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OH MY GOSH AAAAAAAAAAA LITERALLY I SAW THIS AND I FELL OUT OF MY CHAIR WHAT THIS IS THE CUTEST THING EVER,,,, SUTYET, THANK YOU SO, SO MUCH!!!!! THIS IS SUCH A WONDERFUL BDAY GIFT, AND IT HAS THE ABSOLUTE BEST COLOR SCHEME!!! + I LOVE THAT YOU INCLUDED KATSUKI’S HEARING AIDS AAAAAAA

Happy Birthday Steph/Argentina !!

As always, thank you for write all your stories ❤❤

I always get so shy when ppl complement my art <3

happy Halloween!

Anyways have a pumpkin I carved and some body horror art I made :3

Yes,

I often wonder if these frozen bones of mine could ever find warmth.

An empty bed does not ease me into an gentle rest.

And today, I found myself growing bitter with the frost. Food, water, light, sleep. Many questions. It is hard to know where my pain comes from.

Is this how bitter people are formed? Undergoing constant strife and feeling relief dangled and ripped away from them?

Or do they choose on some level, to become cruel or sharp.

I’ve been through pain. I am in pain right now. It is not the drowning I have felt before. More, a tugging sensation. Like night trying to pull away the dawn.

When i speak- It helps. I can put out all my worries and thoughts, and suddenly there are little strings to follow and find the problems that cause the worry.

I tell it to my love. For healing. But Saying so much pain. Will it cause him pain? Will it stop him from expressing his own? I want to take all the rough feelings he has, the anxiousness, the sad, the pain, and show him I love him along with all of them. And by showing him my own rough feelings, I hope he feels comfortable to show me all of his. But have i overdone it? Shared to many fleeting feelings? Do they make him anxious and worried? Does he hate me for them? Does he think this is all i have to offer??

Where is the line between expressing pain and wallowing in it?

I worry about my love. Is he mad. Is he happy? Is he secretly growing to despise me. Understanding more and more why I was deemed unlovable by those designated to love me. I want to shout! I can be more! I can be enough. Please give me time. I’ll be enough for you one day. Just please give me a chance to recover. I worry.

But I will not make these worries my reality.

I will not lose my gentleness.

My love, he has never asked anything of me, but to trust him. He’s a kind soul. Sweet and feisty and so strong but never scary. It is hard for us, to be so constantly far apart. I only want to ease his mind, and hold him close. I am okay today. And he is not. If only this vicious world would let me hold him. Perhaps that could soften the worries on his mind.

Why must life be so grating? It is not right. For us who have loved and us who have lost. We get no justice.

And yet,

I will not lose my love.

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I am in a storm of emotion. Feeling little clarity. Scraps of thoughts battering my mind to anxiousness.

Why so much fear child?

Those gentle eyes in your head, offering to help quiet the storm. Kind words in your own voice, do not have to be the only ones you hear.

You are not alone. Give to others. Give it all. Take all they give back. You feel afraid?

You have nothing else to give?

Are you enough… with your raging fears… and constant problems?

Perhaps, those are not yours.

Is this even about me? How selfish am i? To keep all this kindness and never repay it. To receive all this love for my hardened heart. I am frozen my love. I am thawing. Am i too late? To know your love… I don’t feel i give enough. Do i give you enough love? I’m sorry for taking more than I give. I’m sorry for being unable to understand my worth to you. I am beautiful. I am sweet. These are things to give! My strangeness, my pain, my confused soul. These are things to hide.

and yet…

yet-

he says so much so quietly.

He is happier here, with me. I am not good at understanding such loveliness.

Evilness. Pain. Betrayal and dying. Such things consumed me and are not foreign to me. I know shitty things like the palms of my hand. They do not frighten me.

He says he loves all of me

He does not lie.

How strange…

almost frightening, to be loved so completely. Almost. I want to never leave him. I want to be everything for him. I have never been everything. But I’ve always been enough for him. I don’t understand … I don’t understand how when i am not all that i should be. I am not fixed yet. I am not perfect yet. I fuck up. I make a myriad of mistakes.

He still loves me. Always. How. How?

no matter what i say. What strange confused things I do. He never leaves. But i am not perfect!

why does he still love me when i haven’t fixed everything? me and all my flaws…

he loves

my imperfections.

I said once, to a different soul, that love was looking past all the imperfections. Yes the person has shaky hands and can’t spell to save their life. They get so confuddled and are shy and need dark rooms to stay in for hours. But they’re yours so you love them. (And they give such nice things! Like validation. Constant reassurance. To keep the loneliness at bay.) They serve their purpose. They are just a tool to gain happiness, and not… A person.

But my love… my love he…

He loves my shaky hands. He loves my confused mind and being smart and at the same time oh such a silly dumbass. He loves my jokes and my happiness. My voice and my heart. He sees so much loveliness in me. And in my human moments, he loves me.

For how painfully and constantly human i am- He loves me.

Idw megs!

