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5 months ago

So I hope I’m not alone in this but for the longest time I couldn’t imagine Simeon using a quill/pen and paper to write his books. I know he’s terrible with technology so I just pictured him using a super old computer. Why? I still don’t know I could’ve gone for something like a type writer but no my brain said dial up would probably work in the celestial realm right? Like why am I like this.

So I Hope I’m Not Alone In This But For The Longest Time I Couldn’t Imagine Simeon Using A Quill/pen

For anyone wondering this is what i imagine he’d use to work on his books (not both at once but definitely one of these)

I might delete this later I don’t know if any of this makes sense.


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8 months ago

Alright everyone I have a question/request and hopefully some of you are willing to answer or participate. I want to know why your favorite obey me character is the best character. For instance if you like Solomon tell me why he’s so great, or if you like Raphael why is he the best angel boy. I will admit I do have favorites but I’m curious if anyone can convince me to like a character that I’m not sure about. I won’t say who they are though I want to hear honest opinions on this.

-leave comments in this post or send in an anonymous message if you’d prefer to stay anonymous.


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10 months ago

So once again I’m back, on mobile. Please ignore any grammatical errors and spelling mistakes. Not proofread sorry guys . Note there is some NSFW content mentioned but nothing super graphic.

How the Obey me brothers reacts to fanfic and fan art of themselves

So MC being MC goes online and is surprised (but not really) to find out a lot of people write fanfic and make fan art of the brothers and everyone else in Devildom so what better way to say “hello im back” then to bring a small collection of fan art and fanfic MC picked for them to see

*Fan fics will be X reader or x MC. They’ll be referring to it as their mc*

Lucifer

Overall isn’t very surprised to find out he has a loyal following, it’s definitely an ego boost finding out that people make art of him in both written and visual forms

Fan art

- looking at the first few pictures MC shared almost killed this man. Why is everyone drawing him sexually and with Diavolo of all demons!? He knows it’s a joke amongst his brothers for them to say but people can’t be serious.

- setting those pieces aside he moves onto the other (hopefully) less sexual content some cute art work of him and his brothers spending time together with MC and some little characters drawn of him (Levi told him is called chibi art style) Overall very pleasant

- and then he scrolled down and he saw a link to a website selling something called a “dakimakura” of him

-he clicked the link he scrolled for 2 seconds and he closed his laptop and drank demonus straight from the bottle

Fan fiction

- after about one bottle of demonus he thinks he might be able to handle reading some of the stories people have written of him surely it can’t be that bad right…..right

- he sees several categories to choose from so he goes one by one

Fluff- very cute he feels they can be alittle out of his usual self but nothing bad or outrageous he still smiles while reading it makes him feel cozy

Angst- it’s very dark and at times difficult to finish reading he’s been through enough pain and heartache for a lifetime so why are people writing stories about MC dying or something horrible happening to him and his brothers

Crack- Ok who gave mammon the chance to write stupid stuff about him in this list, wait it wasn’t mammon, is it a prank that Satan and belphie are trying to pull, no it’s fans writing this stuff…..he needs another bottle of demonus

Smut- ok back to sexual stuff I guess wait is this about him and MC so this is what they like he’ll probably be bookmarking those for later he’s not usually one to read stuff like this but he sees no harm in indulging in some human realm literature.

Mammon

ok let’s all be honest here mammon is puffing out his chest so much he might need help getting his chest back into place. It’s a huge ego boost just to hear people like him that much to draw art of him and especially to write about him. He says “of course they do! Who wouldn’t be inspired by the great mammon!” But in reality he’s honestly very flattered

Fan art

- he didn’t expect the amount of sexual art and even more so surprised at the amount of it with him blushing and looking so… submissive. (Why does everyone want to see him in a collar or being in his bunny suit or being tied up, honestly he doesn’t know how he feels about the last one) He scrolls down more and slowly the art has him in more of a dominant and powerful position

