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The fear of missing out makes me wish I was immortal
First post/rant yayy
I don’t know it’s this is the extent to how other people see it but like the fact that we all exist is literally so strange
Like billions of other humans exist out in the world living their own lives unaware that maybe the person that they just walked past is going through something happy/sad and that’s just normal like???
And how are we the only species on earth on this, we can run on two feet, have fine motor skills, can form coherent thoughts and are aware of the world around us. Humans are so unique and it’s so fascinating to me we can have our own interests and hobbies and beliefs that are special to us
Like my all my dog knows is our house and neighborhood like she doesn’t know about the world around her because her world revolves around my family and I but then there’s me I’ve seen more of the world than she can fathom through pictures and my own travels I have my friend group and they have their lives to live outside their interactions with me
And even still your reading this in your spare time in between your classes, at a work break, on your bed anywhere at anytime you just lived out a day or are still finishing it you don’t know me and I don’t know you yet we all have one thing in common and that’s being *human*
Another thing is the way that we’re just little dots in time
The earth has been a thing for billions of years and I’m not even a dent at all I’m not even a dust particle compared to billions of years but I’m still living in this time where I can do the things that make me *me*
I could’ve been born at anytime in the history of the world but I was born in this century at the time I was and have been lucky to live this long and even if I can’t fathom making it past high school I know I will and that I’ll have to make something of myself
And then long after I die my life will be forgotten if I don’t make something big out of it, there are millions of lives lived that are unknown of full lives of real people that we don’t know about it
The fact that we exists in this time is amazing, long before we were born so much happened in the world and long after we die so much more will happen in this world and that’s if the we don’t destroy the place by then
Anywho if you're reading this ur amazing and Ty for reading or skimming through my entire rant because me ranting about random stuff I deem important may be kinda stupid but hopefully I’ll be able to give you a new outlook on something :P
Either way good morning/evening/night lovelies =)
Thomas Merton, Thoughts in Solitude
What are people anyway? If the world is not what we see, why do we care how others see us? Why do we ignore our own existence as consciousness and consciously let our unconscious shape us to the views and preferences of others?
Humans have practically dominated the planet.
Stars and planets are dying, galaxies are fading.
Why do I still care?
Why do I still feel so small compared to others?
Coward.
No tags or money, this post doesn't matter
Nothing matters.
You are nothing on the cosmic scale, your worries, insecurities, that swallowing everything... You are a damn coward afraid of sinking into your own existence.
And that's okay.
You don't need to feel small over such trivial things as a threat, an expectation or the simple need to survive in this society. Each of us has a universe within us, It would be a complete waste if you continued to oppress and hide yourself. For you are an incredible thing.
Are you in touch with all your darkest fantasies?
Titties perky, thighs thick
Hi lovelies
From my photo book.
2024
You’ll miss me forever.
Living’s easy.
You mistook my sadness for weakness.
Innocence lost
You do not tell me what to do.
Say yes to heaven,
Say yes to me.
Love you more than those bitches before
Nobody’s gonna want you like I do
Kolkata, India.
February 2025.
Worship me or leave.
Are you happy?
There’s things I wanna say to you,
but I’ll just let you live.
Hi kings & queens
