Moving - Blog Posts

THIS IS A MESSAGE TO THE "NORMAL" PEOPLE:

If you're a kid/teen who wants nothing more than to leave home for no reason other than to spread out or find something new or move in with a new friend a thousand miles away from home, this is for you. Hell, if you’re 28 years old and moving out of your parents home, let me tell you this: Its going to fucking hurt to do it. It doesn't matter if its for a new opportunity or if its for an old friend; leaving your home behind for an extended amount of time will hurt. It will hurt so goddamn bad you'll feel like your heart is being clenched by a clawed hand and tugging... But this reason for leaving home will be so damn good your heart will stay in your chest. Its almost a torture but at the same time, it feels so good.

Its okay to cry for you old home and miss it. Its okay to even mourn it if need be. Its okay to cry your fucking eyes out and even think on going back home instead. But don’t. If this is really something you want or need to do for a better future or better future for your family, you’ll find a way to deal with these conflicting emotions and knock them together somehow. Find an outlet in this new place and let your hurt and happiness come out somehow. Writing is this outlet for me. It helps a shocking amount.

I just fucking wrote this and I’ve stopped crying and I feel such a huge sense of relief that I know I can fucking do this. I can fucking move to wherever the hell I want to and power through it, even if it hurts to leave my family.

For like- the 0 ppl that care, I might be moving to Montenegro ( I live in America rn so... the stuff going on here is why- T-T) I just felt the want to tell ppl for sum reason, it won't even be soon, like if we're doing it, it'll take at least a year-

My sister uncle and grandma are all moving this summer so it will just be me and my dad and i have never felt more alone. On the bright side we get to have a library/game room

I might be moving to Montana, WHAT DO I DO?!

AAAAAAAAAAAAH! I HAVEN'T POSTED IN A WHILE!!

OKAY, SO. UPDATE: We're staying here for another year due to...cough cough... Technical Difficulties. so I will be posting a lot again! Yippie! also we have a pool now :)

SO, in the meantime while I draw/create my next few Tumblr posts in order to catch up. please support my YouTube! I'm currently working on a big video for it rn! Link: LAVAAAAAAAAA ( @00belle00lovely00 cause I thought bestie would like to know :P)

Hey kid you want a job?

Great get online and go to a job board. Indeed, Linkedin whatever. Now you're gonna search for a role that's in your city, fits your qualifications, and doesn't seem like a bad time.

See that easy apply button? Don't hit it they just throw those in the trash. Now you're gonna want to go to the company's website and check their careers page.

Oh? That job doesn't exist anymore. Cool go back to the job board and find another one.

Great you found another job, you're on the company's career page and the job exists!! So you're going to need to make an account on the career page website. They're using Workday, the same site as the last job you applied for? Who cares? You need to make another account for THIS job's workday page.

Now you're going to upload your resume. That'll autopopulate about 15 boxes with everything on your resume, except formatted wrong and with tons of errors. So just go through and painstakingly check the dates on all of that and rewrite everything you already laid out in an aesthetically pleasing format on your resume.

Ok time for the cover letter, explain why this specific job and company are deeply important to you. You love their mission statement and wouldn't even laugh if their ceo was gunned down in the street. You'll really want to reiterate the things you just spent the last 20 minutes filling out on the resume section

(Remember to include language from the job description, people who work in HR are lower than dogs and they need patterns or they get confused.) Write about a page, but hey don't sound too desperate or robotic this is where they judge your character!

Maybe add your portfolio site at the end here, who knows if that helps no one has ever clicked mine haha.

Anywayyy time to hit apply! Congrats! You'll see that confirmation email come in and you should be getting the rejection letter in about 2 weeks. Unfortunately your resume didn't have the right buzzwords and the AI auto rejected you :(

Time to start again and try not to kill yourself!

I think I am officially cursed

To add context to that I have moved three times in my life all of those times I have lost nearly all of my stuff, specifically my books and my dolls

I have a small collection of porcelain dolls

This has happened three separate times all of those times all of my books and most of my dolls disappear and then reappear the next time I have to move

I don’t know what I did to deserve this 

Life update here since I have my husband's family on twitter lol we decided to wait to move until we pay off a few things. We are hoping in the next year to move 😊 we decided to be financially responsible before purchasing our next home lol but because we were originally waiting to have a baby until we moved we decided that we won't wait until then lol we are going to start try to have a baby in June! I'm waiting to announce this to family in case we have any issues with conceiving, but I can't wait 🥰

We started our year off right with the most amazing honeymoon a girl could ask for. Tomorrow I start my new job, we are going to start house hunting in the spring, and after we move we will start trying for a baby. To say I am beyond excited for this year is an understatement 🥰

Question?

I’m questioning whether if I should make this my main account because currently I am on instagram, twitter, and tumblr. Should I just stay here because this is a fun place to see everyone’s art and the amazing skill they have.

It’s nice here, in my little corner of tumblr. I think I might just stay, but for now my main is on Instagram.

Everyone: moving to the USA is going to be the best thing to happen to you!!

Me: *one month into living here gets diagnosed with depression*

Since this is the platform where I’ve shared most of my stuff this year I really hope you guys like it. Posting has been sparse because this took up a lot of my time. But I think the effort was worth it to be able to share this personal animated end project. Be warned for feelings though. 

Oh, to live in a library