- he sees all of the cute art of him and MC together and he definitely saved some of the art on his phone but he will never admit to it. He sees alot of silly comics of everyone and some of them do make him laugh and he probably gets an idea or two of some schemes to try

- and the. We get back to the sexual side a lot and I mean ALOT of NSFW art of him and his MC this boy is blushing like crazy he quickly slams the laptop closed, he looks around and slowly opens the laptop back up to scroll down through more of the art

Fan fiction

-ok after he took some time to cool off from the heart attacks he had looking at the art MC picked he scrolls down to see what everyone is writing about him and he is again surprised not of the amount of writing but at the categories and how many there are

Fluff- ok so heart attack part two it’s not sexual so why is his heart racing he feels like kicking his feet and squealing like asmo does when he sees a cute dog or somethin. It’s too cute he feels so giddy but he quickly has to stop because what if his brothers see him or something he can’t be seen acting like asmo

Angst- he got through half a fic but once he saw it mentioned MC dying he couldn’t take it he remembered he already let them down once he never wants to relive that and never wants to let that happen again. Quickly scrolls past it or slams the laptop shut to return at a later time he has to find MC and hold them close just to be reassured that they’re safe

Crack- ok he’s back and he is reading these stories and laughing so hard he can barely breathe oh boy do humans know how to write his brothers or what! He almost bust a gut reading about everyone getting turned into cats!

Smut- he is once again red as a tomato he doesn’t know how to react all he knows is MC is letting him *%#*$! And he’s ^[+\<,? MCs €+•# and he can’t keep reading this at least not out in public

Levi

He’s no stranger to online fandoms and how creative and talented a lot of people are however he also knows how….weird the online community can get and to hear people actually want to draw and write about him a yucky otaku he’s not sure how to feel about it he’s so conflicted

Fan art

- oh boy he’s so excited however after looking at the first piece of fan art he has a panic attack why would someone draw him is such a sexual manner! HIM!? Of all of his brothers and with two well you know (if you know you know😜). This must be some normie tactic he can’t get his blush to cool down! I’m certain if you dipped him into some water it’d start boiling.

-ok he’s alittle bit calmer so he scrolls down and he sees a bunch of cute art work of him in chibi form and so much at of him cosplaying so many characters and they make him look so cool!!

-some of the little comics people draw of him and MC are so cute he honestly wants to commission some art from some of these artists

Fan fiction

-ok he’s prepared for these he’s basically putting war paint on to get through this

-all ready notices categories and the number of fics are not just impressive but once again concerning are these all about him!

Fluff- aww he’s not stranger to fluff he loves reading fluff fics they’re just so cute and wholesome although he does start to giggle when he reads about MC being adorable does start to blush and wonder if he’d ever be able to be as smooth and charming to MC as he is in these fics

Angst- he read the tags nope nope and nope he’s not dumb and he’s not going through anything with those tags

Crack- and once again we’re in the realm of fics he reads a lot I mean how could he not love a story about him being in a video game and he’s the hero and as a bonus his brothers having no idea what to do getting lost and losing battles against some low level slimes, he of course saves the princess wait the princess is asmo…nevermind he hates this one..Next!

Smut- he saw it’s about him and MC he basically explodes he can’t handle this he just can’t….maybe he could try to maybe read them in his room at night he doesn’t want the fans hard work to go to waste and MC made this list does that mean MC wants him to….with them.. ok boy passed out and he’s losing blood fast! Who knew a nose could lose that much blood

Satan

Being a lover for several forms of fiction he’s not only excited but is actually very touched that he is appreciated so much that people want to make any form of art of him. Thinking he’s nothing more than a wrathful punishment to Lucifer always cast in his shadow to have fans of him for him makes him feel seen.

Fan art

-remember how he said he was excited well after scrolling down and seeing the third picture down he’s not as excited, not only is it rather spicy but he’s always in some sort of animal clothing most of the time it’s cat related while yes he love all things cats he likes other things to like…..well he’s certain given enough time he can find something to mention. OK WHY IS EVERYONE DRAWING HIM IN A MAIDS OUTFIT WITH CAT EARS ON!

