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I'M ABOUT TO GO INTO THE SHOWER, HALF NAKED. I CHECK MY PHONE. WDYM TOWNE WEEVILDOING REBLOGGED MY TATTOO 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥 i'm shaking i am very very happy and very very autistic OH MY!!!!!!! THANK YOU FOR MAKING SUCH AN AMAZING ALBUM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am now 87% of my goal. I only have a little left. I will save my family soon. I am excited for this day.
My wish is for you to donate to me and for me to live a safe life while I have food.
what if i KILL you.
(post by a shadow milk FICTIVE)
so, AFTER seeing my crush redesign a sprite of aerself to fit what he looks like in headspace, i went ahead and did TRIPLE that, because i'm BORED! click BELOW to see my "redesigns" of my subordinates and i.. i guess.
the ONLY one that is BARELY any different from the ACTUAL source is black sapphire. meanwhile, candy apple and i took some LIBERTIES!
this is what sol AND the body's boyfriend (he is ALSO a system) had to say about what I look like. YES, i'm saturated. YES, i'm a faggot. YES, i AM proud!
and DO NOT, i repeat, DO NOT post this to ANY cringe forums! IT'S IN OUR BIO!! this is JUST what i LOOK LIKE! GO AWAY!
YES!!
it's TIRING not being able to fully remember your own voice, ESPECIALLY when you're in front for a long time! how do you think i FEEL when i have to look up MY OWN LINES?!
Do any other fictives ever rewatch a piece of source to "refresh" their inner voice? Or is that just a me thing
why is everyone going through the same thing (we have a shadow milk as well)
new headmate "just" (read: been here for a few days) dropped. it's shadow milk cookie again. yeah.
DON'T PUT YOUR TRIGGERS AND/OR PHOBIAS IN YOUR WEBSITES/PINNED POSTS/BIOS/ETC. FOR EVERYONE ON THE INTERNET TO SEE. ONLY TRUSTED PEOPLE SHOULD KNOW THAT INFORMATION, NOT THE WHOLE INTERNET. YOU WILL GET HURT!!! MEAN PEOPLE WILL USE IT AGAINST YOU!!!
anti-endos are weird as hell i swear. they'll take any chance to just like.. fakeclaim anyone. especially if they frequent fakedisordercringe or systemscringe. honestly it's kinda laughable. they think anyone who supports endogenics is automatically one themself, when that shit isn't true (take my boyfriend for instance, who is traumagenic and yet supports me wholeheartedly)
Days without an anti-endo thinking this blog is owned by an endogenic system and fakeclaiming: 0
not bro telling our mutual to get off the internet.. bro do that yourself 🔥🔥 no need for needless hatred you absolute fucking bozo
Girl you need to get off the internet
[ HELLO BLATENT HOMOPHOBIA DO YOU WANT A GOLD STAR ?? ]
btw happy miku day and happy birthday to my beloved boyfriend. sorry i feel like shit on your bday. love you dearly if it wasn't obvious enough mwah
— our full, very lengthy shipcourse stance (for our stances post).
this is more of a "rant" then a full-blown explanation, my bad.
for further detail on our "shipcourse" stance, we sometimes ship complicated ships or shipping dynamics, but we are against darkship and hate darkshippers ourselves. but we are also against most forms of internet censorship. yes, real life and fiction are different and should be treated as such, however it has been shown in media and studies that fiction can absolutely affect reality. think of jaws causing a whole decades-long panic of sharks and boosting the amount of shark poaching, or even pornography affecting how people (usually cishet men) think of their partners and what standards they hold due to porn consumption. any type of fiction can and will affect reality — whether it be someone's standards, morals, or fears. this also includes people who read, for example, lolicon material. if an adult reads such things without being mindful about their media consumption and gets off on it, it could potentially influence them to get close to a minor online or in real life, if it fuels their urges. if a child is exposed to media with incest in it, they could possibly be convinced that it's "normal," especially if they're already being abused by someone in their family. i've seen people admit that consuming that sort of content did make them think that it was normal.
long story short, be mindful of your media consumption and what you share with people. yes, you can write, ship, and headcanon what you want. but if minors get ahold of the internet and look at it — which they typically do, look at me for example — it could mix up their view of the world and relationships. however, i am fine with people writing these kinds of things if it's clearly not written to be "attractive." there is a clear difference between romanticized and realistic writing. i also don't necessarily mind if someone uses these things as a "coping mechanism." although, beware — it can instead numb you to these things when they happen in real life.
facts, logic, and my personal morals guide my idea about shipping discourse.
