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FINALLY WRITING SOMETHING AGAIN !
What better to write than something with Chuuya :3 (this is the one that got randomly deleted 😭 and its kinda shit, but oh well)
Chuuya x gn! reader (implied relationships)
Genre: Fluff, i'd guess sfw, just a kiss, and VERY SLIGHTLY suggestive, like a very minute amount
Synopsis: Dragging him to bed >_<
Word count: 395
Fine for all to read :3
The melodic hum of Chuuya’s whistling carried through the small apartment from the balcony. Smoke curled around his light orange waves as he stared out at the warm sun outside, setting behind a wall of wispy clouds.
He tensed momentarily, his whole body alight with sudden alarm as he felt a pair of small hands sliding around his waist, before his thin pink lips curled into a smile, it was his partner, not a threat. He could relax.
“Hello dear, what are you doing up so late.” Chuuya whispered cooly, taking another big inhale of his cigarette as he groaned softly, feeling your face nuzzle into the crook of his neck, your soft skin melting against his. His free hand reached up to pat ur head softly, letting a gloved finger twirl around the strands.
“You weren’t in bed yet…I was getting lonely.” You mumbled, clutching onto him tighter, and tugging him back a bit.
“Ah…yeah…I guess I was just thinking…Its quite calming out here.” Chuuya mumbled, his strong body barely moving as he was tugged by you.
“..are you alright ?”
Chuuya didn’t answer that, he just stared ahead at the sky before he slowly put out his cigarette on the ash tray, the soft hiss of it breaking the silence. He turned in your hug to wrap his arms back around your body, pulling you closer.
“Lets get to bed.” He whispered, his lips brushing against your ear as you two walked back inside, locked in each other’s arms.
As they reached the dimly lit bedroom, Chuuya took a deep calming inhale. It smelt like safety, the scent of you and the linger scent of candles that had been burnt before, flooded his nose. It looked like his, his trinkets and clothes around, your clothes strewn across and your own trinkets mixing around with his. It felt calm, his shoulders relaxing even more as his fingers dug more into your shirt, his socks rested against the warm, beige carpet.
His smiled became gentle, he glanced at you before taking your chin between his index and thumb and leaning closer, his lips pressing against yours in a sweet, chaste kiss, his tongue just peeking out to lick at the soft plumpness of your lips. He pulled you towards the bed, your bodies sinking into it, arms still linked around each other's waists.
:D
Pretty short and quick, but i think its alright :3 I lob Chuuya sm, i would sell my soul js to kiss this man 🥺 /hj
transactual relationship where I give the girl in my marine bio class soda can tabs and she gives me scrap metal
welcome to another game of.. AM BI OR A LESBIAN WITH INTERNALISED HOMOPHOBIA!!!!!!!!!
first up tonight we have; finding men attractive but never wanting anything to do with them and only would have a relationship with them under extremely specific circumstances!!!!!!
I think I like women but also I like men but I don't really want engage in amorous congress with a lady but gentlemen have such frightening personalities?? I don't know can somebody please help me with this because I honestly want to hug this one girl I know and gently kiss her but also I like guys too but as I said I don't really want to freak women? Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
Sometimes when I go to tesco they'll have gin next to this one drink (I don't remember what kind) but it says diablo on it and I really want to get a picture because it's everyone's favourite siblings in a different universe/hj
I have decided to never go out again I was at my friend's house and I got lost trying to get there and then I was really awkward while trying to help set up her online classes and eventually she handed me my jacket because she had to get dressed to see a movie and I want to curl up in bed she was literally so nice though we were talking about atsushi and akutagawa mimicking each other in the like death things?? after we sorted out her computer
If/when I finally get around to buying cosplay I NEED to aquire a chuuya one not just because he's an awesome character (which, admittedly, is one of the reasons) but my farmer ahh has sheep and I fear it'd be quite the nice little thing to cosplay him and take a picture with my orphan lamb
togachako brainrot
*Wallace*
"Cool! IDK what a strawberry is anyways. Thank you, you absolute dork."
reblog to give a strawberry to the person you reblogged this from
Creepy pasta
Is this fandom still alive???
If so... Anyone from that fandom want to be silly friends with moi...?
Pls 🥺
Hi! My age is a gubernamental secret but I'm over 20 :)
Here's my bluesky!
I think becoming a cephalopod would fix any and all problems I face in life....wistful sigh! One can dream! Or one can also just Decide to Be a Squid Now. I think I'll choose that option-
🦑🐙🦑~Joy and Whimsy~🐙🦑🐙
Yes, I'm just some nerd on Tumblr
Yes, I have three names of various origins
Yes, we exist (UvU)
Baked some Kaijookies™ (Kaiju Cookies) with @moist-car some days ago and I think we succeeded for a first time doing this!!!
