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Done with classes, half way done with school work, and I need to eat something because I don't think we ate anything today? Idk the list just doesn't have it checked off and doesn't help hunger pains are little to non existent to me. Anyways depresion is being a bitch and I don't want to move and stuff, also have a headache because whi the fuck knows, can't tell if this is system related or some other crap. I think im going to make some Mac n cheese, Atlas gout us a few boxes for 45 cents which is fucking awesome , i think they're going to expire soon or some crap which like Alright? I would still eat it, haf some other boxes which our mom threw away and I was planning on making but she threw them away. I forgot what this was about. I'm going to try and get up and make food. (￣∇￣*)ゞ
I: basics
❤️ - P-DID
🧡 - We are not diagnosed, but do have plans to be diagnosed in the future
💛 - Current count of known alters is 66, though we expect many more that lay hidden
💚 - Honestly haven't got a clue
💙 - As we cant fully switch and i as host am always here, but there's almost always someone cocon
💜 - Yes, mostly from various interests from throughout life, and a lot of them
🩷 - Yes
II: alters
🎥 - the list is prone to changing often, but we almost always have someone parental in cocon
📼 - Bird hybrids would be our best guess
🎞️ - We use a mix, but stick mostly to medical, really depends what feels right
📽️ - We are all very distinct
📺 - Not really, id love to, but others wont allow it
🎙️ - Yes, tons actually
📻 - There are couple romantic ones, but we mostly have platonic and familial
III: switching
☀️ - A lot given the no switching thing, but when someone's taken over the body and im just watching, i often barely remember after a couple days
🌙 - No, mostly Grey out and emotional
⚡️ - Weve come close a couple times, and it feels mostly like kinda falling and being forced to sleep? very blurry and unclear
☄️ - N/A
🌈 - N/A
☁️ - I rarely notice if anyone is near until a friend points it out.
💦 - N/A
IV: headspace
🌱 - We do have a pretty big and complex one, it has five circular layers, most live on layer 2 or 3, but at least one on 4. 1, 4, and 5 five are mostly unknown to me, but 2 is a pinewood forest with a little cottage, and 4 has 5 cottages around a little lake that leads to a river with paths around it, and benches scattered about, the eccess space is mostly oak forest.
🌿 - Fairly easily by most
☘️ - No clue
🌳 - alters have rooms in the cottages, i think they're bigger on the inside? and i think some subsystems have whole areas
🌵 - its pretty big and fairly complex, i only know a fraction of how it looks and works
🍃 - I dont know, but dont think so
🪴 - It was just kinda there, all i did was make a little coffee table in the front room for meetings
V: general
🍭 - had a friend help us, the came with entire lists, ended up choosing The cottage collective:)
🍪 - no we just go by hosts name mostly, though the people who know us will call us by our names
🍬 - I dont know, some of the teens have said some wild shit
🍫 - Dont know, im almost never there to hear any arguments as they happen mostly in headspace, but id guess they just talk it out
🧁 - there are a few yes, but i will not be sharing names, thats up to them
🍰 - our friends, sister, and some of our parents, along with some family friends know
🍦 - its pretty ok, but can shut down partialy or completely in some circumstances
🍡 - yes, but i dont know all of them, some are scene, punk, maybe skater, emo, etc, and then there's surfer guy,
system ask game for traumagenic systems!
reposted due to us deleting our previous sysblog <3
remember that you are free to decline any question if it feels too invasive, this is for fun and you are not forced to answer anything 🤍
I: basics
❤️ - what type of CDD do you have?
🧡 - are you medically recognised/diagnosed? if not, do you plan to? (no judgement either way!)
💛 - if you are comfortable sharing, what is your headcount? do you keep track of it?
💚 - do you have a high or low split tolerance?
💙 - do you switch frequently or do you go longer periods between switching?
💜 - does your system have introjects of any kind?
🩷 - do you have any subsystems?
II: alters
🎥 - who are your frequent fronters?
📼 - do you have any non-human alters? if yes, which species are the majority of them?
🎞️ - do the alters in your system use more medical coined roles or more community coined roles? or both/neither? do you find them useful?
📽️ - are the alters in your system more distinct or less distinct from each other?
📺 - do you make/buy gifts to other alters in the systems?
🎙️ - does the taste in music vary a lot between different alters?
📻 - does your system have any type of in system relationships? (familial, romantic, platonic etc.)
III: switching
☀️ - how much amnesia do you experience?
🌙 - do you experience black out amnesia?
⚡️ - what does switching feel like for you? does it vary between alters?
☄️ - do you experience quick switches or does it take longer to switch usually?