-he’s half tempted to slam the laptop shut and throw it at the wall but he takes a breath. He keeps scrolling and does find some cute and peaceful art of him reading and some very aesthetically pleasing pieces of him in libraries. He also starts to see some silly stuff of him as well.

-soon he gets to some art of MC and him and while he’s not one to get flustered he does go red when he sees some art of MC in some cat based clothing they have on ears and a tail and well not much else. He can’t help but save it onto his phone no one can know!

-the other pieces are not much more than silly comics here and there but overall the art ended on a good note

Fan fiction

-now this is what he’s truly excited for! He wonders how the fans will write about him seeing the amount and types of categories definitely gets him excited!

Fluff- so cute and cozy he loves the amount of comfort people try to give him and how they show the more sensitive side of him showing how much he loves books and how much he enjoys reading and learning over all he feels seen in some way

Angst- he took time to read the summaries first and he’s honestly afraid to read them especially after feeling the comfort and warmth of the previous stories he doesn’t want to take that away so maybe he’ll read them but for now he’s going to skip over them

Crack- while his not particularly a fan of all the things people write about in these stories whenever they bring up Lucifer’s annoyance he’s very happy. Once he found more stories with the anti Lucifer league he’s taking notes for future plans. (New search history entry demon strength itching powder)

Smut- He is no stranger to this sort of writing however he’s never seen anything of him specifically and most of them are of him and MC, all the sort of things he does to them in these stories is so graphic and well written. Remembering this list was compiled by MC themselves he takes several notes, he’ll definitely be referring back to these stories later.

Asmo

Let’s be real for a second he’s seen so much fan art and fan fiction written about him already by his fans down in Devildom so seeing humans writing and drawing him isn’t surprising, as always he’s flattered and appreciates their work but not surprised at all

Fan art

- all the art work he sees is amazing! Well it is of him so it’s going to be beautiful no matter what! He takes time to loving gaze upon the art and maybe saving a few to recreate later on on his socials as a thank you to the artists.

Fan Fiction

-He’s very excited to see what his creative fan have written about him, although he may not seem it he’s also a tad worried about if all the writing will be sexual or about his appearances he wants people to know he’s more than the avatar of lust and while fan art might not be able to capture it writing could definitely reflect how people perceive him.

Fluff- as soon as he sees this tag he’s curious and hopeful and when he reads the stories his fears are melting away as well as his heart, everything is so sweet and pure and overall cozy he feels so relieved people are writing about him as a person not just the avatar of lust and making sure he feels true comfort and love

Angst- his heart drops when he notices some of the tags being rather familiar with tags for online posts he’s mindful to check these and he can’t read anything without feeling guilty or betrayed in someway he wants fluff. But he also notices there’s not much angst for him at all which helps the blow a lot knowing not maybe people want to write him in such a hurtful way.

Crack- he’s having a good time reading these little stories, some of them are things he could never see happening but that’s what makes them so funny. Mammon paying everything they owes clearing his debts wow these fans really know how to write unrealistic stories but still find it humorous!

Smut- Surprise he knew there’s plenty of this online he saw the word counts and was confused how many ways can someone describe the filthy things they want to do with him. He does notice that even if the smut these people write they still took time to show care for him as an individual he’s almost moved to tears. He wants to thank so many people be prepared for several appreciation videos and live streams!

Note: Alright y’all this took so long to write and it’s insanely long already I’ll definitely do a part two with Beel,Belphie, Dia and anyone else y’all would like. But since this was written over the course of a few days I didn’t want it to feel disjointed so I’m cutting it off here and hopefully y’all will enjoy it


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10 months ago

Hey everyone just wanted to give you all a heads up I’m working on some more stuff and one of them is super long so be ready, I think it’ll be best to break it up into parts one for the brothers and another for the side characters but tell me what you think is best.