— our stances for this account !
we typically use the stance labels of oldqueer and hazardqueer.
this post will also include conversation of things that can possibly be triggering.
using the block button if something bothers you, unless it's valid to report. if it isn't grounds for a police report, just block someone instead of going to harass
here is also our full "shipcourse" stance, which is more of a rant than an explanation. this is for later in the list, but i'd rather put it here where more people will see it.
we are pro :
liom/mogai, and other microlabels, including ficto- and objectum (as well as posic)
contradictory labels
endogenic systems, created systems, and generally all system/plural origins
therians, otherkin, and alterhumans, including physical therians
alternative terms like chronosian, dissomei, desirdae, etc. as well as biid
self-diagnosis with extensive, informed research
being pro-active in your real-life communities if at all possible
reclamation of slurs that fit with yourself and your background
kink at pride events (as long as you keep yourself away from those who personally don't want to see it, or children)
paraphilias, and helping those with harmful or nonconsensual paraphilias that are trying to get help
supporting and seeing other peoples' viewpoints, as long as they are respectful, as well as nuanced conversation
supporting people and families from ukraine, palestine, the congo, and other countries that need freedom if you can financially
harm reduction, and the destigmatizing of people who use drugs
sex workers, and the people who rely on those kinds of jobs to survive in this economy and world
piracy and media preservation. we also hate billionaries
we are neutral on :
factkin (simply because we don't quite understand and haven't for a long time)
transids that do not include transitioning to another race, chronological age, disability/disorder, etc. (pretty much boils down to non-harmful transids. we think other terms are better, but we don't police language here)
the usage of "tulpa" as a term (we don't personally use it, and instead use thoughtform or other terms. however, again, we won't police your language)
syscourse (a lot of it is harmful. but a thoughtful, reasonable discussion of plural discourse is decent enough and sometimes needed to get your point across. just be kind to your fellow plurals)
we are against :
being rude to others for no reason
radqueers, xenosatanists, and harmful transids (including transharmful, transrace, transage, transabled, etc. this does not include transspecies)
consang/incest and beastiality in both real life and fiction (of course, people can write what they want to, but we are very against the romanticization of these things and absolutely prefer to not see it anywhere. to us, it's absolutely nasty and foul. and in real life, this shit is rightfully illegal! at least in america)
lolicon and shotacon material. refer to the anti-censorship thing, but to us, it doesn't matter if a child is fictional or not. those are still children, regardless whether they are real or not. if it "rids you of your urges," keep it offline. and especially keep it away from us
pro-contact for harmful or nonconsensual paraphilias including pedophilia, zoophilia, necrophilia, etc. and encouraging those types of paraphilias
most online censorship, although things such as csem, real-life gore (especially of children and animals), etc. need to be heavily monitored or outright removed. however, people can write what they want to write
terfs, radical feminists in general (even if they are "trans-inclusive"), "gender criticals," transmedicalists, system medicalists, and any group that focuses on gatekeeping and exclusivity
minors in kink or nsfw spaces online (for the safety of children online. we were heavily in those spaces when we were younger and it affected us for the worse. don't post nsfw if you are a minor — only keep your thoughts to friends around the same age as you that you know are comfortable with that type of conversation)
the idea of "personality disorder abuse." not all abusers are narcissists and not all narcissists are abusive. same thing with borderlines)
we will add more stances if needed, but this is it. this is going to be linked in our introduction post so it's easier to get to.
tell me about your interpretation of sollux. is there any hcs you have that are different from his canon appearance? (this is for the art exchange)
Thank you for asking! Thats very considerate!
Honestly i dont have many wild interpretations of him. uhh i see him as being bipolar(though im not sure that is relevant lol) i have this funny little headcannon that he buzzed all his hair off except his sideburns, which he left like three or so inches long, and his hair now is just what happens when thats grown out a bit?
If you want like suggestions or inspo i really like seing rarepairs, i generally enjoy anytime hes happy or just being a dork, Ooh i love his godteir if you want to do that!
Dm me if you need anything else? Id love to help if you want any other info(or if ive wildly misunderstood you here) hope this helps!
Ok ok ok
Around the time I first started this blog (like a year ago wow), I drew the beginnings of a comic with my 3 favourite Disney shows setting up a Christmas party
Here's the first picture:
It's bad, I see that.
But like, 2-3 weeks ago I got bored, and decided to redraw it.
Here's the new one:
Still not good, but I can see it's better.
I’ve improved! I never noticed this.
Side note, would you guys like if I tried (key word being TRIED) to redraw and finish the rest for the holidays? Just a question.
