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Sorry I haven't been posting, kinda forgot that I had a blog. But I have something to share. TW of SA and brief SH
I read something on here, I didn't safe the post or remember who it's from, about Firefighter. For those of you who don't know what it is it's a rape "game". When someone asks you to play Firefighter and you say yes, it's "content" to let them rape you. Reading that made me remember about when I was sexually assaulted. It made me remember more details leading up to it and even made me remember the date of it, March 18th 2021. And surprisingly, I didn't break down, I didn't relapse on my SH, I got angry, pissed, I still am angry but not as bad. I hate that I remembered when it's way too late to do anything and that I still can't remember it fully. I hate that after I started making peace with it, I had to remember more of it.
I started to realize that the "game" is kind of coming back to light so I want to tell people about it to warn them. So if anyone EVER asks you to "play", run for the hills, scream your head off, and find authorities. Don't respond to the person, just run.
Combined days 4 and 5, self influenced cannibalism !!!!
i cut myself with a dr pepper can
i cut myself with a doctor pepper can/ so funny
hhahahaahheehehheehahhahahahaa dr pepper ahhaha
Advice?
TW: SH (no pictures)
Hey! I recently used plasters (band-aids) on styros, but I've come out in a small rash and the area is swollen? It's done it once before but it's suddenly worse now? This was my first time using the new brand so i think that may be the issue. Any advice on what to do, how am i meant to heal them without? Thanks!
I have the same thing on my forearms and this picture illustrates it well
(´･ω･)
Help this is TOO real
sorry but I love baby cut scars it's cute ....well mine are (☆ denial ☆ )
I drew stars on my scars ☆☆☆
menhera/jirai can reblog doing the same thing
★﹒₊‧ how they crush
Hantas feelings develop over time, but he is entirely in the dark about them until one day when he looks over at you and sees your gorgeous & sleepy expression on your face, still smiling over to him in the middle of your movie night when it all hits him. He's in love with his best friend.
Love at first sight type of magic. You enamored Izuku from the moment you stepped into his line of sight. You're just so...pretty. Perfectly crafted by whatever beings are in control. You are in 3 of his classes, and he seriously spends his free time in those classes just staring at you. Well, he is not blatantly staring. He does try to keep it discreet, laying his head down the desk and slightly opening his eyes so that he can see you focusing on wtv you're doing.
Katsuki's feelings developed steadily. At first, there was nothing at all; then he found himself staring at you longer, then he caught himself wondering about you; what you were doing, what you liked to do, if he could help you in your studies? Unlike everything else he does, katsuki pines after you quietly. Watching you from afar, silently hoping you'll notice him but also hoping you won't see him looking at you with such admiration. He somehow manages to bring you into conversation without his friends questioning it. Still, it wasn't until one night you convinced him to sneak out of the dorms a little past curfew to get some snacks from the nearby store that he realizes all he has done and is willing to do for you is because he's in love with you.
★﹒₊‧ 11:10pm
sero would find you at 11:10pm the night before your exams, asleep on the cold marble counter in the kitchen of the dorms where you were studying. instead of leaving you there or waking you up, he carefully picks you up, kola style, and brings you to your bed, then goes back to pack all your things back into your school bag. he visits you one last time in your room. he says it's to make sure you didn't wake up confused within that 10 minutes, but actually it's so he can slip into bed with you. he knows it's against the schools rules to have sleepovers in the dorm on school nights especially after 8pm, but when you gravitate towards his body on that cold november night, wrapping your arms around his slim frame, it's worth the possible weeks detention.
★﹒₊‧ more sero headcanons bc i'm in love w him
in middle school he started puberty before everyone meaning he had bad acne before everyone else too :/ and he was so insecure about it that he would drown his skin in chemicals so much so that it just got worse until his sister (i also hc that he is the 2nd oldest of 5 BIG FAMILY) went into his room and saw all those damn products that doesn't do shit so she took him to a dermo and got him on some actual good shit that help. but he does still have light purple-ish acne scars on the bottom of his cheeks which are pretty faint but but look so good in him.