(i spent way too long on this…)

Idk what to put here, i just came up with last night half-asleep, did i cook?

pls rate 1-10, i’d love to hear how you think about it! :)

(i spent all day on this :,))

GUYS !!!!!

I went you the Xia gallery and cafe and it was SO COOL! The people there were so nice, which duh And zzsleepswas so nice! It was really cool meeting him but I fully freaked out lol, but the art is amazing and it was free! I honestly thought there would be something I could buy, I want to give them my money! there was this book I bought tho and it was extra comic in it and other cool art! Anyways point is the whole experience was super fun :].

*explodes with cuteness*

Via

💚About me :3💚

💚Name: Leiahna  💚Age: 22 💚Gender: Female 💚Pronouns: She/Her 💚Loves: Eloni (Green 1010), The color green,Cats,Melanie Martinez,No Straight Roads, EDM/Rock, (I also love Incredibox and reblog of Incredibox stuff now) This is just a lil blog where I can gush about my beloved Angel Baby, 💚Eloni💚~ :D

"can i identify as aro even if-" you can do whatever you want forever👍

A silly Dustmare comic (cat edition) set in fluffytale!! 🐾

Catmare belongs to Jokublog

Dust belongs to Ask-DustTale

RUDE. AND ALSO IT'S THE ':3' FACE >:[[[[

Ur now a goober

This has got to be insulting. Why am I smiling??

#TwoForTuesday :

Norbertine von Bresslern-Roth

(Austrian, 1891-1978)

Meerschweinchen (Guinea Pigs), 1921 & 1947

color linocuts, 14 × 19 cm & 18 x 23 cm

Mmmmm free will :]

(The original memes) I’ll make more eventually feel free to leave requests 🫡

redrew one of my fav panels from @kitsuneisi + @xmaruu11 's ddvau <3

w/o text under the cut

ms griande

The fact that the Todoroki family storyline is a tragedy.

The fact that the manga ends with every single one of the Todoroki children remaining irreversibly damaged.

The fact that sometimes hurt is just hurt and there isn't a higher reason for it.

The fact that despite taking different approches, none of the Todoroki children are judged by the narritive for their choices in moving forward and finding their own peace.

The fact that Horikoshi didnt set out to write a story of justice in his superhero comic, but instead wrote a realistic take on how abuse survivors actually get treated by the world we live in.

This how it feels to post my art on this fuckin hellscape😭😭

HE’S JUST A SILLY GUY!

I am forever filled with glee every time I see teeny Zhao. Thank you so much for the wonderful silly art!

OF COURSE im glad he makes people happy :))))

hihi all, small little doodle w all my flags bc i realized last night i hadnt rlly drawn anything for pride nd its basically ending so :3

Oh, but we're old friends...

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I wonder what Albrecht was feeling during that interrogation scene. He was acting mostly calm and collected, but... That's the first time he's seen Loid since he left.

I couldn't decide which sketch I liked better so I drew the same thing twice. Help

Dresses day for lizards

It's my birthday, so I'm indulging myself and drawing something for my Evil NSR AU (not the canon silly evil where the characters are misguided, but like really evil — especially the older NSR members). I was originally inspired by this post. [Also click for better quality]

Here are some headcanons about both Nova and J within the AU 👇:

DJ Subatomic Supernova

• Some kind of space cult leader, who mainly uses people's discontentment and loss of purpose for his own gain.

• He wears an IVA spacesuit and vows to lead humanity to extraterrestrial worlds in his lifetime.

• His followers either call him "The Avatar of Earth" or "Helios" ("Helios", because he sometimes appears bright like the sun, when in truth, he's actually more like a black hole: sucks the light and warmth from around him)

• If his academic competency or intelligence ever gets questioned, he immediately pulls out his doctoral degree (he has numerous copies of it and carries at least one on his person at all times).

• Is extremely talented at making people feel insecure and diminished, meanwhile he constantly highlights his own excellency and greatness (he even shapeshifts to appear bigger, if needed).

• He's very charismatic and manipulative. You'd better have received some special training if you wanted to be unaffected by his massive gravitational pull — and it still might not work.

Neon J

• Far-right patriotic warmonger, who sponsors military propaganda in Vinyl City.

• Paranoid war veteran, who romanticizes the navy and lauds his military accomplishments (always wears his medals and other badges/stuff signifying his rank).

• Has assigned himself the city's protector and spends all of his resources in military preparations.

• Never takes off his mask or hat in public due to severe scarring on his left side.

• Tries to act aloof and cold/devoid of emotions, but often loses his temper, especially in the face of insubordination. He won't allow any individuality among his ranks (1010), because he firmly believes, that it could eventually lead to mutiny.

• "Attack is the best defense!" & "Why would I waste my money on funding children's hospitals when I need to prepare this city for an upcoming war?!"

(Btw I also opened my ask box, so if you want to know more about this AU or have any other questions related to my art or previous posts, or just want to say hi, then be my guest! I'll try to provide comprehensive answers to whatever questions you might have in mind.)

Using my new markers and they are awesome! :D Did a sketch of Sans and finally got him looking alright. I'm going to add more to this page and post it. :3