In order, they are Otachi, Godzilla, Knifehead and Mothra :} feeling very proud of our children.
at some point around 2021 i decided i wanted to become more and more unhinged with my drawings, and start drawing more cursed stuff. It didn't start right away, but i'm proud to announce that it comes naturally at this point. Anyways, here's elton john pikmin, or as we call him:
The Pikjohn
@moist-car is his lord, father and creator, take from that what you will
if an archaeologist says an artifact was probably for “ritual purposes” it means “i have no fuckin clue”
but if they say it was for “fertility rituals” they mean “i know exactly what it was for but i dont want to say ‘ancient dildo’”
wowzas im back
Reblog with a character you'd like to bestow this honor.
I literally don't understand the point of voting.
Like, all we're doing is replacing one old white guy with power with another old white guy with power and giving them more power. (Excluding Obama)
Yall really believe we're working a democracy and doing the best for ourselves? Yall crazy.
And even if we get a lady or black person (again) or someone mildy young chances are they are just as messed up. Most people who go for president go for their own benefit rather than the citizens'.
OPINION RANT TIME WOO LESGOO CUZ SOME OF YALL ARE FUQED UP IN THJE HEAD
ok so can we talk about the whole 'turning straight ppl gay' thing- like.. huh? if you have a straight char WITH a girlfriend or something and then have ONE guy friend the fandom will go totally crazy and be like
'OMG HES SO GAY THEYVE KNOWN EACHOTHER SINCE CHILDHOOD PLES PAIR THEM UP AND MAKE MY HEADCANON BE TRUE SOFT BOI X EMO!!!'
also do you know whos saying this straight girls for some reason????
?????????????????????
like why tf do u need these two guys to kiss just kiss your own highschool boyfriend that youll break up with in a month ya yaoi-crazed freak
like if you swapped roles with a gay char, boyfriend and one girl friend then ONE person headcanons their straight thats homophobia??
(future me: ITS EVEN FUCKING WORSE WHEN THEY DO IT TO IRL PPL LIKE GIRL- THATS A MARRIED MAN WITH 2 CHILDREN JUST TRYNA ACT OUT A CHARACTER AND NOW U TRYNA DRAW HIS HYPERREALISTIC PP TOUCHIN ANOTHA MANS BOOTYHOLE)
AYIUFEKHAJAAAA istGGGG we need to stop ASSUMING and FORCING peoples sexualities LOUDLY like plz just keep that shit locked up in your mind idc if theyre roomates or not in your highschool fanon fic just keep that stuff away from me -me, a literal and openly queer person to show how weirded out i am by this stuff
also the whole 'race headcanon' shit like dude they were white in the books they were white in the movies why are they latino all the sudden?? i know black lives matter n all but changing a persons race is uhhh yeah
mob mentality is fucked man we all fucked when the twitter (no fuck the name 'x' it sounds like a porn site) trending floodgates open and they find out what next impossible natural human behavior to make 'boyfriend goals' like mf mafia army men that would stalk,kidnap and rape u until you got stockholm syndome (that was literally the plot of a smut fic i read- SOMEBODY WROTE THAT THINKING ITS HOT??)
👣👺 𝕓Ｏŕℕ 𝓉Ⓞ ⒷẸ 𝐞𝕞σ 𝒇𝐎𝓻Čⓔ𝐃 Ŧ𝕆 ⓈlᵃⓎ 𝔟𝕖𝔰𝔱Įε 🍧✌
idk why i did this it just appeared in my brain and poked me until i did it
🍧☆ η𝐎т Ⓐ 𝒸άㄥ𝓵 ⓕᗝᖇ 𝓗𝔢𝓛卩 (𝐀 Ć𝒶𝐋ⓛ ᖴ𝓸Ř н𝒆𝕃𝐏) 🍮🐟 uwu anyways go off my herdlings or whatever yall want me to call u XD
I can’t find it on tumblr and IT CHRISMAS GOD DAMMIT.
MERR CHRISMAS.
OK I THINK I HAVE ONE EXCEPTION FOR THIS
I'll only let some older man, who doesn't want to do it, bc he doesn't want to hurt me, but does it anyway because he feels bad, but he's flustered and hesitant the whole time, and when he does it, it barely even cuts the skin, but the second time he gets to confident in himself and ends up cutting to baby beans
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(And then he cleans it franticaly and cuddles me and kisses the cuts after)
Idk if it's just me but the thought of having someone cutting me for me sounds so gross.
Like for starters, what if they get there greasy finger oils on it and my blade rusts😒
And what do I do, just...sit there and watch them do it ? Or do I strike up conversation ?!?!? 🧍♂️
I js like doing it alone, cause I know exactly how I want it, and I get to be proud of myself for going deeper and getting more blood >:3
Ok, hear me out (angst, bc of course)
I've been having these thoughts bounce around my head for about a week and I finally decided to post them. I don't know who's going to see this, but whoever sees it needed to. I guess this is for an AU rather than a headcanon, but whatever, just hear me out. I was inspired by The Owl House, specifically Hunter, so maybe that will spark some interest. This is about to be a rant, so I'll go ahead and add the read more thing
Okay, now that I have your attention, time for angst.
