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"Am I... Cute?"
"The cutest in the whole world."
"...you can have a lifetime's worth of my blood!"
You guys have been awfully cute lately so some tgck for you! :>
Took inspiration in this post
I'm rewatching Hannibal and an AU came to me… unexpectedly.
(Togachako) Hero x Serial killer!AU (feat. pro hero!Deku and Dynamight) ~☆
tw: bad English, lots of rambling, toxic relationship, we're not romanticizing tgck so proceed with caution (and after reading the disclaimer, please), any tw you can associate with Himiko Toga is here (nothing graphic though), overanalysing stuff, amateur psychology and all, dark content in general
Ochako has been unsure what she wants to do after finally starting her hero career, so she basically tries anything she can reach.
Working in the sea with Tsu, galas and interviews with Yaomomo, traveling with Deku (I feel he'd want to spend the rest of his power to see the world and his lots and lots of friends overseas). This time she finds herself getting into the world of quirk-related investigations under the tutelage of Katsuki whose solved criminal case count rapidly approaches the one of Endeavor (his character arc calls to me to be continued after Endeavor's path, please don't pay attention haha).
And with all that, she still tries to save face, knowing that she could've stopped this particular deranged story with just a word.
Why? Well, maybe she knows that no person in the world can leave DNA of people long dead and flaunt bloody confessions on the walls at the same time. No person who's not Himiko Toga.
The traps are set, the cycle starts its turn…
The very start:
° Himiko has genuine fun taunting Ochako with killing civilians while wearing her face
° She thinks she'll give Ochako the "freedom of expressing love" in a way she assumes Ochako wants but can't afford
° Himiko doesn't hide the fact she kills for Ochako and with Ochako's name on her lips
° Himiko torments her victims being transformed into whoever strikes her fancy, but the final strike is always performed so the last thing the poor prey sees is soulful, most gorgeous brown eyes in the world
° Himiko steals blood from the organization Ochako donors for (it's her way of coping with the trauma left by the Final Battle)
° Knowing the traces of her DNA are left at the crime scene even if she certainly didn't leave them there slowly corrodes Ochako's mental defenses
° She starts dreaming and hallucinating about killing those people herself until she can't tell reality from these images
° At one point she sees herself killing people wearing Himiko's face
° Himiko certainly uses it to her advantage. Who'd know when she gets into Ochako's apartment to whisper about all the ways she torments people from the shadowed corners?
° Guilt-tripping Ochako into justifying her actions too
As the madness progresses:
° Ochako can't draw the line between herself and Himiko anymore
° They complete each other in no way that is socially acceptable, but it feels right
° Ochako still tries to convince herself she's a good person and now this applies to Himiko as well because Himiko is "her" now too
° It's like they're drowning and melting into each other, minds a mingled mess of issues and fears, clinging, warping, breaking...
° Ochako's hands are bloody and Himiko hugs her from behind, cooing sweet nothings into her ear as they stare down at the newest "masterpiece" together
° Clay, warm hands and shaking fingers
° Ochako feels phantom touches on her skin all the time
° Himiko is being all giddy and "affectionate" with her victims, calling them "cute little presents" which she leaves for Ochako
The final stages:
° Ochako has a dream of killing Izuku. She fantasizes about it a lot later. There are tons of guilt and self-loathing, but she feels it would be the right thing to do. Become a way to "thank" Himiko by showing her effort isn't one-sided. She somehow knows it'd end the vicious cycle, but she just can't
° The Devil and Stockholm Syndrome (it's kinda questionable, I know, so we're taking it with a grain of salt)
° Dissociation
° Devil's advocate
° Cases named after astronomical phenomena
° Christmas, and Ochaco finds a bunch of vials filled with blood, all wrapped in a pretty thick red ribbon with a pompous bow on top. It's the legacy they've created together
Note:
I don't see the two as a healthy romantic relationship (I don't say you can't, it's just my opinion), so this scenario is relatively close to what I'd call realistic. Ochako who sees herself as a good person in any case (even if she's just too selfish to confront herself deep inside) and Himiko who takes the role of the bad part where Ochako can't.