🌈 - do you get frontstuck often? what do you do to try to get ‘un-stuck’?
☁️ - do you ever not notice you’ve switched, and suddenly realise that ‘you haven’t been you’ for a while?
💦 - can you switch ‘on command’ or is that something that is hard for your system? does it depend on the alter?
IV: headspace
🌱 - do you have a headspace? if yes, describe it! if no, do you want one?
🌿 - how easily accessed is your headspace?
☘️ - is there a place in your headspace where dormant alters go?
🌳 - do alters have their own rooms/areas in your headspace?
🌵 - is your headspace big, or smaller? is it complex/less complex?
🍃 - do you have specific alters that cannot access headspace at all?
🪴 - did you have to build your headspace over time, or was it just there?
V: general
🍭 - how did you pick your system name?
🍪 - do you have a collective name/identity/orientation? if yes, how did your system make those decisions?
🍬 - what’s the funniest thing another alter has said to you? (internally or externally communicated)
🍫 - how does your system handle in system disagreements in general?
🧁 - is there anyone specific in your system you don’t get along with?
🍰 - are you ‘out’ as a system to anyone? (online friends/partners etc. count!)
🍦 - how good is your communication with the rest of the system? does it vary much between different alters?
🍡 - are different alters part of different subcultures? which ones? (we are!)
Thats exactly how we feel too, so good to see were not alone
A comic about how our system (especially our host) feels about our experiences as a P-DID system, and our place in the system community as a P-DID system.
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"I wish we weren't a P-DID system."
"I've been the lone host of this system for 11+ years. The dominant part of it."
"It's been a lot to deal with."
"I wish I wasn't the host of our system."
"I wish I could switch out with someone willingly,"
"Because sometimes it's all too much."
"I know it would probably be just as - if not more- distressing."
"But sometimes I find myself envious of system that can switch and share responsibilities."
"I want to switch, but I'm also scared of the idea of letting go of front. Maybe that comes with being a P-DID system."
"I'm scared of what might happen if someone else fronted, alone."
"I feel guilty for thinking that, because I know of a handful of instances,"
"and all of them were FINE. Nobody even suspected it was Titan or Harby, not me."
"Of course, they only front very rarely. I can count all instances I know on two hands. And only when I physically can't front. Due to sleeping\being unconscioud or something similar."
"I feel bad that the others don't get time to do the things they want to."
"I feel like none of this might be real, because I rarely see people talk abt [about] P-DID experiences."
"I feel like an outsider in the system community."
"I wish there was a bigger P-DID community to share experiences with."
[text in boxes say: "*something about switches* #pdid" "*talk abt switching* #pdid" "*switching meme* #pdid" "*switching* #pdid" "*switches* pdid"] "I feel sad everytime I see post[s] about switching in the PDID tags. They remind me that's not me."
"You can't do that."
"I'm -- we're -- tired of constantly hearing P-DID is just the OSDD-1 of the ICD. We don't think they're the same at all."
"When we hear people with OSDD-1 share their experiences, we can't really relate. Neither subtype reflects our experience as a P-DID system."
"I feel broken and wrong."
"I feel like we don't belong in the system community."
"We don't share a lot of the common system experiences, because we have P-DID."
"But we don't feel like we belong to the singlets, either."
"We feel alone with our struggles."
Hello! Can we get a medium-longish alter templates nature themed? We would like graphics/Gifs
And emojis: 🌺🌷🌻🍀
Of course! Here you go!
🌺**name**
🌷**age**
🌻**pronouns**
☘️**gender**
🌺**species**
🌷**source**
🌻**source talk**
☘️**role**
🌺**secondary role**
🌷**likes**
🌻**dislikes**
☘️**p/triggers**
🌺**n/triggers**
🌷**comforts**
🌻**orientation**
☘️**mono/poly**
🌺**touch/r**
🌷**touch/p**
🌻**flirting**
Pastel sp alter template!
-**name**-
-**age**-
-**pronouns**-
-**gender**-
-**species**-
-**source**-
-**sourcetalk?**-
-**role**-
-**secondary role**-
-**likes**-
-**dislikes**-,
-**p/triggers**-
-**n/triggers**-
-**comforts**-
-**orentaiton**-
-**mono/poly**-
-**touch/r**-
-**touch/p**-
-**flirt**-l
Anime themed sp template
-**name**-
-**age**-
-**pronouns**-
-**gender**-
-**species**-
-**source**-
-**source talk**-
-**role**-
-**secondary role**-
-**likes**-
-**dislikes**-
-**p/triggers**-
-**n/triggers**-
-**comforts**-
-**orientation**-
-**mono/poly**-
-**touch/r**-
-**touch/p**-
-**flirting**-
Trans sp template
   **name**—
-**age**-
-**pronouns**-
-**gender**-
-**species**-
-**source**-
-**sourcetalk?**-
-**role**-
-**secondary role**
-**likes**-
-**dislikes**-
-**p/triggers**-
-**n/triggers**-
-**comforts**-
-**orientation**-
-**mono/poly**-
-**touch/r**-
-**touch/p**-
-**flirting?**-
Hello, is it possible for me to request a medium alter template that is themed around spider webs and spiders but preferably without any actual spiders included in the template seeing as we have severe arachnophobia? I don’t have any specific asks for the template other than the theme you would have free rein. Thank you /nf
-Rui🕸️
Of course! I hope you enjoy!