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10 months ago

Dumb? Dense? Both

(This may or may not have been based off an actual interaction I had back in high school) So again I’m working with mobile, sorry for any grammar or spelling mistakes

Satan: The person I like doesn’t seem to notice I have feelings for them, I’ve been dropping them the most insanely obvious hints I could think of for like a year now.

MC: Wow. They sound stupid.

Satan: They’re not. They’re really smart, just very dense. I’m trying to figure out how to make it more clear.

MC: Maybe you need to be even more obvious? Like… point blank “Hey! I love you!”

Satan: I guess you’re right. Hey MC, I love you.

MC: see! Just say that!

Satan: Holy fucking shit.

MC: If that flies over their head then, sorry, but they're too dumb for you.

Satan: I want to kill you

MC: Woah! I just helped you with your love life and that's how you treat me?!?

Satan: You are my love life!

*a while after I posted this I also realized this would work for belphie and MC as well*


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10 months ago

So I made and posted on Mobile so please excuse my poor grammar and spelling mistakes

The Brothers and Dateables search history

Lucifer

How old is the oldest demonus

How many cups of coffee is too much coffee

How many days can a demon go without sleeping

Where to buy cursed rope

Mammon

How much is the Grimm to human realm currency

How many forms of currency are in the human realm

Loan shark protection agency

Free loan shark protection agency

How old do humans live

How to keep human alive for longer

How much sleep does a human need

Can humans die from a cough

How to tell if human is dying

How long do humans sleep

Can human die from being woken up

Debt forgiveness

Levi

When will the next volume of TSL be released

Ruri-Hana figure

Ruri-Hana concept art book

Ruri-Hana TSL crossover real?

Pet goldfish cosplay

How to convince human to cosplay

How to stop nosebleed

Newest episode of TSL

When will the next volume of “that time I was turned into a cat girl detective and now I have to solve crimes until I can find the person who cursed me only to find out they’re my childhood friend” be out

When will the next episode of “I’m a submissive demon in love with a nice and dominant human but can’t seem to get my feelings across to them” air

Satan

Cat cafe near by

Cat adoption center

Cat bookstores near me

Cat detective costume

Matching detective costumes with cats

Human realm book stores

Cursed book auction

First edition human world book auction

How to hide cat in library

Does decaffeinated coffee taste different from normal coffee

Where to buy decaf coffee

Curses that cause person to have uncontrollable sneezing

Asmo

Asmodeus

Asmodeus fan club

Asmodeus pictures

Asmodeus fan club forums

Asmodeus modeling

Asmodeus endorsed brands

#asmodeus

#asmodeus_fan

Asmodeus Devilgram fan page

Beel

Restaurants near me

Restaurants near me

All you can buffet near me

How to not get banned from all you can eat restaurants

How much food should a human eat

What foods can humans eat

Human realm restaurants

How to get unbanned from human realm restaurant

Restaurants near me

Belphie

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New keyboard

Keyboard pillow

Lavender scented pillow spray

Human realm Planetarium

Devildom planetarium

Where to buy matching Star necklaces and bracelets

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AosneisodicfnsiOwkwbejduxoccjdjaospfkfnjdxi

Diavolo

What foods are safe for humans

Do humans like warm weather

Do humans need sunlight

New beachfront properties

Little D snacks

How to make friends

What does Yeet mean

How to Yeet something

What is it based off of

What does based mean

Why do my friends keep telling me to cook

Barbatos

Rare human realm teas

Tea cake recipes

Human realm Cream puff vs Devildom cream puffs

Where to buy vintage tea sets

Rat traps

What is a rat king

Where to buy Flame throwers

Human safe cake recipes

Simeon

*he couldn’t figure out how to open the search engine*

Luke

Cake recipes

Cream puff recipes

How to not get poisoned by Solomon’s cooking

Where to buy angel cake molds

How to teach someone how to use computers

How to stop being called Chihuahua

How to grow taller fast 


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10 months ago

Since I feel like sharing my headcanons was insanely fun I’m going to be doing more! So same as before here are some more. sorry for any spelling or grammatical errors I’m having fun

MORE Random And Oddly Specific Obey Me Headcanons

Familiar Edition

All of the brothers familiars are very attached to MC however mammons Crows are the most attached to MC sometimes choosing her side over his side.