SO, in The Owl House, we learn in season 2 that (SPOILER ALERT) Hunter is a grimwalker (a clone of someone who died for those of you who don't know), and that before him, there were TONS of other grimwalkers that Belos murdered for "choosing to betray him" AKA realizing that Belos was an evil psychotic bitch. Also, that Hunter looked the most like Caleb (the dead guy he was cloned of) out of all the other grimwalkers, but he didn't KNOW that he was a grimwalker until a very angsty reveal by his abuser (Belos) who then immediately tried to murder his ass.
ANYWAYS, obviously, as the angst-lover I am, I think about this literally all the time. Then. I started thinking. I absolutely love Alastor, he's such a blorbo. And what do I do to my blorbos? I give them immeasurable amounts of trauma, c'mon, keep up.
What do we know about Alastor? Well, someone owns his soul. He disappeared for unknown reasons for seven years. He is INCREDIBLY anxious about whoever owns his soul - or at least the deal itself (as evidenced by his musical breakdown where he literally TEARS HIS OWN HAIR OUT FROM THE STRESS), and that he's probably going to use the deal with Charlie either for nefarious purposes, or to escape his deal.
Which brings us to the point of this post in the first place (kind of???? I might have just been mindlessly rambling there), and the start of my AU. I'm not going to pretend I know who owns Alastor's soul, but I really vibe with the idea of it being either Lilith or Roo, so that's who I'll be thinking of for the majority of this post. What if the person who owns his soul made a deal with him when he first got to hell (or it could be one of those versions where someone sold his soul before he was even born [a sort of "I want your first-born kinda deal] and they let him know when he got to hell which is how he got all his power so quickly), but he managed to either tick them off or get really close to escaping the deal, which lead to them killing Alastor.
Then, the contract-owner realizes, "Oh shit, I kind of need him," and finds out how to make whatever the hell equivalent of a grimwalker is. Thus, Alastor 2.0 is born. However, they can't have him knowing he's a clone - he might find a loophole in the deal that way. So they find a way to control which memories he has. They replace all of the memories the OG Alastor had up until whatever it was he did to get killed in the first place - don't want him getting any ideas after all.
This works fine for the contract-holder for a while, but then Alastor is back on the same shit - trying to find loopholes, backdoors, ticking them off, whatever, and oops, there goes another one. Well shit. Guess it's time to make another clone. So, the process is repeated, and the song and dance continues. However, it always concludes the same way - with Alastor's inevitable "betrayal". Also, none of the clones ever seem to look quite right - sometimes the eye color is wrong, or the height, the cheekbones, or the nose shape - whatever it is, something is always off
So, after many failed attempts, they decide to take a different approach. When they make the new clone, they give them the same memories, everything is the same as the previous attempts, except they don't turn him loose right away. Instead, they keep him under their thumb for seven years - really just until there was something they needed him for. Those seven years were spent conditioning him. They were determined to make him perfect. After all, this clone was the one that looked the most like the original Alastor, there was no way they would let him go like the others.
In his time at their side, Alastor endured unspeakable cruelties - beatings, torture, extreme sensory deprivation, emotional manipulation, sleep deprivation, total isolation - you name it, it was almost certainly done during that time. This is also when his smile was sewn on because the contract holder wanted him to smile more, and used his defense mechanism to torture him (smiled to hide weakness, forced to smile against his will, making the smile itself a constant reminder of how powerless he really is). There was rarely an action Alastor did that provoked his contract holder, but that didn't matter. They convinced him that each "punishment" was earned, that they were simply trying to help him see his own shortcomings and failures, and to make him better. Obviously, this is complete bullshit. However, when you live like that long enough, with no other influences, you become conditioned to believe it.
Eventually, for whatever reason, the contract holder released Alastor on strict orders to go to Charlie's hotel, and Alastor is doing exactly what they told him because he's terrified of the idea of being summoned back to their side. He hates his contract holder, but at the same time craves their approval, because if they're happy with him, then he won't be in pain. However, Alastor has to Alastor, and once he's on his own, he starts looking for ways to escape his deal - but he's sneaky about it. Years of constant conditioning made him cautious. He has no memory of ever searching for loopholes before - a least not successfully (bc the contract holder doesn't let the clones remember those things), so he does the best thing he can think of: he makes a deal with the Princess of Hell herself.
I'm definitely going to make another post about this, probably detailing the reveal. Not right now though because I have homework to do, and this is getting to ungodly lengths
(if you want to see the next part when I post it, keep an eye on the '#grimwalker alastor au' tag. I might just make this a whole thing if anyone is interested. I'll make it a whole thing anyways because I feel like it and deep down I post for myself, but if you're interested, I highly encourage you to ask about it [I don't bite!!])