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☆ my man
yuuji itadori x ftm reader [he / him]
sypnosis : itadori comforts a dysphoric reader who he finds staring at themselves in the mirror. (meant to be viewed as romantic.)
the lowercase is intentional !
- warnings : non-sexual nudity, female genitalia mentions.
once again, [name] finds himself infront of the mirror. he's staring at his body, the way there was two mounts of flesh on his chest instead of a flat line. he wondered if it was better that he stayed off as a woman.
despite all his staring, [name] hated it. he hated how his body looked.
all of his curves, his tits, his feminine looking features - they made him feel like less of a man. no other man had parts like his is what he always thought. he constantly put himself down because of his body, feeding himself lies due to the things he's heard spread by mouth. those words were like a virus that had settled into his mind and never left. he hated his body, and all the things that made him more 'feminine'. it was all because of other people. people that didn't understand people like him.
a small sigh escaped [name]'s lips. he was growing more and more frustrated as he stared at his body, at his chest more specifically. it made him feel all sticky, like he was strolling about on a hot and humid day, his clothes sticking to his skin and sweat pouring own his back. it was an awful feeling, and he always felt it staring at himself.
begrudgingly, [name] slips on his binder. he picks it up from the counter and slowly puts it on. he questions what the point of it was, it didn't even look like it helped him at all. it was just a contraption that squeezed his lungs and made every breath living hell. it was painful being trans. it was painful being in a body that didn't belong to you. it was painful being in a body that made you sick the more days that passed by.
as [name] was putting his binder on, a small knock on the bathroom door was heard, followed by said door opening. it revealed the one and only yuuji itadori - [name]'s boyfriend. he saw [name] struggling to put his binder on so he immediately rushed over to help. he helped the other pull the binder down, making sure it was in the correct position, covering everything.
"i take it you were having issues with your binder? that's why you were taking so long to come out?" yuuji says, a small laugh following soon after. he grinned at his boyfriend, enjoying to see him in any state - whether he was dishevelled, as handsome as ever or just about his normal day. he loved it all, and he most importantly loved [name].
[name] just sighed in response to yuuji's question. he didn't feel like answering it, mostly because he didn't want to worry yuuji. he cared too much sometimes, and as much as [name] loved it, he felt like he didn't deserve it. he felt like a fake man such as himself didn't deserve all the care and love yuuji showed him.
"yeah.. binder issues." [name] muttered as he took his shirt from the shelf of the bathroom, slipping it over his head to hide his binder. "we can go now, i've put it on now. i'm ready." he grumbled under his breath, pushing past yuuji.
however, it was clear yuuji didn't like how [name] was acting right now. he could tell something was wrong. yuuji gripped [name]'s shoulders and held him still, not letting him move. all his his training made him quite strong too, so [name] definitely couldn't move even if he tried. "i'm not letting you go until you tell me what's wrong. you seem off." yuuji states, frowning slightly at [name].
[name] sighed once more, crossing his arms over his chest to hide himself and his chest further. "i just don't get it. i don't get why you still put up with me, and i don't get why i'm stuck in a body that provides me with.. all the parts i don't want!" [name] explained his frustrations, a small groan escaping his lips soon after. yuuji seemed even more worried after hearing [name] speak.
"hey.. i put up with you because i love you." yuuji replies, ruffling [name]'s hair and grinning. he was always so cheerful, determined to brighten anyone's day - especially [name]'s. "no matter if you're stuck in this body that you hate, or a body that's the one you like. i don't care about your body, [name]. only you." the pink haired boy continued, cupping [name]'s cheeks and kissing him softly.
the trans boy looked away, a frown on his face. he pulls away from the kiss, wanting to hide away once more from the whole world. "but.. i have tits. i have a vagina. i'm not a man. i'm just playing dress up.. people will still see me as a woman no matter how hard i try and change myself." he muttered, tears forming in his eyes. "god, i'm even acting like a stereotypical woman now, huh? letting my emotions get the best of me." [name] mumbles as tears flow down his face.
yuuji wraps his arms around [name]'s body, resting his chin on the other boy's head. "sh.. sh.. calm down. none of that matters, [name]. you can have any parts, and you'll still be a man. you've worked harder than those who have been given what you want. you're fighting for your transition, for you to be comfortable in your body. that's manly as hell." yuuji mumbles, kissing [name]'s forehead. [name] looks at his boyfriend in disbelief, unsure of what to say.
"you're my man, [name]. whether or not you have the parts of a 'man', i don't care. i see you as a man, and i always will." yuuji whispered softly into [name]'s ear, kissing it after he stopped speaking. he rocked [name] in his arms too, wanting him to feel comforted by his presence.
[name] was starting to feel slightly better. sure, what yuuji said was a little and perhaps even the bare minimum, but it made him feel even better than before. he wiped his tears away, looking at yuuji with a small smile.