I can see MC walking back from RAD noticing a demons really pretty hair pin saying they wish they had that hairpin, later that night a crow is tapping on MCs window with a hair pin as a gift and surprise it’s the exact one she was wanting.

Contrary to popular belief I think Asmodeus familiars would be only animals he sees as beautiful and unfortunately for MCs with Arachnophobia and/or Entomophobia (like myself) most of them are surprisingly (or unsurprising) Scorpions and Spiders like peacock jumping spiders are his personal favorites he finds their colors and eyes so beautiful. And another unfortunate (or fortunate) thing depending on your views of bugs or arachnids is Devildom spiders and scorpions are big like much bigger than ones from the human realm like Australia sizes (if you know you know)

Asmo might try to help MC with any sort of Arachnophobia by showing them some of his most colorful and cutest familiars they all love her so they’ll show off all of their cool patterns or dance, but if Asmodeus senses any once of fear from MC he’ll try to find another way to introduce them to you getting an idea of maybe dressing them up in tiny clothes would work (spoiler it did not)

I know alot of people think that Lucifer’s familiar would be either Cerberus or a peacock like his animal counterpart but I think it’s much more of a he doesn’t have an “official familiar” he tends to help his brothers care of their familiars (he’s a hard working single father of 6 boys)

Satans familiars are cats I will not explain there’s no need to

Beel much like Lucifer no official familiar but he does seem to have a fondness for cows. No Beel hamburgers can’t be familiars unfortunately.

Levi has 3; Henry 1.0, Lotan, and one very timid koi fish he found in the garden pond he thought about having it and Henry 2.0 share a tank but quickly found out putting them in the same tank is asking for trouble. And no Henry 2.0 is not a familiar that’s his best friend not some animal.

Belphie has a familiar surprise! It’s not a cow, it’s not a cat, and it’s not a bat. It’s actually a tortoise he found on his way to RAD one day he thought it was cute keeping pace with his slow sleepy steps and actually bit Lucifer when he first saw him, and then ate part of his uniform as well so for belphie he was in love with the little guy.


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8 months ago

Sometimes, I like to imagine what Kim and Harry would do together after all of DE like in their line of work

For example: Kim and Harry go to find a lost kitty

Kim: "Detective, how does a lost cat connect to our current case? Let's just report this back to the precinct and let the lost-and-found department handle this case." he looks down at his notebook uninterested in finding the cat

Logic: There is no lost-and-found department.

Composure [Easy:Failure]: The poor kitten is lost and afraid. Curl up in a ball and cry at how devastating that image is.

Rhetoric [Medium:Success]: Show Kim how much this lost cat means to you. That'll convince Kim to listen.

Harry: "But Kim, the kitty... he's lost and needs to find a way home..." you look up at Kim with tears blurring your vision

Perception [Trivial:Sucess]: There in the tree you walk past, you hear a familiar cry of a lost soul

Harry: "Kim, did you hear that?"

Kim: "Detective, we need to-"

Harry: "There! Up in the tree!" You point to the branch in which the stands afraid

Kim: "I don't see it, Detective." He squints his eyes, trying to locate the branch where he hears the voice from

Visual Calculus [Easy:Failure]: You could easily climb up there in the tree, grab the cat, and come down heroically, proving to Kim that you were in fact right in helping this cat.

Harry: You clumsily climb the tree, almost falling on your way up, and when you get to the branch where the cat is, you reach for the branch using it as support.

Harry: The branch can't support your weight and breaks as both you and the cat fall off the tree

Lost Cat: As he is falling, he notices Kim and prepares to land square on his face

Pain Threshold [Trivial:Sucess]: You've experienced worst pain than this before, walk it off.

Kim:"Detective, are you okay?" The cat is still hugging Kim's face as he gently pulls the cat off and cradles it like a baby.

