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Crashing Out - Blog Posts
No way my tumblr randomly closed while I was writing something. I’m going insane
LMAOOOOO i can’t with this kid. i love tommyinnit man
BEING SCOLDED BY HANK GREEN IS CRAZY
i SWEAR if i ever find who decided that canceling the Yuri on ice movie was okay… THEY WONT BE SURVIVING. WHY?! See you next level my ass bro.
They are so cute they make me angry and i need more. Thank you for listening to my ted talk. I’m gonna go take a walk so i stop hyperventilating 🤗
GUYS THE TIKTOK BAN WENT THROUGHHH
im gonna literally jump (not fr guys i swear)
i CANNOT do this rn
hii welcome to my blog :D
i’m in like a million different fandoms so my reblogs are all over the place.. oh well!! <3
tiktok: lexriley_ alt- ..sykic
how're you supposed to be normal after finishing the magnus archives no glue no borax
I finished it during free time at school today my friends were very concerned 💔
So chat
im supposed to learn math
in korean
I’m Korean but I’m shit at Korean tbh
and the teacher is talking too fast so it sounds like rapping
I zoned out so I tried drawing my designs for Kendra instead
This post is the most reasonable crashout
The criticism, meanwhile, is not
lmao are they upset over him breaking down over finally healing his comatose mom, which is basically the pillar of why he's been doing all of this in the first place
it kind of is funny that he became the template for the "stoic chad aura farmer" archetype but a lot of his copycats forget about this part of him (as well as the goofy bits)
This shit pissing me tf off because every time I ask someone wtf homestuck is they just say “I can’t explain it” “I can’t tell you” “you won’t get it” “it’ll take too long” “you don’t wanna know”
LIKE YESS THE FUCK I DO WANNA KNOW ACTUALLY THATS WHY I FUCKING ASKED YOU DIP SHIT RAAAHHH
I DONT CARE HOW LONG IT TAKES LIKE MF YOU ACT AS IF IM NOT WILLING TO LISTEN!
I WANNA KNOW BECAUSE I KEEP SEEING SHIT ABOUT IT ONLINE RANDOMLY AND I HAVE NO FUCKING CLUE WHAT ANY OF IT MEANS!! I WANNA KNOW!! I WANNA KNOW SO BAD..
Like they can’t even tell me ANYTHING about it and just shut it down when I wanna know like is it bad??? I’m so confused and no one online elaborates and I just can’t take it anymore!! I wanna know I don’t care like just spill it dudes!!
Like at least tell me what it IS so I can look into it myself at LEAST like damn.
Anyway sorry for the short crash out.
Video preview for "Solo", an OMORI piano arrangement sheet music book & CD!
Chat ima crash out if i’m looking at school spirits posts and Milo Manheims BARE ASS SHOWS UP AGAIN. ‼️I DONT WANNA SEE THATS SHIT GET IT OFF MY PHONE SCREEN NOW‼️ 🙏 IDC HOW ATTRACTIVE THAT MF IS I DON’T WANNA SEE THAT
Phighting and Pokemon has taken my fixation rn but the comic will be posted by at least tomorrow
Guys now that tiktok is officially banned where am I gonna get my fix of jinx, vi, Cait, and Abby edits?
How is a lesbian to survive?
I AM ACTUALLY CRASHING OUT RN ITS NOT EVEN FUNNY
About to reinstall discord!!
To check if i missed any important messages!1!!
To check if my favorite person messaged me!!!
To only see an empty inbox
To 0 messages
To an empty dm list.
Another reminder that I have no one to talk to.
For many years of longing, I craved attention from my favorite people. To be loved, to be looked at, to be the only thing in their mind.
I would obsess over them day and night. Where my life was bleak and boring without any interaction with them. I'd get depressed and hopeless without their attention, imagining hurtful scenarios of them leaving, and remembering that these feelings of mine will forever be within me. They will never know. I will not let them know. No matter how much I like them this feeling.
At the same time, I hate it with a passion. I do not like feeling like I have no control. So I do what's best. I ghost everything just because of one person. I leave. But I always come back pathetically yearning for their attention again. Because I can't stand being alone.
You know what's funny though? I met someone... who for the first time reciprocated my feelings without me having to say anything.
I was scared. I was so scared.
I've always been an obsessive person to those I liked. So why... did I hate it the moment they liked me back?
Did i even like them? If not, then does that mean i didn't actually like the previous people before?
Did i simply make up an image of them?
Or is it that I just don't like him? And maybe that's why I didn't like his confession.
I feel gross. I hate that I rejected him and I went back to using him as fuel for my sick fantasies. I hate that I still want his attention.
I hate looking at blogs that have romantic shit that says cheesy things like "what I crave for him to do."
I hate it
I no longer look at men with such rose-tinted glasses anymore. I feel empty. I feel repulsed.
I feel nothing at all.