Psychobabble (I'm no professional, it's more about how I feel than anything):
I based this whole AU on the traits I found in original manga and just extrapolated/exaggerated them into whatever this is now
Ochako loses feeling of what differs saving others and saving oneself and chooses to save "herself" (aka Himiko) in the end
Ochako is outright childish. She can't let the mask of a "hero" slip only because it's her shield against the world. She's torn apart by the ideas society put in her head, she can't imagine the concepts of "protect the weak" and "everyone is valid" existing together
In the end, she just resorts to the Friend or Foe (mine/anyone else) worldview so it's easier to process. Of course, what is "hers" is always considered as right and justified
Her empathy for Himiko has gotten to the point where it starts to consume her. She projects herself, her fears and motivations on Himiko, and it only makes things worse
Although, her empathy is quite selective. She can't empathize with the families of those who are killed by Toga. She thinks she can, but it comes from the guilt brewing inside her (it's still focused on self), not actual ability to put herself in others' place
Ochako feels she can be "like Deku", that she can save and forgive "bad people" like him. She finds comfort in such thoughts and hides behind them so she doesn't need to acknowledge the drastic differences in the situations
About the character archetypes:
For Ochako I can't figure out just one, but if I name the type it'd be "Not Bad But Confused" probably. Issues come from the fact her personality is too adaptive, and her worldview has shifted severely and continues to do so. In this situation, her way of coping happened to be finding an anchor in the wrong person, it happens to people all the time in real life too after all
Himiko shows as a symbolic "Devil", her presence is more phantom/ephemeral. Yes, she poisons Ochako's thoughts greatly, but the most work is done by Ochako and her own insecurities
Deku is similar to her, more of a symbol than a character. He's needed more as a deity-like/almost religious presence. Kinda ironic that his original character is heavily under the Hero Myth's (not sure how it's called in English, sorry) influence which is connected to the Bible in some ways
Katsuki stands out a bit as he's clearly the "workaholic cop" (workaholic hero in our case), no more than that as per his role. He's here so Ochako can value herself as "above his way of thinking". Side by side she clearly comes out as more "understanding" and sympathetic (NOT EMPATHETIC, don't confuse the terms!). Well, he's the person to bring her back to earth. A stoic one without a prominent character arc (it's often considered bad, but a flat arc can also be fine when handled properly)
Dividers are created by me.
If you're willing to take this AU under your wing or do something inspired by it, please credit me (you can tag me too)
my lovelies @dailytogachako @bigclownshoes @luxkycharmz you asked me to tag you, I hope I didn't forget anyone...
Okay, here's my little secret project I mentioned earlier – Toga tarot cards! I've done a tarot reading and am gonna draw every card I got
3 of Cups is always about harmony and girl friendship to me, and it suits Himiko SO WELL
And I came up with a few vibes/headcanons this card gave me:
- Himiko LOVES giving presents. Sharing things is actually her love language
- there are times when she constantly feels restless and/or lacking something even if things are perfectly perfect. This state goes away after venting to someone important to her
- Himiko has a sharp intuition. Her instincts can be described as predatory
- she's the embodiment of "found family" concept. lacking a true bond in childhood, she surprisingly brings a sense of belonging and acceptance to any group she becomes a part of
- despite it all, it's hard for her to draw the line between attentive and needy. she just can't understand why people wouldn't need her presence and contact constantly, so when her loved ones hint at her being overbearing or needing space, it's like a physical hurt
part 1/x
Doomed yuri for the peepers.
TW BLOOD!
Based off this song: https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=W_EI0QaTvcU&si=VwKw8rOs22ULCvzD
I didn't realize this was actually a fan made song for Toga until I showed this to some friends lol. Still very proud of this so.
Sending love ✨
"the cutest girl in the whole world"
TOGACHAKO OR WTV
now before I start I want to say that I do love the ship and I find nothing wrong with likening it as just that a ship and a romantic relationship, but I’m to me I think their relationship and dynamics runs deeper then just wanting to kiss each other and be to say that they are together. I think this relationship is more about understanding and kind of becoming one and realizing that even though they thought they were so different, they were still so the same kind of like one. LIKE ITS SO HARD TO EXPLAIN BUT LIKE EVERY TIME I SEE IT IN THE ROMANCE WAY I JUST CANT CAUSE OF HOW I TAKE TGE RELATIONSHIP AND IT MAKE SO ILL I CANT
The sketch looks better 😭😭
#togachako
Since you guys liked my doomed yuri
|| THIS IS NOT IZUKU, IT'S TOGA, CHANGE MY FUCKING MIND 😭 ||
Then Horikoshi wants to their their relationship is completely platonic and there are no romantic ties and Uradeku is canon. Yes Uradeku is 'canon' and it's his anime he can do as he pleases but come on, your telling me even if Himiko did live these two wouldn't be together? What they'd be 'besties'? It's quite the same with ships like BakuDeku there are those ties he made but he cut them in order to fulfill something different. Personally my favorite ships are Erasermic and TogaChako and I get my ships will never become canon but DON'T MAKE SCENES LIKE THIS IF YOU DON'T WANT PEOPLE SHIPPING THESE CHARACTERS RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH
I can't whole scene is just so beautiful
Song - Wildflower
Togachaco
My first ever fanart! Any tips for improvement???
AU where Uraraka dies instead of Toga, and Toga is left with the uneasy realization she never finds herself falling in love with someone again...
I think they're interested in seeing my WIPs guys...
Toga and Uraraka with matching Kuromi and Hello Kitty tattoos arararrrraaaa
In my heart they are both happy and going on cute dates together and everything is good ❤️
New bisexual flag just dropped
as you wish, countess
I just want them to be happy🥺
She can't forget her smile.
I like the idea that Himiko likes to draw Ochako❤️😭
Y'all remember when Uraraka was hated on for getting in the way of Bakudeku? So funny how it's actually the opposite and Deku got in the way of Togachako
NEW TOGACHAKO FANART !!!
I drew toga and ochako as happy gfs like they deserve!!🙏🏻🙏🏻
art collab with @marronje
It was sm fun!! Thank you for doing a collab with me!!!❤️❤️❤️❤️
They like to kiss each other while floating in the sky, just like the first time they kissed (*cough* cough* that tgchk fight *cough* cough*)
The inspiration came from this and @marronje 🤭
@dailytogachako :3