFUCKINGEXCITEDILOVEDINOSAURS ahem i mean its cool or whatever
I decided to let my better cr have whimsy in it (i wanted to look cool)
Doing a better cr collab with my friend🙏🙏 ignore my fuckass glasses, I never draw glasses, and didnt care to put the extra time into it LMAO
Ain't no way I just got told a (kind of) friend said I should've been a villain. Are you fr rn. I try not to rant abt the bad stuff that happens on my dr, but there's a few times I have in this one server with friends. GOD, it's an issue I have there because of a mutation, so being told that someone who knows abt this thinks I'm better as a villain.. are you fucking KIDDING ME. If anyone wants me to talk about the shitty stuff from my dr, I can, just so it makes sense on why this actually pisses me off this bad. I'm tryna giggle it off, but I might actually crash out in a few minutes if he talks to me😭😭😭
Yeah, you could have a fame dr and be a little bit of everything. This is why I decided to also be a monster actor instead of a normal actor because there's something really wrong with me. Masculine urges lead you to playing monsters