Cvtting Is Silly - Blog Posts

I really want to cvt, how many should i do, I'm interested in how many everyone else is like doing on a normal day

Can someone give me advice of where to get blades,I live with my parents and can't buy anything, sooo you know just items that have blades

Tattoo 🫀😍

I've had trauma since a long time since childhood, when I was younger I used to be creative and explorative, but something eventually has changed, I stopped thinking of rash decisions and for me this hell became objective reality. Everything seemed to be nihilistic, there was no hope or meaning to persevere, it felt for long like a trap and it still feels that way. I became a person who was desperate for a hope, for something to prove me wrong. But I was always proven not, in fact I became naive and cruel at the same time, because for me it was life and death option. I needed some reassurance this world is good and not birthed from bestial malice. At the end, I was never wrong about a damn thing.

However, even though being objective gives you kinder better understood perspective on life, it is not good. You find a perfect answer, after that you become stale. It seems in this world there is no happy ending, when you reach "it" you will end with despair again. You may try any path, and you will always end with the same despair. I am not sure if it actually implies to human perception everywhere, but somewhere deep I was irritated that everyone "got it" except for me, like everyone knew how to get away with evil except for me who was real dumb chump. Even at school, everybody knew how to cheat during final exam papers and did so. Except for me and one other jewish classmate. Everybody knew how to properly bully others. But I haven't been perse "brave" as much as logical, as long as I can read it it's not scary. So I played smart. And unfortunately, it has messed me up. Objectively, sole way to win life is to die for my conclusion.

Human perception is birthed of flaws since leaving the Eden, there is no real way any longer to win. Perception is doomed to fall.

Yet, I never once acknowledged that I did have happy moments, but it has never felt to me because the life kept going and it made me feel like I am outpaced all the time. Maybe, that sense of security from objective point of view is something I must let go off somehow. I honestly have no clue how scary the world is without logic, but logic has never managed to cure it. I believe you and I got scammed into believing it did and had false hopes for technology.

But hey, knowing this it is very possible that human livestocks will genuinely happen in far future. Oh well, we can't stop it from happening. Visit churro.

my scars fading<<<<

having more space to cut>>>>

sfx makeup

not real

i just like to do super realistic makeup

last warning

i’ve been clean for over 2 months and promised my bsf i wouldn’t do it again…

but i was so triggered today i just had to.

ik i’m an ana blog so this post is a bit off-brand for me but i js thought my cvts looked kinda cool tdy

Intro post

Hi everyone! My name is Archie and this my intro post!

What will my blog contain?

Recovery tips for @namia, $h, ptsd/c-ptsd, depression and anxiety

Joyful moments, pretty things, achievements of myself and my peers

Poetry, photography and other art I or my loved ones make (mostly about mental health)

My struggles in recovery and how I pushed past them

Love and positivity

DNI : I don't have any dnis really, dont be an asshole or a pedo, over 18 can interact with my posts but please dont dm me anything weird

(tl;dr under the cut)

Every time I open social media im greeted with something horrible. I want to make this account to spread light to the people in the dark like I was for so long. Not everyone is as lucky as me, I have incredible support networks that i will be forever grateful for. I'm going to post recovery tips, joyful moments, my struggles with recovery and how I am overcoming them. I aim to pour my heart and soul into this project as a gift to myself and other people who are still struggling like i once did. I have learned and grown so so much over the past few years and I'm still working on bettering myself but the internet can be a scary place and i want to make it just that tiny bit better.

ACTUALLY being stuck and having NO solution but suicide is so unbearably cruel

Always, ‘Why do you cvt?’ ‘What’s wrong?’ ‘Stop..For me😔’ ‘Why would you do that?!’ ‘Ew.’ ‘Attention seeking.’

and NEVER, ‘’Oooh that’s hot, let me help you boo.💋💋’’

I really need to cut my all my blades are so dull. :(

She’s literally so perfect omg, I wanna get yarts then cvt with her, but idk if she’d be up for that. 😔

I’ve been cvtting all afternoon..It’s so euphoric, but I always feel like I need to go deeper after a while bc it just doesn’t effect me in the same way. I’m always thinking about how much easier it will be to cvt when I’m thin.

ALL SFX NOT REAL!!

BLOCK DON’T REPORT!!

MAKEUP PRACTICE!

Ignore my fat thighs but I thought my cuts looked pretty today.

JUST TOOK A SHARPINER FROM MY ART TEACHER, I’VE BEEN MAKING CUTE BABY STYRO’S ALL DAY, SINCE I’VE BEEN HOME. ❤️❤️❤️

Where do I get razors? Like I really wanna try the Matgicol ones, but my parents are always on my ass about cutting, and my mom took all my razors. And those were just from pencil sharpeners, they were barley effective anyway.

relapsing core <3

telling him i relapsed y’all IM SO SCARED

so i’m actually ending it. he’s gonna be upset with me cause i relapsed. fuuuuckkkk.

dm if u want pics

my man said it was wrong of my friend to give me advice and tips for cvtting and said i need to be better BUT I DONT WANT TOOO

he knew what he was doing when he chose the mentally ill one

what do you use for $h? (like razor blades, glass, ect)

i use the blades from razors, i think they work the best. i don’t use a specific brand or anything just what’s there yk

i swear i cannot be the only one who scrolls and looks at sh when i’m bored or when i’m eating

WAIT CAN I SEE THE CARVING I CANT DM BC I FORGOT TO CONFIRM MY EMAIL BUT IF U SEND IT I CAN STILL SEE GAHHH

GURLLL I DKNT WANNA GET T WORDED, i might put a filter on it if you want OR try to confirm your email

can y’all please please PLEASE ask me anonymous questionssss

i’m in school and i’m so boreddd

my man said he’s proud of me for not cvtting and said even if i do it’s okay because i’m trying but i reallyyyy don’t know what to do, i haven’t in a few days since i carved his name but i really want to, the urges are so strong but he’s gonna ask me why and a bunch of other shit (he’s studying psychology so he’s always on my ass” WHAT DO I DOOOO

stop y’all, i literally opened tumblr while on the school wifi and forgot they have certain things blocked and when i opened tumblr it showed the “this is usually your dashboard” SHIT AND I GOT SO SCAREDDDD

Haii :3 i just wanted to say that you're really cool! ^^

hiii!! omg thank you so so much youre so sweetttt <3 <3

i’m just scared i’m gonna get t worded again

I DID IT!! DM IF YOU WANNA SEE

i love my man i would carve his name into me for him.

i love my man i would carve his name into me for him.