☸︎ name ☸︎
🕸️prn/prn/prn🕸️
☸︎identify info☸︎
🕸️romantic partners;
🖤family members;
🕸️orientation;
🖤nicknames;
🕸️gender;
🖤source;
☸︎sys info☸︎
🖤age;
🕸️aging;
🖤roles;
🕸️interaction status;
🖤sign off;
☸︎boundary info☸︎
🕸️flirting;
🖤touch/hug;
🕸️pings;
🖤dms;
🕸️friend requests;
🖤nicknames;
Hi! Is it possible to get a medium/long ish template based on Phoenixes? Possibly with some minimal chain details as well? I don’t have any specific emoji’s or look in mind so I’d be giving you free range on that. /nf
Also i wanted to mention i really like your templates! They are so cute!! /gen /pos
-Theo (from the ShySystem, im only anon cause it wont let me switch my asks from my “singlet”account 😅)
Ofc! I’m glad you like our templates! I hope you enjoy your template!
🐦🔥name🐦🔥
🔥prns/prns/prns
🐦🔥identify info🐦🔥
🔥romantic partners;
❤️🔥platonic partners;
🔥family members;
❤️🔥orientation;
🔥polyam or mono;
❤️🔥nicknames;
🔥gender;
❤️🔥species;
🔥source;
❤️🔥religion;
🐦🔥sys info🐦🔥
⛓️age;
⛓️💥aging;
⛓️birthday;
⛓️💥roles;
⛓️subsys;
⛓️💥layer;
⛓️interaction status;
⛓️💥sign off;
🐦🔥boundary info🐦🔥
🔥flirting;
⛓️teasing;
❤️🔥touch/hug;
⛓️💥pings;
🔥dms;
⛓️friend requests;
❤️🔥petnames;
⛓️💥nicknames;
🔥other;
🐦🔥other info🐦🔥
❤️🔥likes;
🔥dislikes;
❤️🔥hobbies;
🔥notes;
❝quote❜❜
Requests for templates are now open! Please include theme, emojis ,if you want gifs/graphics or not, and length! -🦈
Bruno madrigal themed sp template
🐀name 🐀
⏳prns/prns/prns⌛️
🐀identify info⏳
⏳romantic partners;
⏳platonic partners;
⏳family members;
⏳orientation;
⏳polyam or mono;
⏳nicknames;
⏳gender;
⏳species;
⏳source;
⏳religion;
🐀sys info🐀
⌛️age;
⌛️aging;
⌛️birthday;
⌛️roles;
⌛️subsys;
⌛️layer;
⌛️interaction status;
⌛️sign off;
⏳boundary info⌛️
⏳flirting;
⏳teasing;
⏳touch/hug;
⏳pings;
⏳dms;
⌛️friend requests;
⌛️petnames;
⌛️nicknames;
⌛️other;
🐀other info🐀
⏳likes;
⏳dislikes;
⏳hobbies;
⏳notes;
❝quote❜❜
Duck themed sp template
⌣⌣🦆 name ?
💛 prn/prn/prn ⟡
🫧about!!🫧
⟡ age ≈
⟡ gender ≈
⟡ orientation ≈
⟡ status ≈
⟡ role ≈
⟡ source ≈
🫧boundaries!!🫧
⟡ flirting ≈
⟡ touch/hug ≈
⟡ petnames ≈
⟡ pings ≈
⟡ dms ≈
Space themed sp template
ıllı 🔭 ⋆ name !! ★⋆
🌌 prn/prn/prn˚★
Info ☆ info ☆ info
┊ ┊ ★⋆
┊ ◦. ┊
★⋆ ┊ . ˚
˚★
Doll themed sp template
❝*quote..*❜❜
✃🎎 **name** / * ˀˀ*
🪡 ⌗ prn/prn/prn ⋆
🧵⋆ *about* ⋆🧵
✄ age;
✄ gender;
✄ orientation;
✄ status;
✄ role;
✄ source;
🧵⋆ *boundaries* ⋆ 🧵
✄ flirting;
✄ touch;
✄ nicknames;
✄ petnames;
Ocean themed simply plural template!