"thank you.. i still don't know how you put up with me.. but i'm glad you do nontheless." [name] chuckled softly as he moved back to gaze yuuji in the eyes. his eyes were now full of love, rather than the malice that were in them when he stared at his reflection earlier. "i guess i feel a little better about my.. situation." he mumbled.
yuuji pressed a kiss to [name]'s nose, still holding him close. "i'll always put up with you because you have a nice ass. exactly my type, you know?" yuuji chuckled and he winked over at [name] who retaliated by rolling his eyes.
"oh yeah, sorry. mr. 'i like someone tall with a nice, big ass.' you absolute perv." [name] muttered, pinching yuuji's cheeks inbetween his fingers. he was feeling better than before, loving all this teasing with yuuji and the playful banter. it made him forget his dysphoria.
yuuji leaned into [name], whispering into his ear. "you're my handsome man, alright? my man. i don't want to see you upset. if something is up, tell me, okay. don't stare at yourself in the mirror hating yourself." yuuji mumbled.
the salmon haired boy then kissed [name] on the lips. he held the trans boy close too, not wanting to let him go just yet. he wanted [name] to know that there was a pair of arms always willing to go around him and support him.
"i love you, my man." yuuji mumbled into [name]'s hair before kissing it softly. the other boy hummed in response and nodded. "i love you too."
and, as time went on, yuuji continued to support [name] with his transition and any dysphoria. he made sure his man was never alone.
- author's note : hope you guys enjoy this :) for any trans guys out there - you are loved and totally valid <3 don't feel like you are alone! there are people like you around the world. you are never alone.
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Can we and by that I mean can trans allies stop assuming people’s transition goals please???
My trans to do list looks like 1) get hairier 2) dress like I’m in a fantasy cartoon 3) sleep in grey sweatpants and no shirt on. Enough with the fitness advice.
The tBoy equivalent of ovulating is week 2 post shot and the third week is spent unfollowing all the hot men I followed bc of a thirst trap
Trying to prove a point to my transphobic parents
Reblog if trans men are REAL, VALID AND HANDSOME MEN, NO MATTER HOW THEY CHOOSE TO PASS
Reblog if trans women are REAL, VALID, AND BEAUTIFUL WOMEN, NO MATTER HOW THEY CHOOSE TO PASS
And finally, because it's a part of my argument for this point, and also because they are,
Reblog if nonbinary and genderqueer people in general, are REAL, VALID, AND GORGEOUS PEOPLE, NO MATTER HOW THEY PASS
I'm not sure if this is like weird or anything, but I'm getting kinda overweight and it's lowkey giving me gender euphoria. Is this a unique experience or does anyone else have this.
(this is not in a fetish way, please don't take it like that)
I don't know if this is normal but because I'm trans, and have autism, adhd plus more stuff I don't wanna talk about I will literally headcanon all my favorite characters as trans and autistic I think it's because there's pretty much no representation out there for people like me so I'll just imagine all my favorite characters being like me cuz why the hell not?
Tw for transphobia(? I guess, idk how I feel about this)
Hey has anyone else noticed how 🚩 the ftm tags on Tumblr are?
Like it just feels very fetishized or objectified, idk, it just makes me feel icky
Some men have big titties and long hair 🙄 This isn’t a new thing
yamato will look directly into the camera and say "i am a man" and one piece fans will be like "b-b-b-but titties and long hair"
like i dont even watch the show but this shit is insane. these mfs drowning in the nile
★ Aatamixx, the Echoflower System's Introduction 💫🪻
Hello, welcome to my blog, I'm Aatami (AKA Mishka or Snep)! Well, that's just collectively speaking. If you're talking about the whole system, you can call me (us) the Echoflower System. My collective pronouns are he/him, but kit/kitself, nya/nyaself, and star/starself are all good too. I'm pretty new to Tumblr (well I had a blog in like 2020, but I've forgotten basically everything about it… also I use parentheses way too much, gosh), but I plan to use this blog as a sort of archive for all the xenogenders I've coined, as well as getting into the MOGAI and plural communities on here. I hope I can find my people on this website. /lh
(This post will be periodically edited as things about myself change, of course.)
★ So Now That I Know This Aatami, Where Can I Find Him? ★
In case you had it in you for even more rambling, you can check out my about me literature on Toyhouse (I use it like a Carrd). More things are already linked there, so I don't need to re-add them all here. I also use the account that it's posted under for posting the occasional bulletin (and storing my original characters, but those are all private and will remain as such for the foreseeable future).
★ Small Facts About the System ★
(Switching to using plural language for this was a little jarring lawl, I'm very much used to referring to myself singularly.)
