Im still shaking, but i finally booked my first therapy session. After being intimidated by that for like multiple years, I finally took the first step.
I feel kinda hopeful for the first time in a long time.
This is your sign to step up for yourself <3
I’m always thinking about how Sam Winchester, who’s always believed in God and Angels even when it feels like they don’t care, even when it’s proven that they don’t care, or despise him for ‘his nature and existence’, who prayed every day for a long time in hope someone or something was watching over him, found out that demons had been watching over him ever since he was a child
its so shiddy when u have to convince yourself to do your hobbies. like, its fun, you like it, why cant you just do it. do it. do it. but what if.... mindless media consumption instead....
I love them so much
Splish splash 💦🐸🚿
the fact that i'm no longer the same age as the protagonists of novels and films i once connected to is so heartbreaking. there was a time when I looked forward to turning their age. i did. and i also outgrew them. i continue to age, but they don't; never will. the immortality of fiction is beautiful, but cruel.
I think we should have seen Castiel pushing his vessel beyond human limits in a fight. Like, in a very gory way.
Castiel not bothering to heal his vessel until after the fight is over and everyone is dead. Just imagine a man-shaped thing with a hole in its head, its guts spilling out, its ribs showing—still standing, still clutching its blade, still coming after you.
He’d make a lovely horror creature.