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Hi everyone!! I'm back after like month of binging and wanting to kms🤗
I'm locking the f-ck in🍰
atp im finna need a non-p3d0 coach becuase ive been having SUCH bad binge episodes its not even funny anymore
sighs in im sick of binging, purging, binging, chilling, purging, and then chilling all day. I can still Taste the throw up in my throat. Yuck.
I just binged. fvcking two bread pieces with Nutella, a piece of cake, and juice. Oh my gosh. I’m gonna kms. (It’s like 2k+ calories all together btw.)
im like 99% sure im sick and have been feeling like shit so i got to go home early at like 12 something am, i binged like crazy and i feel 20x worse but i can at least ⭐rve myself since my parents r gunna think its only cs im sick..
literally had a shitty week full of binging and guilt🎉🎉 i feel like shit but i’m gonna start going to the gym next week with my friend so hopefully that gets me back into the flow 🤞
TW 3d
i haven't eaten all day and i'm SO PROUD OF MYSELF.
we're getting pizza for dinner as well so that's a guarantee i'm not eating that. worst case scenario i do a ch3w and sp!t
should we go for a 2 day fast?
edit- follow up question, do you end up swallowing a lot of the food from ch3w and sp!t? like is it the equivalent of 1 bite?
edit2- i got it forced down my throat 🥲 what a fun day i've been having
Soft as an angel, light as a feather
Some of my fav th!nsp0 right now Xx
chew and spit, you'll forever be my holy grail
TW 3d
I hate when I consciously binge, I'm thinking, 'Wow i just ate like a pig for 2 days, and yes i am going to continue to do that'. Like actually what is wrong with me. I'm on school holidays so i don't have school to distract me anymore and i literally want to cry.
Just binged and purged, time to spend the next 2 hours on a workout bike. (I have the flu.)