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I need a girlfriend so bad omg, Im going feral yall. How do people even meet people? Obviously, I need to leave the house more(I uh, I dont do that rn), but then what? Bars are a no-go(too young), that's actually the only place I know(the root of my problem, lack of knowledge)
Happy trans day of visibility! I almost missed it this year cause I got called in on my day off;-;
Im super glad I get to be properly for it this year(and for the other 364 days in the year ;3) I don't really have any stories or tips from being out publicly but it has been super freeing.
Stay visible if possible, and stay livin' yall. If 100 people love you I'm with them, if 10 do Im one of them, and if none do, then im dead. Mmmwah!<3
azrael is a cool name ngl.
Thank you! It's what my dad wanted to name me when I was born, it just took 18 years for him to get his wish lol. He chose it because of the Batman character, my ma vetoed it because of the cat in the Smurfs, and I chose it because of the angel of death
Chat! My posts are getting traction, so I figured I should properly introduce myself!
My name is Azrael or Az for short, I'm 18 and a proud trans(she/her) lesbian. I'll be using this blog to talk about anything and everything, be them stories from my life, tales of my transition, or anything else I think of! I'll preface anything 18+ with an applicable warning(ik I didn't do that originally, I didn't forsee 18+ posts happening, lol) so they'll be easy to skip if you dont wanna see em!
I will not be making a DNI because I love talking to all kinds of people, and worst-case scenario, I just dont interact with any freaks :p though if you're under 18 as I stated there will be some risque posts from time to time(I suppose my only DNI is like, transphobes and homophobes and the like but that's implied)
My Asks and DMs are always open, so feel free to say something in either. Bring me whimsy, yall! Mmwah!
Asgfchfsv thanks for using the pfp I made also it looks so good on ur profile aaagh /pos
It made me so happy to see someone using what I made :3333
Ahh, you're welcome! They pictures were all super cute so I had a hard time picking one ðŸ˜
Chat, Im in a pickle(again)
So, if you know my posts, you know that I have a wicked crush on my coworker/ best friend. The pickle in question is, I'm not sure if I do have a crush on her anymore she hasn't done anything to slight me. I just don't feel the same way about her. She's still my best friend, and I'd die for her, but I dont think Im romantically in love with her anymore
So, uh that was not something I was ready to deal with, lol
I love how whimsical my life is. There's no story to go along with this, I just really appreciate all the weird things that happen to me(see previous posts for context if you wanna). I love being whimsical, I love bringing whimsy, and I love experiencing whimsy
So, as is evident, I am a lesbian(see previous posts and tags), but I've somehow managed to enter a platonic Sub/Dom relationship with a male friend of mine, and it's great. It scratches that itch that I've had for too long and isn't like weird in any way cause we both know the specifics of what the relationship is
I had the strangest interaction with a customer a few days ago(for context, I work at a gas station/convenience store) I was bagging her items and she just goes "Oh my goodness! You have such long finger!" And like, I suppose I do but wth lol(picture of hand for additional context) She then asked if I played piano which I do not and then she went on her way, I fuckin love people
Omg omg omg!!! My friend(same one from the previous post if you're caught up Keeping Up With the Queers) helped me buy some pairs of lacy underwear not that long ago(this woman istg /pos) and I finally tried on the one that came in.
It looks so good!! It fits nicely, the lace is nice looking, and it makes my butt look super cute(a previously major source of dysphoria, for context) I never thought I'd look good in something like this but I do!
Still never sure how to conclude a post so again, mmwah!
I love trying to find tips for skincare and such and people say "Exfoliate and moisturize" and all that and then I look up how to do that(because no one taught me, for obvious reasons) and I get people saying to just, do it??? Like, they just say to get an exfoliant and a toner and a moisturizer like, how??? How do I find a good one? How do I look girlypop damnit
Happy Tuesday
The concept of transfem/transmasc solidarity implies the existence of inter trans warfare and I don’t know about you lot but I’m not fighting an army of 6’0 10/10s unless they have pointy ears.