★ We have OSDD-1B (recognized by our psychologist, but unable to be officially diagnosed due to not being disordered — we've achieved functional multiplicity, surprisingly enough) and are of mixed traumagenic origins
★ We are an aceplex
★ We're a theriosystem
★ We are very male- / masculine-heavy, due to our gender dysphoria affecting everyone
★ Because we're so male-heavy, we default to using he/him instead of they/them when referring to an unspecified alter or one whose gender identity is unknown
★ We're also somewhat angel-heavy
★ Due to our maladaptive daydreaming, our system has countless paracosms (the most active ones of which being the worlds our original stories are set in, as well as our fandoms, especially ones we're hyperfixating on)
★ Our headspace is exclusively set in our daydreams, and is not something that's just there in the background — it has to be consciously visualized and visited (or well, accidentally while zoning out)
★ We are a dreamway system of sorts, but I should mention that we don't experience walk-ins and pretty much none of our alters are paragenic
★ Our alters almost never interact in the headspace, but they can use things like the Simply Plural chat and get a conversation going if need be
★ Alter Signoff Chart ★
(I originally planned to list their roles here too, but I ended up deciding against it, since I'm unsure of what some of their purposes are and uncomfortable with sharing a few others.)
★ The Hosts ★
⚡️💙 = Fritz ★ He/Kit/Spark
🌈🌺 = Sindri ★ He/Kit/Meow/Nya/Star/.Exe
🌀🎧 = Samuel ★ He/Him
❄️🌙 = Mikko ★ He/They/Kit/Nya/Snow/Star
★ Alfred's Subsystem ★
🐾🩸 = Alfred ★ He/Him
🐾🚬 = Ekkehard (Eike) ★ He/Him
🐾🤍 = Kelso ★ He/Him
🐾✨ = Aleksi ★ He/They/Pup
🐾🎀 = Salem ★ She/He/They/Pup
★ Everyone Else ★
☀️🥀 = Akatsuki ★ He/Kit
❓❗️= Alois ★ He/Him
🌻💛 = Asriel ★ He/They
🌹👑 = August ★ He/They
🐦⬛🌙 = Corbin ★ He/Him
🔪🚬 = Dylan ★ He/Him
🐈⬛💜 = Ender ★ Xae/They/He/Kit
📘⭐️ = Felix ★ He/They
🌊🦈 = Finnley ★ He/They
🪽🏹 = Gabriel ★ They/He
🪖🔪 = Ivan ★ He/Him
🐛🌈 = Jeremy ★ He/Him
🍪💖 = Katsumi / Sabrina ★ She/They/He/Kit/Meow/Mew/Nya
🐺🩸 = Lavrentiy ★ He/Him
🌿⚔️ = Malachi ★ He/Him
🍌🦮 = Nanner (trying to think of a new name for himself) ★ He/She/They/Pup
🌐🖥️ = Prototype (trying to think of a new name for himself) ★ He/Him
🥀🗡️ = Reinhard ★ He/Him
🪐🌌 = Saturn ★ He/They/Pup/Star
🎸🧡 = Shalva ★ He/Him
🎀🐇 = Sylvan ★ He/They/Bun
🪳🩸 = Vermin ★ They/He
🗝️🩸 = (Currently undecided on a name for himself, very recently discovered.) ★ He/Him
In need to fuck someone rn, especially another tboy, but i’m too shy to even approach anyone irl… would need a good sexting i bet x
One day i’ll get top surgery and then i’ll get a pretty goth moth tattoo under my chest
I’m just obsessed with the idea
Like ARGHHGHHSDHFJJ
<3
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💙🩵 Hi hello! Welcome!!
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Stuff you’ll see on my page:
-Bungo stray dogs! Art made by me!(rarely) Arcane! Sturniolo Triplets!(rarely)
Stuff about me!-
I love Chuuya! I’m Chuuya’s hubby! Fav color is blue! I LOVE pasta and I LOVE potatoes. I love reading and HTTYD! Very diverse music taste
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Other stuff: Mexican, He/they, not a regular poster.
-there will be a lot more m!readerxchar and gn!readerxchar than there will be f!readerxchar, but that doesn’t mean there won’t be any, I like to include all genders, considering there’s rare gn!reader and m!readerxchar fanfics, I like to make my own. But do count on f!readerxchar fanfics they will just be rare to see on my page!!
I hope you enjoy your stay here on my page!! Have a good day/morning/night!!!
That cute little window of trans joy that is immediacy shattered by people trying to take away your human rights for.. *checks notes* being a person and trying to live.
Random trans zoro cause I felt like drawing muscles again :3 🏳️⚧️ 💚
How do we feel about ftm Katsuki?
stupid stinky stitnky sutpoid NGJAHFSIOG IF I DONT GET TO BE BORN A MAN NEITHER DO YOU
I'm so sleepy, and no one here beside me to sleep with :<
I drew my ocs and their flags for pride month!
My flags are your standard rainbow and non-binary flag :o
Quick vent drawing where I push all of my dysphoria problems onto Wei Wuxian
I feel like this would be in some kind of modern au with t4t wangxian but I don’t feel like thinking up of details or anything
I have a double shift at work today and I can’t wear my binder for that long so I’m currently on my lunch break changed out of my binder and into a hoodie and I really hope that people don’t notice that I’ve been in the bathroom for a suspiciously long time 0-0