❝quote..❜❜
⌣⌣ 🫧 name !
🪸 prn/prn/prn
✧ about.. ✧
▹age:
▹gender:
▹sexuality:
▹status:
▹role:
✧ boundaries.. ✧
▹flirting:
▹touch:
▹petnames:
▹dms:
yk you’d think ur gatekeepers would be willing to let u have those traumatic memories after long enough but nOo I have to sit here and continue wondering why i was acting like that at the age of fucking 11
HeadSpace House (Proper Intro)!!!
Hello.. Internet!
I made a simple little website with google sites that i had already posted on here... But i was in a rush making said post-
Sooooo... I wanted to give it a proper introduction!! =D
Here's the link now if you don't wanna read the rest lol:
HeadSpace house is a little "Show" (The eps are read, but i'm calling it a show for some reason?? Yeah, no, I can't really explain this one-) that I've created! I started it at school (Oh, yes, the wonderful school computers that need me to filter out "Bad" words with "@" and "!"s and such-) And then turned it into a whole little project!! =D I had been working on how to get a working website every day in study hall for like a week and then finally did it!!
Exp that it was on my school acc and there was no way to move it to my personal acc.. (Yes, I did straight-up remake the whole thing. It took a few hours.) But I got it done anyways and was able to post it! =D
Now, HeadSpace House is (If you say it before or guessed from the title) About plurality! It's actually about the inside of a girl's head and her headspace and her "Alters" (Typically referred to as the voices-) and their life! = )
It's 100% based off of real life. My life. And I personally LOVE it (I'm biased towards my own work. Who woulda guessed-) I just really hope that you (And all of Tumblr) Likes this little thing I've created, all based on actual things that happened, Or the actual event that happened, no editing.. I really hope that you enjoy it!!!!!!!!! = )
Btw: For updates on this website go follow: @headspacehouseofficial (My other acc!!)
We did get a new addition to the system tho,,,,only the most rootin tootin pony of them all
We have been so fuzzy and not knowing whos fronting i hate it. Probably cause our birthday but it’s still annoying.
Idk how to describe it, but we knew the pope was gonna die last night
Ive been in a weird sick state since yesterday. We think it’s probably psychosomatic, but it’s still super annoying. Easter has always stressed us out, but its been getting worse every year now.
I wish i lived by the forest again. To just sit in nature. Some of my best memories was running into the woods and being whoever we wanted in the trees and ruins. A safe place where i could be alone, and never bothered.
Barely anyone irl knows I’m a system, and i want to keep it that way. I think if more people knew id be even more alone.
Weve had a few splits these last few days, but can only identify one atm. Maybe she can find them?!?!?!?
New job got us acting like one person……little do they know……
One thing that pisses me off about most DID/OSDD rep is that its almost ALWAYS EXCLUSIVELY “mr normal” and then “mr evil kills everyone for no reason”. No in between or variation. I feel like having alters who are more “aggressive and violent” can be excusable depending on context, like if it was during a war or everyone for themselves situation? But nooooooo it’s always some suburban white collar dude.
I want two sooo bad when i was little, i made a big slideshow for a school project in elementary. I totally forgot about thisss.
My heart-
Ive been up since four in the morning but i dont remember any of it this is so annoying. Seems we got a lot done today so thats a plus.
I find one big misconceptions about fictives in systems is that they are characters that you like/liked. Like I’m a Vriska Serket fictive, and our system HATED the character Vriska. And it took me a while to be myself and be okay with it, and now everyone is chill with me. Just something Ive been thinkin about. It was kinda funny cause one day everyone was like, “oh you actually chill as fuck”. Some of them still dont like the character, but we also know that im not my source.
Alter Fun Fact #1
Lyrics from "Everybody Likes You" by Lemon Demon
Darnell wears rose tinted glasses!
We think he might have NPD, but it's very strange because no one else in our system acts anything like that. He's also very stereotypical and exaggerated so at first I was hesitant to say he did... but now I'm starting to think that's mainly because he has no social skills whatsoever and has barely talked to anyone outside of our system. If that is the case, it's really interesting how disorders can present differently in systems!
Either way, the tinted glasses represent the unrealistic "lens" through which he sees the world. He automatically assumes he's very important and likeable to everyone, and entitled to their attention. He doesn't seem to understand why this isn't the case and gets frustrated when things don't work out the way he wants them to.
We're starting to understand why he acts like this though and hopefully with some patience we'll work it out ^^