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ohhhhhhhhhhh dude i wanna be in love so bad sometimes But also other times it fucking disgusts meeeeeeeeeeeee AA
the second hand embarrassment of being perceived and known in public.
we frequent the same place for dinner on fridays & they Know us... they know us... they knoooow us quite weeeeeell....... they know our orders.....
i wish i could sleep forever. not in a "i don't want to have a life" way, but in a comforting way ??
sleeping pauses all my stress & alleviates my worries for some time; like everything is in limbo while i'm asleep.
if i sleep too long, things happen out of my control which is what makes me get up (aside from the INSANE discomfort i get after being in bed for 12+ hours STRAIGHT).
i feel at home in my bed, usually. not in my own house, but in my room and in my bed. that is my solace.
don't really know if i wanted to go for a poem or a rant here. i'm still in bed & it's 12:08pm. i can hear my mother making lunch, so i should get up.
sigh. i miss my pookie (it's been a week).
OHOHOHO almost forgot that today in the car, there was 4-5 of Those motorcycle guys. yk the ones. the tiktok ones that the booktok girlies love (& admittedly i kinda like em to but don't tell anyone i told you that). go pros on the helmets n shit. the guy in the front saw me staring at them bcus i'm socially unaware & when i looked away he Waved AT ME. HE wavED AT MEEMEEEENEME
i was flustered for like a good 5 min after that. main character moment mayhaps.
they zoomed off very loudly after also
the r:1999 community/fandom is SO artistic, it really makes me wanna get into the game again.
i haven't SERIOUSLY played it since 1.3 ? 1.4 ? it's been a good while. i still love the game ofc bcus of how actually stunning it is, but i'm just not motivated to play it!!!! ヽ(´□｀。)ﾉ
like the game is so pretty. the fanart is so pretty. the devs actually care about the fucking game... n it's one of those games that doesn't require much more than an hour of your time!!! so if i wanna play it so bad, & it won't take me long, why am i so demotivated to play it,,, ╥﹏╥
INTRO POST !
hey chat. this is a little blog i made for mesies. call me Calliope + so on (◡‿◡✿).
#yapperoni is my text posts tag. everything else is tagged by fandom name.
✦ have a good day, m.