Just binged and purged, time to spend the next 2 hours on a workout bike. (I have the flu.)
I needed this. <3
If you did bad today, do better tomorrow.
There's no reason my cal intake should ever be a four digit number
so touch starved i’m genuinely wishing someone would beat the shit out of me just so i can feel the warmth of another body on my own.
“Can I not be hungry” I ask my eating disorder. “FUCK YOU” said my eating disorder who was actually the fuck you guy.
holy shit I think I actually hate eating at this point, it tastes alright but then just feels disgusting. I wish I lived on my own so I could just starve and starve.
my moms plan literally backfired, she took away the knifes to stop my sh, but I just got a 3d.
“the difference between your body this week and next week is what you choose to do for the next 7 days”
I just remembered I have to do other things than starve, and cut. It’s over.
ALL SFX NOT REAL!!
BLOCK DON’T REPORT!!
MAKEUP PRACTICE!
Ignore my fat thighs but I thought my cuts looked pretty today.