Harry: Picking yourself up, you notice the cat has cuddled up to Kim and wished you were the cat right now

Harry:"Let's go back to the precinct and return the cat to its owner" there's a hint of jelousy in your voice as the cat looks at you without a care in the world

*Back at the precinct*

Jean Vicquemare: "Did you make any progress in the case?" he looks over at Kim and notices the cat in his hand. "...not again..."

Empathy [Easy:Failure]: He looks tired, I think he's taken on too many cases and needs a good night sleep.

Harry: "Did you want me to grab a cup of coffee for you?"

Jean Vicquemare: "Shitkid, how many times have I told you to focus on your case. We've got enough case load as is, and you helping a lost cat doesn't help anybody here." he tries his best not to raise his voice but is clearly upset and exasperated.

Kim: "I'm sorry, Lieutenant. I tried to convince him out of it, but you know how he gets." Kim tries to calm Jean but clearly Jean is upset at you and not Kim.

Jean Vicquemare: "Listen, Lieutenant Kitsuragi, while I appreciate your attempts at trying to convince him, shitkid over here needs to get his shit together to complete the case soon or else..." he's looking at you with a glare

Rhetoric: Feel around your pocket. Remember the clues you picked up on your way back to the precinct. Maybe that'll convince Jean to get off your case.

Composure [hard:failure]: Shit shit shit. Jean is right. You picked up nothing. Nada. Your pocket only holds trinkets of your trip. Oh god, what are we going to do.

Drama [easy:failure]: Lie about your trip. Maybe if you convince Jean that the trinkets you picked up along that way was a gift for him he'd let you go

Harry: Pulls out a pinecone from your pocket. "Jean, this is for you, my dearest partner. I found it while we were out, and it reminded me of you. " You look at him with puppy dog eyes.

Jean Vicquemare: "..." he sighs tired and ready to give up on you entirely

*end scene*


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4 months ago

You know the Billy Batson brain rot is strong when bully starts auto correcting to Billy


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3 months ago

Okay so I just rent on a rant to my sister about Teen Titans Go and I figured I’d post it here cause yeah um.

ALSO IF YOUR A FAN OF THE SHOW THATS TOTALLY OKAY BUT IM NOT GONNA BE TALKING POSITIVELY ABOUT IT SO JUST A HEADS UP!!!!!

Okay so basically I really, REALLY hate it. Like I’ll be honest I’ve seen some really funny shit from it that has made me laugh out loud but that doesn’t excuse everything else. The entirety of the show just feels like one big mockery of the original and they degrade and scrape every character into a joke and it’s so fucking humiliating.

Like I’ll be honest the original was better, and I know I sound like one of those people who can’t appreciate new things but I do feel like we can make a new generation of Teen Titans without it being just pure brain rot. Like we don’t need it to be brain rot at all. And I get that the show also talks about real world stuff and important things in real life like taxes and such but that doesn’t make up for all the fart jokes (everything in this show is just a punchline at some point I’m sorry).

And I HATEEE how they did the characters it’s just so UGH. Its just really sad. I really hate how they did Cyborgs character the most because he was so cool and the mature but fun who was actually really smart and strong (they also could’ve given him more screen time and love in the original). The show also weirdly sexualize Starfire and Raven and it’s like whyyyy why would you do that.

And I’m not saying the original show was perfect, because nothing is perfect. The OG had plenty of flaws but it was still really cool and it was dark and edgy but made for older kids and was just entertaining in general.

ALSO THE STUPID GRRR the designs in the DC Superhero Girls is just. What. They somehow manage to make a bigger mockery of these character and it’s like, they use to be so cool and fun. Im sorry, I don’t want to be to hateful.

So final thought, I think DC is just kinda going downhill, especially with the new fart fetish comic they’re releasing. The same thing goes with Marvel as well. Both companies ran out of ideas for they’re stories so they either reuse content or turn it into fast brain rot and they keep pumping these movies and episodes out by the minute without any love or care because it gets them money faster. And I’m so sad to see both of my favorites superhero franchises turn more and more into heartless, soulless, greedy businesses. I know I sound like a hippy but I grew up with this kind of stuff and I love love love superhero’s so much, I just hope it gets better.