the struggle of wanting to stuff myself to the brim with E the second I turn 18 but having a crush on a straight girl 😔😔😔
A bit of muscle practice
TW for top sc@ars
Fem albus severus Potter = Arya ginevra Potter
El otro dia, por mero aburrimiento, me puse a buscar headcanons LGBT+ de Harry Potter, si lo se, soy aburrida, pero me encotre uno muy curioso, donde albus es una persona trans, la mayorÃa donde es un hombre, pero uno me pareció curioso, donde el autor ruega para que sea Canon, solo para que al tenga un cambio de nombre, y ya que scorpius canónicamente gusta solo de las chicas...porque no?, también que se basa en varios headcanons que vi de trans albus , y que se la opinión de la escritora, pero lo divertido de los fandoms es, reimaginar
Ahora, la mayorÃa de personas trans, se dan cuenta desde que son niños pequeños, e conocido a muchos que se dan cuenta desde los 3 años, a si que supongo que esto coincidirÃa con el nacimiento de lily, talvez teniendo ciertos celos de su hermanita
Francamente, creo que james harÃa uno que otro...comentario despectivo , hacia las mujeres, que creo seria detenido por sus padres, pero no quita que haya afectado a arya, y no saldrÃa del clóset hasta poco antes de irse a Hogwarts , más porque serÃa un gran cambio en su vida...y porque su carta usa pronombres femeninos, no podrÃa esconderlo mucho tiempo
Harry y ginnny la apoyan, lily y rose están emocionadas por tener una hermana (quiero de rose sea una hermana para arya) ,james y sus primos dejan de hacer comentarios despectivos hacia las niñas, los abuelos weasley, como los terrones de dulce que son, solo pueden amar a su nieta sin importar que
Luego están los nombres, arya parece un nombre bueno, es bonito, corto, y significa honorable, y si hablamos del segundo nombre, parece aver una tendencia en los libros por, nombrar a los hijos por los padres, como Harry James Potter, no serÃa raro que le pusieran el nombre de su madre, a si como el de Harry con su padre
Claro, no todo es miel sobre hojuelas, llega la maldita prensa, creando rumores bastante...problemáticos con la familia, haciendo que Harry y ginny se pongan más protectores con sus hijos
Llega hogwarts, ron y james la quieren en Gryffindor, y Rose la quiere en ravenclaw para poder compartir cuarto , y harry solo quiere que sea feliz
...pero queda en slytherin, una casa no tan abierta ,y donde probablemente hay familiares de mortifagos,pero, es la hija de Harry Potter, saben que no pueden entretenerse directamente , pero eso no evita que se creen rumores
Eventualmente hace un amigo fuera de su casa, scorpius malfoy, creo que le quedaba mejor allÃ, al final del dÃa, al ser hijo de quien es, le a traÃdo también mala fama, y no se lo desea a nadie
Rose no está muy contenta, apenas tiene a su nueva hermana, y un rubio creÃdo se la roba, además de que ella y james serÃan muy protectores con ella,James tratarÃa de no pre juzgar...pero es imposible hacerlo, cuando un hurón le hace ojitos a tu hermana
Llega el destino peor que la muerte, algo horrible y espantoso...la pubertad, descubrà headcanon donde los magos en ves de hormonas, usarÃan pociones, si ella las usa, lo dejo al criterio de cada quien
Lo que si, siempre me gusto pensar que independientemente del género , arya se parecerÃa más a lily que a Harry, (se que el canon dice otra cosa, pero estamos imaginando), talvez no en color de piel o pelo, pero si en facciones y ojos
Y quedarÃa a si, con lily siendo 100% weasley, james pareciéndose más a james que al propio harry, talvez con la piel más clara, pero igual de ciegos, y con arya pareciéndose más a Harry...pero muchi más a su abuela
Llega el tan deseado scorbus, scorpius y arya empiezan a sentirse raros por el otro, y descubre, que se gustan, cosa que en los malfoy, alegro a su madre y abuela,a draco solo le duele la cabeza por pensar en ser pariente de Potter, y a lucius nadie lo escucha
en los weasley...talvez solo a victorie y ginny,la primera es una shipeadora compulsiva , y la otra, sabe lo horrible que puede ser a veces la sobreprotección familiar
No es fácil, salir juntos ,los rumores siempre llegan, pero lo superan como la gran relación que son ( y debieron ser independientes del género en el Canon)
I need some names for these oc’s. I will take tips and constructive criticism. My art style is very cartoony and stlylised. I also can’t find my digital drawing pen so some of the lines are wonky. I would LOVE to see these guys in other peoples art styles. If you would like you can draw this in you own art style.
(I am not to good at spelling)
to all the little trans girls/fems
you are still a girl even if you "don't look enough like a girl"
you are still a girl even if you like blue
girls can wear shorts and T-shirts and feel comfy clothes don't have gender
you do not have to like to play with dolls or dress up you can like to play with trucks and cars
you are allowed to be loved and assured you are a girl
it doesn't matter if you think you aren't girly enough you are perfectly beautiful and fem enough
you are allowed to cry and have dysphoria
remember tucking breaks, sweet girl
remember you are allowed to want to be called baby girl, sweet girl, honey bee, princess, etc
you are allowed to be you sweet girls!
ummm who was gonna tell me that binders are so hard to get off???? like i thought this was all fun and no tits what do you mean ive gotta struggle to free myself???