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binged cyberpunk edgerunners in 1 day. who up psyching they cyber chrome am i right
i start worrying about bothering my bestie cus he isn't responding much, but then i remember he was THE driest texter i have ever met when i first got to know him. cannot believe i've forgotten this origin.
INSANE bnha brainrot but it makes me actually so joyful
in other news, i installed substack like 2 days ago! i'm yet to actually make an account, since i've been rewatching this series i've fixated on again ALL day.
maybe when i do, i'll link that account w/ this blog? or move over to that platform? i'm not crazy fond of tumblr, but i don't want to abandon it all together again.? this site has its qualities.!
i've lived always being so... scared? to actually express myself? in conversation or groups, i would almost never share anything about myself or how i felt unless it related to the topic at hand.
i've been trying to break out of that recently. mostly in the form of sharing myself in these spaces dedicated to doing so, even if it gains no traction whatsoever.
cus the point isn't for fame or attention, it's to just express yourself & get it out there. to contribute to the human experience & further prove how immensely unique we all are.
naturally i'm not the best at it yet. i still need to express that sentiment in some spaces. reach out to a few people, at least to show that my door is open. then let them do with that what they will.
i'm trying to be at least a little more peaceful in my life. to actually enjoy my solitude, instead of just enduring it like it's a 3 month long interlude.
xx, m :p
bella poarch would've devoured it boy by bbno$ in like 2020. the beat is perfect for her thing back then
anyway. still missing my best friend a whole lot.
& all my irl friends actually!!
least school starts pretty soon so i'll see em again, but having the ability to talk thru text well just makes a relationship feel stronger? in a way?
healing is talking to yourself thru voice recordings on your phone to stop letting it linger all the damn time.
MUST let gang know i fw chilltok. like the icecups?? lil plastic cup w/ just some ball of ice in it??? little tiny drinks containers i can pour into my icecup?? please
oh girl i forgot this was my last post erm... everyone look awaaaaayyyy...
I NEED HER
AA A AA A A A AA A A A A A AA A A AA A A A AA A A A AA A A A A AA A A A A A A A A A A A AA !!!!!!!!!!!
I NEED HER
AA A AA A A A AA A A A A A AA A A AA A A A AA A A A AA A A A A AA A A A A A A A A A A A AA !!!!!!!!!!!
ohhhhhhh chat i adore her chaaaaaaat save me
she has a bookie wookie pookie poo how could i ever DARE ask her out UGHHHH i need to explode into bits
faye webster i love your music so much no ones understands you the way i understand you(r music). !!
something something unending guilt & underlying insecurity in the mind. ?
i'm a weird girl yay! I'M A WIRRD GIRLRL FUCKCCKCK UFCUCCKK DUCCCCXKK FUCCCCCK FUCCCCCKCKCKCK yay!
i'm a weird girl yay! I'M A WIRRD GIRLRL FUCKCCKCK UFCUCCKK DUCCCCXKK FUCCCCCK FUCCCCCKCKCKCK yay!
i still miss her (i talked w/ her a bunch today even tho she's busy w/ summer semester)(idc i still miss her)
chat i miss her