Sorry if this was super long uh yeah thanks for reading :D


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1 year ago

Ref sheet:)

Ref Sheet:)

I lobe hernshe iso cool🫶💞🧡💛🦅

Fun fact! I started this forever ago and then abandoned and forgot about it because I thought her pose was boring, I came back to it recently and was like “damn! I can work with this!” and added the mouth and paw and writing. I always try to avoid cat mouths and paws but it’s okay and I need to learn that practice is good and it’s okay if my art looks bad because it’s just for me and no one cares🫶 anyways meow cats


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1 year ago

My little sister was complaining about a boy in one of her classes and I swear she said his name was ‘Clapton’

I have such severe brain rot 😔


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1 year ago

My ADHD ass in 8th grade hyper-fixating on a book and reading 500 pages in a day:

My ADHD Ass In 8th Grade Hyper-fixating On A Book And Reading 500 Pages In A Day:

Me @ my therapist in 10th grade:

Me @ My Therapist In 10th Grade:

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2 months ago

Look I know we’re not getting shit with the episode count now a days but obsessed with flashbacks to the people the ghosts loved in life. Like let them haunt the narrative PLEASE

Janet whose father spirals, always thinking of how he could have saved her if he forced her to stop. Getting worse and worse, doubling down on his beliefs even as he crumbles. Her brother, forced into the role she dreamed of. Knowing that every step he takes leaves her bloody footprints behind him. How she feels so forgettable but her shadow has been at every one of her family’s shoulder for decades. Her father dying at the hand of incompetence and feeling her fingers dig into his flesh knowing she would have been great. That his faith in a twisted falsity won’t forgive him. The eyes in the fire burn their skin and scorch their pride.

Rhonda who so clearly left love behind. Her best friend seeing her in every blur in her peripheral. How the lyrics turn acidic in her mouth, how she hears a snort and “seriously, cherry pop?” every time but her voice is so, so hoarse. How the gravel in her own burns like hands on her own skin. Rhonda who stuck her classmates to the core. It had to be her fault, had to be, or else it could be them. Or it could be theirs. Rhonda who is swept away but holds an iron grip on their shoulders. Who watches over every failure with the surety that she would have been better. Her parents, crushed under the loss of the only good thing they ever did. Marjorie’s voice lingers and generations feel her fingers over their throat; a lost mystery that drags them forward.

Wally being the fragility of their own lives. Untouchable and above it all, dying in an instant with a broken neck and the promises he was made. The future they were so sure he had, the way he could have made it. But no one knew him. Every story is empty, every memory wrong, he’s forgotten even with a thousand retellings and a blaring stadium named after him. His mother standing in the moment he had. Lost in a split second loop even as decades move past her. How he moves on before they do, haunting because of what they lost in him and no one remembering what he lost for himself. A life lived and mourned for others.

Charley who was swept under the rug. Who no one wants to think of. Who makes them consider their cruelty, they humanity. Who died surrounded by people, knowing they coaxed him into death with kicks and laughs. How an accidental death with no murderer is still a trial of human cruelty. Emilio, aching for years at his own naivety, trying to be better, to make it better for the next Charley. Except Charley is always there (actually this time) and he still can’t hold on. Moving on and feeling every breath stolen from someone else’s lungs. How one boy meant nothing and said so much about people who never saw him. His parents, asked the question of would they rather a dead or gay son but knowing there was never a choice cause they were one and the same and maybe that’s their fault. Emilio holding his husband, seeing baby Charlie on the monitor, knowing a part of him will never not be 17.

Idk if any of this made sense but just give me the people left behind, let them have an impact. I’m losing my mind


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5 months ago

Putting spider to Moana was a bad idea I will not be sleeping


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4 years ago

My Ninjago brainrot was slowly coming to an end, and then I redownloaded Tumblr and now completely revived the brainrot. Thanks Tumblr.


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