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The way Vox looks at Alastor is killing me š
IT WAS 4 AM WHEN I WAS READING THIS AND IMAGINING THIS DUDE SITTING ON HIS DESK AND WRITING THIS WITH A SAD FACE ALMOST MADE ME CRY AAHH I LOVE HIM SM ššā¼ļøā¼ļøš«¶š«¶
Edit: DON'T read the tags, i look like im mentally ill.
#016
Dear Diary,
At the moment, Hirotsu @fallingcamelliapetals is not at home, and unfortunately, I have far too much time to think. I've also regrettably turned to the bottle again and am becoming sentimental... how I hate that...
Damn it... everything I've been pushing down is rising up like poison.
Natsume is to blame for everything. He thought it would be a good idea to introduce us. I still remember our first encounter very well. You were so cold... just like always... For some reason, I tried to elicit some emotion from you, but I always failed. And although I generally don't allow myself to feel, I realized after a while that I had been lying to myself. Yes, I had started to develop feelings for you. But by the time I realized that, it was already too late, and you were well on your way to opening your detective agency, while my role as the leader of the Mafia was already sealed.
I really tried to hate you, but in the end, I could never quite succeed, and how I hate seeing you happy, even though I've always wanted nothing but the best for you. But I suppose it was always the realization that I would never be able to have you. Unreachable...
And now I sit here. I finally have the love of my life, and yet... fear of loss is once again consuming me. Allowing myself to feel always makes me insane. As beautiful as it is to close my eyes and slowly be drawn from the grips of love into the sea of emotions, the fear of losing it all is just as terrible... to slowly and surely perish like a fish out of water. Especially after I've learned and discovered things about myself that I didn't even know before... wants and needs I was previously unaware of.
One would think Iām a grown, old man... but in the end, Iām just a love-starved boy, full of fears of being alone...
I MISS BSD UGHHH ASAGIRI PLS BRING BACK MY POOKIES FROM DEATH OR IMMA GONNAWOIDJSHDHDHDHHHDI
Why the fuck do i have the SILLIEST personality but the bitchiest resting face.
My professor was teaching but then paused, glared at me and asked me why i was "glaring" at her. Told her that it was my normal resting face but she DID NOT believe me.
Yāall I got a lil somethinā somethinā coming up for you guysss. Iām not the best at drawing but I decided to give it a shot.
P.S. It involves our favorite speedy mutant š©¶
Of course itās not finished yet š be patient for me š (Donāt mind the face Iām exhausted and put it there as a place holder)
Why do you look like a South Park character ? Why is the moon made of cheese ? What kind of Rick are you ? Why is the sky blue ?
are you okay dude?
he's gonna be so pissed. I know it.
Ughhhh... I think I drank too much last night..
I don't remember anything..
@rickz6725 What happened last night? All I remember was coming home.. A-And why was I sleeping in your bed..?
why are the boys at my school getting WORSE?? normally its just the "my friend like you" which is mildly annoying but it isn't the worst but its now escalated to sexual stuff tf?? I was literally js walking to the bathroom and a group of boys kept calling out to me saying their friend wanted to fuck me?? and then in PE these guys kept following this girl and saying shit like "he said he wants to eat you out on your period!" WHAT. Ik I said this in a lighthearted way but seriously this is gross, stop.
okay but who the tf would be trumps creator?? I feel like it would be some jaded college student who drinks too much energy drinks and wants to see the world burn
What if we're all one person's oc's and that's why the world is so dramatic, fucked up but also supper funny at the same time?
cherry x johnny is ADORABLE but also hating on cherry for not visiting him is gen so odd because they barely knew each other in canon and what he did to help at the drive in was BASIC HUMAN DECENCY and he killed her bf like???