After Suffering For All Day And More, I Realized Manual Positioni My Is Way EAASIER Than Auto Motion,

Wiring that huge essay didnt make me less horny sadly.

Why NOT

siiigh some things are beyond our control

I really need to reach state of nirvana.

I’ll watch a few videos of squid game and then go to sleep… see ya.

The "Philosophy" of Naruto

What is good? If you complain and get hurt "react back" to deliver evil upon others, included the ones who have hurt you, what makes it of you? Righteous? I was thinking of that in the morning as I woke up, whether I vent or try to do something as sharing my pain, in my idea sharing is good. Can I believe humanity can be trusted? I am afraid of that that if I don't share my struggle people will never care of me. I am not wrong, unfortunately. They will not. Only through whip people learn. They form morality through suffering. Did people stop killing because it was right thing to do or because it was a necessity and it was abused? You can say all you want, but when there are no consequences every person here in the room will claim it's first.

When there are consequences though, thigns change. And even though these rules make us greater in return, how are we to know that these rules were made solely for sake of itself? IT was common sense or we were finally FORCED to admit that? If I say there are vampries in the village, no one will believe me until they see vampires with their own eyes. Who are ought to believe pedophilea or murder are bad things? Justification for it on individual level sounds positive. You may have million reasons of benefit. The chances that humanity formed justice solely by listening to poor is incorrect assumption. But it's true, the more humantiy experiences direct wall hitting their head, the more they are aware of things, AS LONG as that WALL exists to begin with. In other words, humanity is okay with existing in a form of neutrality, wherence they commit tyranny but are not persecuted. It is the fear of that persecution, that makes them denounce and do good. But to this day in contemporary era, humans do lots of evil to each other but are not persecuted.

Without passion to punsh, we live in constant contemporary unfairness and injustice. I wanted to write more but this fucking site keeps crashing

My Justice in Andrism Lifestyle and My worldview.

I respect women as human beings. If they’re nothing I don’t remember their names.

I am incel, ultimate incel. But I don’t particularly like to socialize with normies, to be honest I plan on investing into mosques and Islam. As well as anything that is detrimental harm to my enemy. Justice is fear and fear of inadvertently ability of yourselves, I respect the battle royale teacher thing.

You are spoiled. You hate your parents. You get mad when people offer good advice like dont be transgender, your groomers wheeze at righteousness, the idea of doing something without pay, that is what your meritocracy forms. Black hate.

Indeed, I agree with you. You deserve to be livestock breed, a kine. Because fear is not righteousness. Fear of consequence is by which you created morality, and so forth you will enforce me as the moral king. I am not competing, I do what I ought to believe just. I don’t want to live in Meritocracy. I don’t want to play the game.

Mic dropped, goodbye.

checkmate, chuds.

That’s what I would unironically do if I was ever to talk with human russian female

Seriously, I don’t have the heart left for these things.

new comic! 😀 meeting face to face

This will be kind of meditation.

I would like to say to myself especially about my brain. I am the smartest.

No, I am very smart. Indeed. The way my brain works horribly diabolically different. In some peaceful environment, I most definitely look perfect. But I am really really fragile and I would like if you view me respectfully. My brain has OCD but big major way it works is that it doesn’t have survivor as direct priority. When it tries to use thought process it makes millions decisions to “improve” final outcome, in other words I am not satisfied until I get major damage repair or problem solution, that means I will keep walking through a rope on top of a flagship in the wind to search for solutions. Very often I end up looking differently, expanding my horizon and gaining relevant knowledge to solve the problem. But I get in such way that the brain encourages risky paths more. More time consumption, more work, less power. Yara yara…

When other people have flaws or weaknesses, it’s easier for me to see them, hell it’s super easy. Each one of them, there’s million issues I can pick up on however I am more of an eye. Making logical decisions is definitely my forte also abstract reality is …. Unbearable, my ocd hates making abstract decisions that put me in disadvantage. That cynical pattern behavior has been true all the times. Sometimes, between two somewhat good decisions or two identical ones my brain doesn’t comprehend not making tough choice anymore…

I am too used to keep improving a decision until perfectly satisfied.

I understand flaw in that logic. How do I move from here? How do I live more like normies? To me, it is mental brainhell.

Being stupid seems to be bad. Being too smart makes you stupider than an idiot. Being smart in general doesnt seem to be useful survival skill. Real friends are only ones who can make my life happier.

Another obsessed ill patient.

brave for no reason decided to update the design making it impossible to see anything at all

now it is really dark

it looks so bad and i cant see anything... why did they remove bright colros? u cant customize either.