like i said he had a rlly big family. 5 siblings (including him) and he's the 2nd oldest. it goes his oldest sister(19), sero(16), twin boys (10), and a sister (2). his older sister is in her first year at uni studying to be a pharmacist and she has a very calm and inviting presence. like you just instantly feel safe with her and want to tell her all your secrets. denki 100% tried to hit on her the first time he went to his house over break. the two twins are rowdy as hell. they absolutely destroy the house on the regular and sero finds himself cleaning it up before his parents get home. (sweetest boy ever) his youngest sister is only two but she is prefect. yk the whole 'terrible 2's' thing most kids go through? yeah not her. she's so quiet and amused by everything around her she only cries when he's REALLY hungry or she's hurt/scared. sero and his brothers are also so protective over her and def will be when she gets older. his parents work so incredibly hard to keep their children happy. his dad owns a dinner in their small town and his mom is a teaches english and AP european literature at a private high school.
his music taste is all over the board. i can see him liking bands like valley, coin and artist like frank ocean or/and tyler the creator, especially when he's in a love sick mood.
i feel like he eats the most clean out of the bakusqaud. like bakugou eats gel they but he also downs those ultra spicy ramen packet things. not that sero is trying to be healthy i just don't think he cares for/likes junk food that much. like hell only eat junk food if he's out with friends and they stop at like some place.
also he played basketball in middle school and he was GOOD AT IT TOO! idk how basketball works but ik he was good as hell. ik canonically he's not very popular but i'm ignoring that bc in my head sero is popular. not like he's hanging out with ppl, partying 24/7 or in drama type of popular, just like everyone knows him and tells him bacially everything. he's your girlfriends "guy bestie🥺" and he knows all the drama. HES A FLIRT TOO i don't remember if i mentioned that in my last post or not but it's worthy mentioning twice.
thank u for reading ♥︎
my scars fading<<<<
having more space to cut>>>>
alex g reference???
i wanna crack a rib.
Got termed spent a few months off of tumblr binging, but I'm back and fatter than ever. I'm a minor so if that makes you uncomfortable then DNI. Ugw is 88lbs/39.9kg. Ed accounts please Interact!! 🤍
someone please see i’m struggling and be gentle to me!!! wipe the blood from my skin, hold me, kiss me, comfort me until i feel like something, until i feel like i’m worth existing
I'm tired I'm so fucking tired of waking up every morning having to do the same damn thing, I'm tired of having to get dressed to look pretty so I don't get made fun of at school or in public, I'm tired of not being enough, I'm tired of living on this damned rock we call earth. I'm tired of fucking breathing, I'm so done. I want to cry but when I need to no tears come out, I want to cvt my$e|f but I cannot since I've been caught I miss that euphoric feel of blood dripping down my skin, every movement I made with my wrist hurt and burned so I knew it was there, I miss the burning sensation of when I cut into my skin, I miss when I didn't get caught with my scars, id be free, cvtTïng just made this fucking planet more tolerable I'm so tired I want to sleep and dream forever, I want to cry, hard. I want to scream to the point my throat is horse and my lungs hurt as I'm barely managing to gasp for air, I want to break everything I want to hurt myself again, I want to be covered in scars of my own making I NEED them to just cover my wrists, thighs and arms but I CANT. I don't want help I want to harm myself. I'm tired of having to be forced to wake up just to get ready for society's judgement. I'm tired of this cursed planet I'm tired of these evil people. I just want to go home, idk where home is but it surely isn't here. My heart hurts to be here, I'm tired man, tired of this bullshit we call life..
y’all ever just
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA IM SO FUXKING SICK AND TIRED OF LIVING LIKE THIS I CANT FUCKING TAKE THIS SHIT ANYMORE. RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA-
Sameee
I wish sh was normal so I could do it and nobody would question or care if they saw it
i gained ten pounds and broke up with my boyfriend
Now i’m like the soul sucking extremely depressed and hopeless mentally ill instead of the manic 🌈💕🌸 mentally ill where i felt good but knew it was bad
what are your ways to punish yourself when you binge or eat more than you want to? besides the basic starving,binging more lol, purging and stuff. like unconventional ways or something
I think about it so much when I eat more, it's all I think about for hours and I really wanna sh and stuff but I also like deprive myself of stuff I like too, just things I like to do.
I'm just curious what weird stuff other gorgeous but ed girls do
when you were planning to go nintendo 64 mode and end it all with prozac Or a knife but your parents hid the knifes and you don't have enough prozac and all you have is a safety pin and pencil
me after watching two middle aged men make a shrimp gun becuase a shrimp gun is better than sh
i rel@psed.
fuck
i couldnt even make it to one week
im so fucking done w this shit
(i wanna pack my bags n run away, i cant do this shit anymore istg)